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My Bondage and My Freedom
投诉 阅读记录

第5章

Hisconversionwasnottochangehisrelationtowardmen——atanyratenottowardBLACKmen——buttowardGod。Myfaith,Iconfess,wasnotgreat。Therewassomethinginhisappearancethat,inmymind,castadoubtoverhisconversion。StandingwhereIdid,I

couldseehiseverymovement。Iwatchednarrowlywhileheremainedinthelittlepen;andalthoughIsawthathisfacewasextremelyred,andhishairdisheveled,andthoughIheardhimgroan,andsawastraytearhaltingonhischeek,asifinquiring“whichwayshallIgo?“——Icouldnotwhollyconfideinthegenuinenessofhisconversion。Thehesitatingbehaviorofthattear-dropanditsloneliness,distressedme,andcastadoubtuponthewholetransaction,ofwhichitwasapart。Butpeoplesaid,_“Capt。Auldhadcomethrough,“_anditwasformetohopeforthebest。Iwasboundtodothis,incharity,forI,too,wasreligious,andhadbeeninthechurchfullthreeyears,althoughnowIwasnotmorethansixteenyearsold。Slaveholdersmay,sometimes,haveconfidenceinthepietyofsomeoftheirslaves;buttheslavesseldomhaveconfidenceinthepietyoftheirmasters。_“Hecantgotoheavenwithourbloodinhisskirts_,“isasettledpointinthecreedofeveryslave;risingsuperiortoallteachingtothecontrary,andstandingforeverasafixedfact。ThehighestevidencetheslaveholdercangivetheslaveofhisacceptancewithGod,istheemancipationofhisslaves。ThisisproofthatheiswillingtogiveupalltoGod,andforthesakeofGod。Nottodothis,was,inmyestimation,andintheopinionofalltheslaves,anevidenceofhalf-

heartedness,andwhollyinconsistentwiththeideaofgenuineconversion。Ihadread,also,somewhereintheMethodistDiscipline,thefollowingquestionandanswer:

“_Question_。Whatshallbedonefortheextirpationofslavery?

“_Answer_。Wedeclarethatwearemuchaseverconvincedofthegreatevilofslavery;therefore,noslaveholdershallbeeligibletoanyofficialstationinourchurch。“

Thesewordssoundedinmyearsforalongtime,anden<153FAITH

ANDWORKSATVARIANCE>couragedmetohope。But,asIhavebeforesaid,Iwasdoomedtodisappointment。MasterThomasseemedtobeawareofmyhopesandexpectationsconcerninghim。Ihavethought,beforenow,thathelookedatmeinanswertomyglances,asmuchastosay,“Iwillteachyou,youngman,that,thoughIhavepartedwithmysins,Ihavenotpartedwithmysense。Ishallholdmyslaves,andgotoheaventoo。“

Possibly,toconvinceusthatwemustnotpresume_toomuch_uponhisrecentconversion,hebecamerathermorerigidandstringentinhisexactions。Therealwayswasascarcityofgoodnatureabouttheman;butnowhiswholecountenancewas_soured_overwiththeseemingsofpiety。Hisreligion,therefore,neithermadehimemancipatehisslaves,norcausedhimtotreatthemwithgreaterhumanity。Ifreligionhadanyeffectonhischaracteratall,itmadehimmorecruelandhatefulinallhisways。Thenaturalwickednessofhishearthadnotbeenremoved,butonlyreinforced,bytheprofessionofreligion。DoIjudgehimharshly?Godforbid。Facts_are_facts。Capt。Auldmadethegreatestprofessionofpiety。Hishousewas,literally,ahouseofprayer。Inthemorning,andintheevening,loudprayersandhymnswereheardthere,inwhichbothhimselfandhiswifejoined;yet,_nomoremeal_wasbroughtfromthemill,_nomoreattention_waspaidtothemoralwelfareofthekitchen;andnothingwasdonetomakeusfeelthattheheartofMasterThomaswasonewhitbetterthanitwasbeforehewentintothelittlepen,oppositetothepreachers"stand,onthecampground。

Ourhopes(foundedonthediscipline)soonvanished;fortheauthoritieslethimintothechurch_atonce_,andbeforehewasoutofhistermof_probation_,Iheardofhisleadingclass!Hedistinguishedhimselfgreatlyamongthebrethren,andwassoonanexhorter。HisprogresswasalmostasrapidasthegrowthofthefabledvineofJack"sbean。Nomanwasmoreactivethanhe,inrevivals。Hewouldgomanymilestoassistincarryingthemon,andingettingoutsidersinterestedinreligion。Hishousebeing<154>oneoftheholiest,ifnotthehappiestinSt。Michael"s,becamethe“preachers"home。“ThesepreachersevidentlylikedtoshareMasterThomas"shospitality;forwhilehe_starvedus_,he_stuffed_them。Threeorfouroftheseambassadorsofthegospel——accordingtoslavery——havebeenthereatatime;alllivingonthefatoftheland,whilewe,inthekitchen,werenearlystarving。Notoftendidwegetasmileofrecognitionfromtheseholymen。Theyseemedalmostasunconcernedaboutourgettingtoheaven,astheywereaboutourgettingoutofslavery。

Tothisgeneralchargetherewasoneexception——theRev。GEORGE

COOKMAN。UnlikeRev。Messrs。Storks,Ewry,Hickey,HumphreyandCooper(allwhomwereontheSt。Michael"scircuit)hekindlytookaninterestinourtemporalandspiritualwelfare。Oursoulsandourbodieswereallalikesacredinhissight;andhereallyhadagooddealofgenuineanti-slaveryfeelingmingledwithhiscolonizationideas。Therewasnotaslaveinourneighborhoodthatdidnotlove,andalmostvenerate,Mr。Cookman。

Itwasprettygenerallybelievedthathehadbeenchieflyinstrumentalinbringingoneofthelargestslaveholders——Mr。

SamuelHarrison——inthatneighborhood,toemancipateallhisslaves,and,indeed,thegeneralimpressionwas,thatMr。Cookmanhadlaboredfaithfullywithslaveholders,wheneverhemetthem,toinducethemtoemancipatetheirbondmen,andthathedidthisasareligiousduty。Whenthisgoodmanwasatourhouse,wewereallsuretobecalledintoprayersinthemorning;andhewasnotslowinmakinginquiriesastothestateofourminds,noringivingusawordofexhortationandofencouragement。

Greatwasthesorrowofalltheslaves,whenthisfaithfulpreacherofthegospelwasremovedfromtheTalbotcountycircuit。Hewasaneloquentpreacher,andpossessedwhatfewministers,southofMasonDixon"sline,possess,or_dare_toshow,viz:awarmandphilanthropicheart。TheMr。Cookman,ofwhomIspeak,wasanEnglishmanbybirth,andperishedwhileonhiswaytoEngland,onboardtheill-fated“President“。Couldthethousandsofslaves<155THESABBATHSCHOOL>inMarylandknowthefateofthegoodman,towhosewordsofcomforttheyweresolargelyindebted,theywouldthankmefordroppingatearonthispage,inmemoryoftheirfavoritepreacher,friendandbenefactor。

But,letmereturntoMasterThomas,andtomyexperience,afterhisconversion。InBaltimore,Icould,occasionally,getintoaSabbathschool,amongthefreechildren,andreceivelessons,withtherest;but,havingalreadylearnedbothtoreadandtowrite,Iwasmoreofateacherthanapupil,eventhere。When,however,IwentbacktotheEasternShore,andwasatthehouseofMasterThomas,Iwasneitherallowedtoteach,nortobetaught。Thewholecommunity——withbutasingleexception,amongthewhites——frowneduponeverythinglikeimpartinginstructioneithertoslavesortofreecoloredpersons。Thatsingleexception,apiousyoungman,namedWilson,askedme,oneday,ifIwouldliketoassisthiminteachingalittleSabbathschool,atthehouseofafreecoloredmaninSt。Michael"s,namedJamesMitchell。Theideawastomeadelightfulone,andItoldhimI

wouldgladlydevoteasmuchofmySabbathasIcouldcommand,tothatmostlaudablework。Mr。Wilsonsoonmusteredupadozenoldspellingbooks,andafewtestaments;andwecommencedoperations,withsometwentyscholars,inourSundayschool。

Here,thoughtI,issomethingworthlivingfor;hereisanexcellentchanceforusefulness;andIshallsoonhaveacompanyofyoungfriends,loversofknowledge,likesomeofmyBaltimorefriends,fromwhomInowfeltpartedforever。

OurfirstSabbathpasseddelightfully,andIspenttheweekafterveryjoyously。IcouldnotgotoBaltimore,butIcouldmakealittleBaltimorehere。Atoursecondmeeting,IlearnedthattherewassomeobjectiontotheexistenceoftheSabbathschool;

and,sureenough,wehadscarcelygotatwork——_goodwork_,simplyteachingafewcoloredchildrenhowtoreadthegospeloftheSonofGod——wheninrushedamob,headedbyMr。WrightFairbanksandMr。GarrisonWest——twoclass-leaders<156>——andMasterThomas;who,armedwithsticksandothermissiles,droveusoff,andcommandedusnevertomeetforsuchapurposeagain。

Oneofthispiouscrewtoldme,thatasformypart,IwantedtobeanotherNatTurner;andifIdidnotlookout,Ishouldgetasmanyballsintome,asNatdidintohim。ThusendedtheinfantSabbathschool,inthetownofSt。Michael"s。ThereaderwillnotbesurprisedwhenIsay,thatthebreakingupofmySabbathschool,bytheseclass-leaders,andprofessedlyholymen,didnotservetostrengthenmyreligiousconvictions。ThecloudovermySt。Michael"shomegrewheavierandblackerthanever。

ItwasnotmerelytheagencyofMasterThomas,inbreakingupanddestroyingmySabbathschool,thatshookmyconfidenceinthepowerofsouthernreligiontomakemenwiserorbetter;butIsawinhimallthecrueltyandmeanness,_after_hisconversion,whichhehadexhibitedbeforehemadeaprofessionofreligion。

Hiscrueltyandmeannesswereespeciallydisplayedinhistreatmentofmyunfortunatecousin,Henny,whoselamenessmadeheraburdentohim。Ihavenoextraordinarypersonalhardusagetowardmyselftocomplainof,againsthim,butIhaveseenhimtieupthelameandmaimedwoman,andwhipherinamannermostbrutal,andshocking;andthen,withblood-chillingblasphemy,hewouldquotethepassageofscripture,“Thatservantwhichknewhislord"swill,andpreparednothimself,neitherdidaccordingtohiswill,shallbebeatenwithmanystripes。“Masterwouldkeepthislaceratedwomantiedupbyherwrists,toaboltinthejoist,three,fourandfivehoursatatime。Hewouldtieherupearlyinthemorning,whipherwithacowskinbeforebreakfast;

leavehertiedup;gotohisstore,and,returningtohisdinner,repeatthecastigation;layingontheruggedlash,onfleshalreadymaderawbyrepeatedblows。Heseemeddesiroustogetthepoorgirloutofexistence,or,atanyrate,offhishands。

Inproofofthis,heafterwardsgaveherawaytohissisterSarah(Mrs。Cline)but,asinthecaseofMaster<157BARBAROUS

TREATMENTOFHENNY>Hugh,Hennywassoonreturnedonhishands。

Finally,uponapretensethathecoulddonothingwithher(Iusehisownwords)he“setheradrift,totakecareofherself。“

Herewasarecentlyconvertedman,holding,withtightgrasp,thewell-framed,andablebodiedslaveslefthimbyoldmaster——thepersons,who,infreedom,couldhavetakencareofthemselves;

yet,turningloosetheonlycrippleamongthem,virtuallytostarveanddie。

Nodoubt,hadMasterThomasbeenasked,bysomepiousnorthernbrother,_why_hecontinuedtosustaintherelationofaslaveholder,tothosewhomheretained,hisanswerwouldhavebeenpreciselythesameasmanyotherreligiousslaveholdershavereturnedtothatinquiry,viz:“Iholdmyslavesfortheirowngood。“

BadasmyconditionwaswhenIlivedwithMasterThomas,Iwassoontoexperiencealifefarmoregoadingandbitter。ThemanydifferencesspringingupbetweenmyselfandMasterThomas,owingtotheclearperceptionIhadofhischaracter,andtheboldnesswithwhichIdefendedmyselfagainsthiscapriciouscomplaints,ledhimtodeclarethatIwasunsuitedtohiswants;thatmycitylifehadaffectedmeperniciously;that,infact,ithadalmostruinedmeforeverygoodpurpose,andhadfittedmeforeverythingthatwasbad。Oneofmygreatestfaults,oroffenses,wasthatoflettinghishorsegetaway,andgodowntothefarmbelongingtohisfather-in-law。Theanimalhadalikingforthatfarm,withwhichIfullysympathized。WheneverIletitout,itwouldgodashingdowntheroadtoMr。Hamilton"s,asifgoingonagrandfrolic。Myhorsegone,ofcourseImustgoafterit。

Theexplanationofourmutualattachmenttotheplaceisthesame;thehorsefoundtheregoodpasturage,andIfoundthereplentyofbread。Mr。Hamiltonhadhisfaults,butstarvinghisslaveswasnotamongthem。Hegavefood,inabundance,andthat,too,ofanexcellentquality。InMr。Hamilton"scook——AuntMary——Ifoundamostgenerousandconsideratefriend。Sheneverallowedmetogotherewithoutgivingmebreadenough<158>tomakegoodthedeficienciesofadayortwo。MasterThomasatlastresolvedtoenduremybehaviornolonger;hecouldneitherkeepme,norhishorse,welikedsowelltobeathisfather-in-

law"sfarm。Ihadnowlivedwithhimnearlyninemonths,andhehadgivenmeanumberofseverewhippings,withoutanyvisibleimprovementinmycharacter,ormyconduct;andnowhewasresolvedtoputmeout——ashesaid——“_tobebroken。“_

Therewas,intheBaySide,verynearthecampground,wheremymastergothisreligiousimpressions,amannamedEdwardCovey,whoenjoyedtheexecratedreputation,ofbeingafirstratehandatbreakingyoungNegroes。ThisCoveywasapoorman,afarmrenter;andthisreputation(hatefulasitwastotheslavesandtoallgoodmen)was,atthesametime,ofimmenseadvantagetohim。Itenabledhimtogethisfarmtilledwithverylittleexpense,comparedwithwhatitwouldhavecosthimwithoutthismostextraordinaryreputation。SomeslaveholdersthoughtitanadvantagetoletMr。Coveyhavethegovernmentoftheirslavesayearortwo,almostfreeofcharge,forthesakeoftheexcellenttrainingsuchslavesgotunderhishappymanagement!Likesomehorsebreakers,notedfortheirskill,whoridethebesthorsesinthecountrywithoutexpense,Mr。Coveycouldhaveunderhim,themostfierybloodsoftheneighborhood,forthesimplerewardofreturningthemtotheirowners,_wellbroken_。AddedtothenaturalfitnessofMr。Coveyforthedutiesofhisprofession,hewassaidto“enjoyreligion,“andwasasstrictinthecultivationofpiety,ashewasinthecultivationofhisfarm。

Iwasmadeawareofhischaracterbysomewhohadbeenunderhishand;andwhileIcouldnotlookforwardtogoingtohimwithanypleasure,IwasgladtogetawayfromSt。Michael"s。IwassureofgettingenoughtoeatatCovey"s,evenifIsufferedinotherrespects。_This_,toahungryman,isnotaprospecttoberegardedwithindifference。

CHAPTERXV

Covey,theNegroBreakerJOURNEYTOMYNEWMASTER"S——MEDITATIONSBYTHEWAY——VIEWOF

COVEY"SRESIDENCE——THEFAMILY——MYAWKWARDNESSASAFIELDHAND——A

CRUELBEATING——WHYITWASGIVEN——DESCRIPTIONOFCOVEY——FIRST

ADVENTUREATOXDRIVING——HAIRBREADTHESCAPES——OXANDMANALIKE

PROPERTY——COVEY"SMANNEROFPROCEEDINGTOWHIP——HARDLABORBETTER

THANTHEWHIPFORBREAKINGDOWNTHESPIRIT——CUNNINGANDTRICKERY

OFCOVEY——FAMILYWORSHIP——SHOCKINGCONTEMPTFORCHASTITY——IAM

BROKENDOWN——GREATMENTALAGITATIONINCONTRASTINGTHEFREEDOMOF

THESHIPSWITHHISOWNSLAVERY——ANGUISHBEYONDDESCRIPTION。

ThemorningofthefirstofJanuary,1834,withitschillingwindandpinchingfrost,quiteinharmonywiththewinterinmyownmind,foundme,withmylittlebundleofclothingontheendofastick,swungacrossmyshoulder,onthemainroad,bendingmywaytowardCovey"s,whitherIhadbeenimperiouslyorderedbyMasterThomas。Thelatterhadbeenasgoodashisword,andhadcommittedme,withoutreserve,tothemasteryofMr。EdwardCovey。EightortenyearshadnowpassedsinceIhadbeentakenfrommygrandmother"scabin,inTuckahoe;andtheseyears,forthemostpart,IhadspentinBaltimore,where——asthereaderhasalreadyseen——Iwastreatedwithcomparativetenderness。Iwasnowabouttosoundprofounderdepthsinslavelife。Therigorsofafield,lesstolerablethanthefieldofbattle,awaitedme。

Mynewmasterwasnotoriousforhisfierceandsavagedisposition,andmyonlyconsolationingoingtolive<160>withhimwas,thecertaintyoffindinghimpreciselyasrepresentedbycommonfame。Therewasneitherjoyinmyheart,norelasticityinmystep,asIstartedinsearchofthetyrant"shome。

StarvationmademegladtoleaveThomasAuld"s,andthecruellashmademedreadtogotoCovey"s。Escapewasimpossible;so,heavyandsad,Ipacedthesevenmiles,whichseparatedCovey"shousefromSt。Michael"s——thinkingmuchbythesolitaryway——

aversetomycondition;but_thinking_wasallIcoulddo。Likeafishinanet,allowedtoplayforatime,Iwasnowdrawnrapidlytotheshore,securedatallpoints。“Iam,“thoughtI,“butthesportofapowerwhichmakesnoaccount,eitherofmywelfareorofmyhappiness。ByalawwhichIcanclearlycomprehend,butcannotevadenorresist,Iamruthlesslysnatchedfromthehearthofafondgrandmother,andhurriedawaytothehomeofamysterious`oldmaster;"againIamremovedfromthere,toamasterinBaltimore;thenceamIsnatchedawaytotheEasternShore,tobevaluedwiththebeastsofthefield,and,withthem,dividedandsetapartforapossessor;thenIamsentbacktoBaltimore;andbythetimeIhaveformednewattachments,andhavebeguntohopethatnomorerudeshocksshalltouchme,adifferencearisesbetweenbrothers,andIamagainbrokenup,andsenttoSt。Michael"s;andnow,fromthelatterplace,Iamfootingmywaytothehomeofanewmaster,where,Iamgiventounderstand,that,likeawildyoungworkinganimal,Iamtobebrokentotheyokeofabitterandlife-longbondage。“

Withthoughtsandreflectionslikethese,Icameinsightofasmallwood-coloredbuilding,aboutamilefromthemainroad,which,fromthedescriptionIhadreceived,atstarting,Ieasilyrecognizedasmynewhome。TheChesapeakebay——uponthejuttingbanksofwhichthelittlewood-coloredhousewasstanding——whitewithfoam,raisedbytheheavynorth-westwind;PoplarIsland,coveredwithathick,blackpineforest,standingoutamidthishalfocean;andKentPoint,stretchingitssandy,desert-likeshoresoutintothefoam-cestedbay——wereallin<161COVEY"S

RESIDENCE——THEFAMILY>sight,anddeepenedthewildanddesolateaspectofmynewhome。

ThegoodclothesIhadbroughtwithmefromBaltimorewerenowwornthin,andhadnotbeenreplaced;forMasterThomaswasaslittlecarefultoprovideusagainstcold,asagainsthunger。

Metherebyanorthwind,sweepingthroughanopenspaceoffortymiles,Iwasgladtomakeanyport;and,therefore,Ispeedilypressedontothelittlewood-coloredhouse。ThefamilyconsistedofMr。andMrs。Covey;MissKemp(abroken-backedwoman)asisterofMrs。Covey;WilliamHughes,cousintoEdwardCovey;Caroline,thecook;BillSmith,ahiredman;andmyself。

BillSmith,BillHughes,andmyself,weretheworkingforceofthefarm,whichconsistedofthreeorfourhundredacres。Iwasnow,forthefirsttimeinmylife,tobeafieldhand;andinmynewemploymentIfoundmyselfevenmoreawkwardthanagreencountryboymaybesupposedtobe,uponhisfirstentranceintothebewilderingscenesofcitylife;andmyawkwardnessgavememuchtrouble。Strangeandunnaturalasitmayseem,Ihadbeenatmynewhomebutthreedays,beforeMr。Covey(mybrotherintheMethodistchurch)gavemeabitterforetasteofwhatwasinreserveforme。Ipresumehethought,thatsincehehadbutasingleyearinwhichtocompletehiswork,thesoonerhebegan,thebetter。Perhapshethoughtthatbycomingtoblowsatonce,weshouldmutuallybetterunderstandourrelations。Buttowhatevermotive,directorindirect,thecausemaybereferred,I

hadnotbeeninhispossessionthreewholedays,beforehesubjectedmetoamostbrutalchastisement。Underhisheavyblows,bloodflowedfreely,andwaleswereleftonmybackaslargeasmylittlefinger。Thesoresonmyback,fromthisflogging,continuedforweeks,fortheywerekeptopenbytheroughandcoarseclothwhichIworeforshirting。Theoccasionanddetailsofthisfirstchapterofmyexperienceasafieldhand,mustbetold,thatthereadermayseehowunreasonable,aswellashowcruel,mynewmaster,Covey,was。<162>ThewholethingIfoundtobecharacteristicoftheman;andIwasprobablytreatednoworsebyhimthanscoresofladswhohadpreviouslybeencommittedtohim,forreasonssimilartothosewhichinducedmymastertoplacemewithhim。But,herearethefactsconnectedwiththeaffair,preciselyastheyoccurred。

OnoneofthecoldestdaysofthewholemonthofJanuary,1834,I

wasordered,atdaybreak,togetaloadofwood,fromaforestabouttwomilesfromthehouse。Inordertoperformthiswork,Mr。Coveygavemeapairofunbrokenoxen,for,itseems,hisbreakingabilitieshadnotbeenturnedinthisdirection;andI

mayremark,inpassing,thatworkinganimalsinthesouth,areseldomsowelltrainedasinthenorth。Indueform,andwithallproperceremony,Iwasintroducedtothishugeyokeofunbrokenoxen,andwascarefullytoldwhichwas“Buck,“andwhichwas“Darby“——whichwasthe“inhand,“andwhichwasthe“offhand“ox。ThemasterofthisimportantceremonywasnolessapersonthanMr。Covey,himself;andtheintroductionwasthefirstofthekindIhadeverhad。Mylife,hitherto,hadledmeawayfromhornedcattle,andIhadnoknowledgeoftheartofmanagingthem。Whatwasmeantbythe“inox,“asagainstthe“offox,“whenbothwereequallyfastenedtoonecart,andunderoneyoke,Icouldnotveryeasilydivine;andthedifference,impliedbythenames,andthepeculiardutiesofeach,werealike_Greek_tome。Whywasnotthe“offox“calledthe“inox?“

Whereandwhatisthereasonforthisdistinctioninnames,whenthereisnoneinthethingsthemselves?Afterinitiatingmeintothe_“woa,““back““gee,““hither“_——theentirespokenlanguagebetweenoxenanddriver——Mr。Coveytookarope,abouttenfeetlongandoneinchthick,andplacedoneendofitaroundthehornsofthe“inhandox,“andgavetheotherendtome,tellingmethatiftheoxenstartedtorunaway,asthescampknewtheywould,Imustholdontotheropeandstopthem。Ineednottellanyonewhoisacquaintedwitheitherthestrengthofthedispositionofanuntamedox,thatthisorder<163FIRST

ADVENTUREATOXDRIVING>wasaboutasunreasonableasacommandtoshoulderamadbull!Ihadneverdrivenoxenbefore,andIwasasawkward,asadriver,asitispossibletoconceive。Itdidnotanswerformetopleadignorance,toMr。Covey;therewassomethinginhismannerthatquiteforbadethat。Hewasamantowhomaslaveseldomfeltanydispositiontospeak。Cold,distant,morose,withafacewearingallthemarksofcaptiousprideandmalicioussternness,herepelledalladvances。Coveywasnotalargeman;hewasonlyaboutfivefeetteninchesinheight,Ishouldthink;shortnecked,roundshoulders;ofquickandwirymotion,ofthinandwolfishvisage;withapairofsmall,greenish-grayeyes,setwellbackunderaforeheadwithoutdignity,andconstantlyinmotion,andfloatinghispassions,ratherthanhisthoughts,insight,butdenyingthemutteranceinwords。Thecreaturepresentedanappearancealtogetherferociousandsinister,disagreeableandforbidding,intheextreme。Whenhespoke,itwasfromthecornerofhismouth,andinasortoflightgrowl,likeadog,whenanattemptismadetotakeabonefromhim。Thefellowhadalreadymademebelievehimeven_worse_thanhehadbeenpresented。Withhisdirections,andwithoutstoppingtoquestion,Istartedforthewoods,quiteanxioustoperformmyfirstexploitindriving,inacreditablemanner。Thedistancefromthehousetothewoodsgateafullmile,Ishouldthink——waspassedoverwithverylittledifficulty;foralthoughtheanimalsran,Iwasfleetenough,intheopenfield,tokeeppacewiththem;especiallyastheypulledmealongattheendoftherope;but,onreachingthewoods,I

wasspeedilythrownintoadistressingplight。Theanimalstookfright,andstartedoffferociouslyintothewoods,carryingthecart,fulltilt,againsttrees,overstumps,anddashingfromsidetoside,inamanneraltogetherfrightful。AsIheldtherope,Iexpectedeverymomenttobecrushedbetweenthecartandthehugetrees,amongwhichtheyweresofuriouslydashing。

Afterrunningthusforseveralminutes,myoxenwere,finally,broughttoastand,byatree,againstwhichtheydashed<164>themselveswithgreatviolence,upsettingthecart,andentanglingthemselvesamongsundryyoungsaplings。Bytheshock,thebodyofthecartwasflunginonedirection,andthewheelsandtongueinanother,andallinthegreatestconfusion。ThereIwas,allalone,inathickwood,towhichIwasastranger;mycartupsetandshattered;myoxenentangled,wild,andenraged;

andI,poorsoul!butagreenhand,tosetallthisdisorderright。Iknewnomoreofoxenthantheoxdriverissupposedtoknowofwisdom。Afterstandingafewmomentssurveyingthedamageanddisorder,andnotwithoutapresentimentthatthistroublewoulddrawafteritothers,evenmoredistressing,Itookoneendofthecartbody,and,byanextraoutlayofstrength,I

liftedittowardtheaxle-tree,fromwhichithadbeenviolentlyflung;andaftermuchpullingandstraining,Isucceededingettingthebodyofthecartinitsplace。Thiswasanimportantstepoutofthedifficulty,anditsperformanceincreasedmycouragefortheworkwhichremainedtobedone。Thecartwasprovidedwithanax,atoolwithwhichIhadbecomeprettywellacquaintedintheshipyardatBaltimore。Withthis,Icutdownthesaplingsbywhichmyoxenwereentangled,andagainpursuedmyjourney,withmyheartinmymouth,lesttheoxenshouldagaintakeitintotheirsenselessheadstocutupacaper。Myfearsweregroundless。Theirspreewasoverforthepresent,andtherascalsnowmovedoffassoberlyasthoughtheirbehaviorhadbeennaturalandexemplary。OnreachingthepartoftheforestwhereIhadbeen,thedaybefore,choppingwood,Ifilledthecartwithaheavyload,asasecurityagainstanotherrunningaway。But,theneckofanoxisequalinstrengthtoiron。Itdefiesallordinaryburdens,whenexcited。Tameanddociletoaproverb,when_well_trained,theoxisthemostsullenandintractableofanimalswhenbuthalfbrokentotheyoke。

Inowsaw,inmysituation,severalpointsofsimilaritywiththatoftheoxen。Theywereproperty,sowasI;theyweretobe<165SENTBACKTOTHEWOODS>broken,sowasI。Coveywastobreakme,Iwastobreakthem;breakandbebroken——suchislife。

Halfthedayalreadygone,andmyfacenotyethomeward!Itrequiredonlytwoday"sexperienceandobservationtoteachme,thatsuchapparentwasteoftimewouldnotbelightlyoverlookedbyCovey。Ithereforehurriedtowardhome;but,onreachingthelanegate,Imetwiththecrowningdisasterfortheday。Thisgatewasafairspecimenofsouthernhandicraft。Thereweretwohugeposts,eighteeninchesindiameter,roughhewedandsquare,andtheheavygatewassohungononeofthese,thatitopenedonlyabouthalftheproperdistance。Onarrivinghere,itwasnecessaryformetoletgotheendoftheropeonthehornsofthe“inhandox;“andnowassoonasthegatewasopen,andIletgoofittogettherope,again,offwentmyoxen——makingnothingoftheirload——fulltilt;andindoingsotheycaughtthehugegatebetweenthewheelandthecartbody,literallycrushingittosplinters,andcomingonlywithinafewinchesofsubjectingmetoasimilarcrushing,forIwasjustinadvanceofthewheelwhenitstrucktheleftgatepost。Withthesetwohair-breadthescape,IthoughtIcouldsucessfully{sic}explaintoMr。Coveythedelay,andavertapprehendedpunishment。IwasnotwithoutafainthopeofbeingcommendedforthesternresolutionwhichI

haddisplayedinaccomplishingthedifficulttask——ataskwhich,Iafterwardslearned,evenCoveyhimselfwouldnothaveundertaken,withoutfirstdrivingtheoxenforsometimeintheopenfield,preparatorytotheirgoingintothewoods。But,inthisIwasdisappointed。Oncomingtohim,hiscountenanceassumedanaspectofrigiddispleasure,and,asIgavehimahistoryofthecasualtiesofmytrip,hiswolfishface,withhisgreenisheyes,becameintenselyferocious。“Gobacktothewoodsagain,“hesaid,mutteringsomethingelseaboutwastingtime。I

hastilyobeyed;butIhadnotgonefaronmyway,whenIsawhimcomingafterme。Myoxennowbehavedthemselveswithsingular<166>propriety,opposingtheirpresentconducttomyrepresentationoftheirformerantics。Ialmostwished,nowthatCoveywascoming,theywoulddosomethinginkeepingwiththecharacterIhadgiventhem;butno,theyhadalreadyhadtheirspree,andtheycouldaffordnowtobeextragood,readilyobeyingmyorders,andseemingtounderstandthemquiteaswellasIdidmyself。Onreachingthewoods,mytormentor——whoseemedallthewaytoberemarkinguponthegoodbehaviorofhisoxen——

cameuptome,andorderedmetostopthecart,accompanyingthesamewiththethreatthathewouldnowteachmehowtobreakgates,andidleawaymytime,whenhesentmetothewoods。

Suitingtheactiontotheword,Coveypacedoff,inhisownwiryfashion,toalarge,blackgumtree,theyoungshootsofwhicharegenerallyusedforox_goads_,theybeingexceedinglytough。

Threeofthese_goads_,fromfourtosixfeetlong,hecutoff,andtrimmedup,withhislargejack-knife。Thisdone,heorderedmetotakeoffmyclothes。TothisunreasonableorderImadenoreply,butsternlyrefusedtotakeoffmyclothing。“Ifyouwillbeatme,“thoughtI,“youshalldosoovermyclothes。“Aftermanythreats,whichmadenoimpressiononme,herushedatmewithsomethingofthesavagefiercenessofawolf,toreoffthefewandthinlywornclothesIhadon,andproceededtowearout,onmyback,theheavygoadswhichhehadcutfromthegumtree。

Thisfloggingwasthefirstofaseriesoffloggings;andthoughverysevere,itwaslesssothanmanywhichcameafterit,andthese,foroffensesfarlighterthanthegatebreakingIremainedwithMr。Coveyoneyear(IcannotsayI_lived_withhim)andduringthefirstsixmonthsthatIwasthere,Iwaswhipped,eitherwithsticksorcowskins,everyweek。Achingbonesandasorebackweremyconstantcompanions。Frequentasthelashwasused,Mr。Coveythoughtlessofit,asameansofbreakingdownmyspirit,thanthatofhardandlongcontinuedlabor。Heworkedmesteadily,uptothepointofmypowersofendurance。Fromthedawnofdayinthemorning,tillthedark<167CUNNINGANDTRICKERYOFCOVEY>nesswascompleteintheevening,Iwaskeptathardwork,inthefieldorthewoods。Atcertainseasonsoftheyear,wewereallkeptinthefieldtillelevenandtwelveo"clockatnight。Atthesetimes,Coveywouldattendusinthefield,andurgeusonwithwordsorblows,asitseemedbesttohim。Hehad,inhislife,beenanoverseer,andhewellunderstoodthebusinessofslavedriving。Therewasnodeceivinghim。Heknewjustwhatamanorboycoulddo,andheheldbothtostrictaccount。Whenhepleased,hewouldworkhimself,likeaveryTurk,makingeverythingflybeforehim。Itwas,however,scarcelynecessaryforMr。Coveytobereallypresentinthefield,tohavehisworkgoonindustriously。Hehadthefacultyofmakingusfeelthathewasalwayspresent。Byaseriesofadroitlymanagedsurprises,whichhepracticed,Iwaspreparedtoexpecthimatanymoment。Hisplanwas,nevertoapproachthespotwherehishandswereatwork,inanopen,manlyanddirectmanner。NothiefwasevermoreartfulinhisdevicesthanthismanCovey。Hewouldcreepandcrawl,inditchesandgullies;hidebehindstumpsandbushes,andpracticesomuchofthecunningoftheserpent,thatBillSmithandI——betweenourselves——nevercalledhimbyanyothernamethan_“thesnake。“_

Wefanciedthatinhiseyesandhisgaitwecouldseeasnakishresemblance。OnehalfofhisproficiencyintheartofNegrobreaking,consisted,Ishouldthink,inthisspeciesofcunning。

Wewereneversecure。Hecouldseeorhearusnearlyallthetime。Hewas,tous,behindeverystump,tree,bushandfenceontheplantation。Hecarriedthiskindoftrickerysofar,thathewouldsometimesmounthishorse,andmakebelievehewasgoingtoSt。Michael"s;and,inthirtyminutesafterward,youmightfindhishorsetiedinthewoods,andthesnake-likeCoveylyingflatintheditch,withhisheadliftedaboveitsedge,orinafencecorner,watchingeverymovementoftheslaves!Ihaveknownhimwalkuptousandgiveusspecialorders,astoourwork,inadvance,asifhewereleavinghomewithaviewtobeingabsentseveraldays;andbeforehegothalfwaytothe<168>house,hewouldavailhimselfofourinattentiontohismovements,toturnshortonhisheels,concealhimselfbehindafencecorneroratree,andwatchusuntilthegoingdownofthesun。Meanandcontemptibleasisallthis,itisinkeepingwiththecharacterwhichthelifeofaslaveholderiscalculatedtoproduce。Thereisnoearthlyinducement,intheslave"scondition,toincitehimtolaborfaithfully。Thefearofpunishmentisthesolemotiveforanysortofindustry,withhim。Knowingthisfact,astheslaveholderdoes,andjudgingtheslavebyhimself,henaturallyconcludestheslavewillbeidlewheneverthecauseforthisfearisabsent。Hence,allsortsofpettydeceptionsarepracticed,toinspirethisfear。

But,withMr。Covey,trickerywasnatural。Everythingintheshapeoflearningorreligion,whichhepossessed,wasmadetoconformtothissemi-lyingpropensity。Hedidnotseemconsciousthatthepracticehadanythingunmanly,baseorcontemptibleaboutit。Itwasapartofanimportantsystem,withhim,essentialtotherelationofmasterandslave。IthoughtIsaw,inhisveryreligiousdevotions,thiscontrollingelementofhischaracter。Alongprayeratnightmadeupfortheshortprayerinthemorning;andfewmencouldseemmoredevotionalthanhe,whenhehadnothingelsetodo。

Mr。Coveywasnotcontentwiththecoldstyleoffamilyworship,adoptedinthesecoldlatitudes,whichbeginandendwithasimpleprayer。No!thevoiceofpraise,aswellasofprayer,mustbeheardinhishouse,nightandmorning。Atfirst,Iwascalledupontobearsomepartintheseexercises;buttherepeatedflogginggivenmebyCovey,turnedthewholethingintomockery。Hewasapoorsinger,andmainlyreliedonmeforraisingthehymnforthefamily,andwhenIfailedtodoso,hewasthrownintomuchconfusion。Idonotthinkthatheeverabusedmeonaccountofthesevexations。Hisreligionwasathingaltogetherapartfromhisworldlyconcerns。Heknewnothingofitasaholyprinciple,directingandcontrollinghisdailylife,<169SHOCKINGCONTEMPTFORCHASTITY>makingthelatterconformtotherequirementsofthegospel。Oneortwofactswillillustratehischaracterbetterthanavolumeofgeneralties{sic}。

Ihavealreadysaid,orimplied,thatMr。EdwardCoveywasapoorman。Hewas,infact,justcommencingtolaythefoundationofhisfortune,asfortuneisregardedinaslavestate。Thefirstconditionofwealthandrespectabilitythere,beingtheownershipofhumanproperty,everynerveisstrained,bythepoorman,toobtainit,andverylittleregardishadtothemannerofobtainingit。Inpursuitofthisobject,piousasMr。Coveywas,heprovedhimselftobeasunscrupulousandbaseastheworstofhisneighbors。Inthebeginning,hewasonlyable——ashesaid——

“tobuyoneslave;“and,scandalousandshockingasisthefact,heboastedthatheboughthersimply“_asabreeder_。“Buttheworstisnottoldinthisnakedstatement。Thisyoungwoman(Carolinewashername)wasvirtuallycompelledbyMr。Coveytoabandonherselftotheobjectforwhichhehadpurchasedher;andtheresultwas,thebirthoftwinsattheendoftheyear。Atthisadditiontohishumanstock,bothEdwardCoveyandhiswife,Susan,wereecstaticwithjoy。Noonedreamedofreproachingthewoman,oroffindingfaultwiththehiredman——BillSmith——thefatherofthechildren,forMr。Coveyhimselfhadlockedthetwouptogethereverynight,thusinvitingtheresult。

ButIwillpursuethisrevoltingsubjectnofurther。Nobetterillustrationoftheunchasteanddemoralizingcharacterofslaverycanbefound,thanisfurnishedinthefactthatthisprofessedlyChristianslaveholder,amidstallhisprayersandhymns,wasshamelesslyandboastfullyencouraging,andactuallycompelling,inhisownhouse,undisguisedandunmitigatedfornication,asameansofincreasinghishumanstock。Imayremarkhere,that,whilethisfactwillbereadwithdisgustandshameatthenorth,itwillbe_laughedat_,assmartandpraiseworthyinMr。Covey,atthesouth;foramanisnomorecondemnedthereforbuyingawomananddevotinghertothislifeofdishonor,<170>thanforbuyingacow,andraisingstockfromher。Thesamerulesareobserved,withaviewtoincreasingthenumberandqualityoftheformer,asofthelatter。

IwillherereproducewhatIsaidofmyownexperienceinthiswretchedplace,morethantenyearsago:

Ifatanyonetimeofmylife,morethananother,Iwasmadetodrinkthebitterestdregsofslavery,thattimewasduringthefirstsixmonthsofmystaywithMr。Covey。Wewereworkedallweathers。Itwasnevertoohotortoocold;itcouldneverrain,blow,snow,orhailtoohardforustoworkinthefield。Work,work,work,wasscarcelymoretheorderofthedaythanthenight。Thelongestdaysweretooshortforhim,andtheshortestnightsweretoolongforhim。IwassomewhatunmanageablewhenI

firstwentthere;butafewmonthsofhisdisciplinetamedme。

Mr。Coveysucceededinbreakingme。Iwasbrokeninbody,soulandspirit。Mynaturalelasticitywascrushed;myintellectlanguished;thedispositiontoreaddeparted;thecheerfulsparkthatlingeredaboutmyeyedied;thedarknightofslaveryclosedinuponme;andbeholdamantransformedintoabrute!

Sundaywasmyonlyleisuretime。Ispentthisinasortofbeast-likestupor,betweensleepandwake,undersomelargetree。

Attimes,Iwouldriseup,aflashofenergeticfreedomwoulddartthroughmysoul,accompaniedwithafaintbeamofhope,flickeredforamoment,andthenvanished。Isankdownagain,mourningovermywretchedcondition。Iwassometimespromptedtotakemylife,andthatofCovey,butwaspreventedbyacombinationofhopeandfear。Mysufferingsonthisplantationseemnowlikeadreamratherthanasternreality。

OurhousestoodwithinafewrodsoftheChesapeakebay,whosebroadbosomwaseverwhitewithsailsfromeveryquarterofthehabitableglobe。Thosebeautifulvessels,robedinpurestwhite,sodelightfultotheeyeoffreemen,weretomesomanyshroudedghosts,toterrifyandtormentmewiththoughtsofmywretchedcondition。Ihaveoften,inthedeepstillnessofasummer"sSabbath,stoodallaloneuponthebanksofthatnoblebay,andtraced,withsaddenedheartandtearfuleye,thecountlessnumberofsailsmovingofftothemightyocean。Thesightofthesealwaysaffectedmepowerfully。Mythoughtswouldcompelutterance;andthere,withnoaudiencebuttheAlmighty,Iwouldpouroutmysoul"scomplaintinmyrudeway,withanapostrophetothemovingmultitudeofships:

“Youareloosedfromyourmoorings,andfree;Iamfastinmychains,andamaslave!Youmovemerrilybeforethegentlegale,andIsadlybeforethebloodywhip!Youarefreedom"sswift-

wingedangels,thatflyaroundtheworld;Iamconfinedinbandsofiron!O,thatIwerefree!O,thatIwereononeofyourgallantdecks,andunderyourprotectingwing!Alas!betwixtme<171ANGUISHBEYONDDESCRIPTION>andyoutheturbidwatersroll。

Goon,goon。OthatIcouldalsogo!CouldIbutswim!IfI

couldfly!O,whywasIbornaman,ofwhomtomakeabrute!

Thegladshipisgone;shehidesinthedimdistance。Iamleftinthehottesthellofunendingslavery。OGod,saveme!God,deliverme!Letmebefree!IsthereanyGod?WhyamIaslave?Iwillrunaway。Iwillnotstandit。Getcaught,orgetclear,I"lltryit。Ihadaswelldiewithagueaswithfever。Ihaveonlyonelifetolose。Ihadaswellbekilledrunningasdiestanding。Onlythinkofit;onehundredmilesstraightnorth,andIamfree!Tryit?Yes!Godhelpingme,I

will。ItcannotbethatIshallliveanddieaslave。Iwilltaketothewater。Thisverybayshallyetbearmeintofreedom。

Thesteamboatssteeredinanorth-eastcoastfromNorthPoint。I

willdothesame;andwhenIgettotheheadofthebay,Iwillturnmycanoeadrift,andwalkstraightthroughDelawareintoPennsylvania。WhenIgetthere,Ishallnotberequiredtohaveapass;Iwilltravelwithoutbeingdisturbed。Letbutthefirstopportunityoffer,andcomewhatwill,Iamoff。Meanwhile,I

willtrytobearupundertheyoke。Iamnottheonlyslaveintheworld。WhyshouldIfret?Icanbearasmuchasanyofthem。Besides,Iambutaboy,andallboysareboundtosomeone。ItmaybethatmymiseryinslaverywillonlyincreasemyhappinesswhenIgetfree。Thereisabetterdaycoming。“

IshallneverbeabletonarratethementalexperiencethroughwhichitwasmylottopassduringmystayatCovey"s。Iwascompletelywrecked,changedandbewildered;goadedalmosttomadnessatonetime,andatanotherreconcilingmyselftomywretchedcondition。Everythinginthewayofkindness,whichI

hadexperiencedatBaltimore;allmyformerhopesandaspirationsforusefulnessintheworld,andthehappymomentsspentintheexercisesofreligion,contrastedwithmythenpresentlot,butincreasedmyanguish。

Isufferedbodilyaswellasmentally。Ihadneithersufficienttimeinwhichtoeatortosleep,exceptonSundays。Theoverwork,andthebrutalchastisementsofwhichIwasthevictim,combinedwiththatever-gnawingandsoul-devouringthought——“_I

amaslave——aslaveforlife——aslavewithnorationalgroundtohopeforfreedom_“——renderedmealivingembodimentofmentalandphysicalwretchedness。

CHAPTERXVI

AnotherPressureoftheTyrant"sViceEXPERIENCEATCOVEY"SSUMMEDUP——FIRSTSIXMONTHSSEVERERTHAN

THESECOND——PRELIMINARIESTOTHECHANCE——REASONSFORNARRATING

THECIRCUMSTANCES——SCENEINTREADINGYARD——TAKENILL——UNUSUAL

BRUTALITYOFCOVEY——ESCAPETOST。MICHAEL"S——THEPURSUIT——

SUFFERINGINTHEWOODS——DRIVENBACKAGAINTOCOVEY"S——BEARINGOF

MASTERTHOMAS——THESLAVEISNEVERSICK——NATURALTOEXPECTSLAVES

TOFEIGNSICKNESS——LAZINESSOFSLAVEHOLDERS。

Theforegoingchapter,withallitshorridincidentsandshockingfeatures,maybetakenasafairrepresentationofthefirstsixmonthsofmylifeatCovey"s。Thereaderhasbuttorepeat,inhisownmind,onceaweek,thesceneinthewoods,whereCoveysubjectedmetohismercilesslash,tohaveatrueideaofmybitterexperiencethere,duringthefirstperiodofthebreakingprocessthroughwhichMr。Coveycarriedme。Ihavenohearttorepeateachseparatetransaction,inwhichIwasvictimofhisviolenceandbrutality。Suchanarrationwouldfillavolumemuchlargerthanthepresentone。Iaimonlytogivethereaderatruthfulimpressionofmyslavelife,withoutunnecessarilyaffectinghimwithharrowingdetails。

AsIhaveelsewhereintimatedthatmyhardshipsweremuchgreaterduringthefirstsixmonthsofmystayatCovey"s,thanduringtheremainderoftheyear,andasthechangeinmyconditionwasowingtocauseswhichmayhelpthereadertoabetterunderstandingofhumannature,whensubjectedtotheterribleextremitiesofslavery,Iwillnarratethecircumstancesofthis<173SCENEINTHETREADINGYARD>change,althoughImayseemtherebytoapplaudmyowncourage。Youhave,dearreader,seenmehumbled,degraded,brokendown,enslaved,andbrutalized,andyouunderstandhowitwasdone;nowletusseetheconverseofallthis,andhowitwasbroughtabout;andthiswilltakeusthroughtheyear1834。

OnoneofthehottestdaysofthemonthofAugust,oftheyearjustmentioned,hadthereaderbeenpassingthroughCovey"sfarm,hemighthaveseenmeatwork,inwhatistherecalledthe“treadingyard“——ayarduponwhichwheatistroddenoutfromthestraw,bythehorses"feet。Iwasthere,atwork,feedingthe“fan,“orratherbringingwheattothefan,whileBillSmithwasfeeding。OurforceconsistedofBillHughes,BillSmith,andaslavebythenameofEli;thelatterhavingbeenhiredforthisoccasion。Theworkwassimple,andrequiredstrengthandactivity,ratherthananyskillorintelligence,andyet,tooneentirelyunusedtosuchwork,itcameveryhard。Theheatwasintenseandoverpowering,andtherewasmuchhurrytogetthewheat,troddenoutthatday,throughthefan;since,ifthatworkwasdoneanhourbeforesundown,thehandswouldhave,accordingtoapromiseofCovey,thathouraddedtotheirnight"srest。I

wasnotbehindanyoftheminthewishtocompletetheday"sworkbeforesundown,and,hence,Istruggledwithallmymighttogettheworkforward。Thepromiseofonehour"sreposeonaweekday,wassufficienttoquickenmypace,andtospurmeontoextraendeavor。Besides,wehadallplannedtogofishing,andI

certainlywishedtohaveahandinthat。ButIwasdisappointed,andthedayturnedouttobeoneofthebitterestIeverexperienced。Aboutthreeo"clock,whilethesunwaspouringdownhisburningrays,andnotabreezewasstirring,Ibrokedown;mystrengthfailedme;Iwasseizedwithaviolentachingofthehead,attendedwithextremedizziness,andtremblingineverylimb。Findingwhatwascoming,andfeelingitwouldneverdotostopwork,Inervedmyselfup,andstaggeredonuntilIfellbythesideofthewheatfan,feelingthattheearthhadfallen<174>uponme。Thisbroughttheentireworktoadeadstand。

Therewasworkforfour;eachonehadhisparttoperform,andeachpartdependedontheother,sothatwhenonestopped,allwerecompelledtostop。Covey,whohadnowbecomemydread,aswellasmytormentor,wasatthehouse,aboutahundredyardsfromwhereIwasfanning,andinstantly,uponhearingthefanstop,hecamedowntothetreadingyard,toinquireintothecauseofourstopping。BillSmithtoldhimIwassick,andthatIwasunablelongertobringwheattothefan。

Ihad,bythistime,crawledaway,underthesideofapost-and-

railfence,intheshade,andwasexceedingill。Theintenseheatofthesun,theheavydustrisingfromthefan,thestooping,totakeupthewheatfromtheyard,togetherwiththehurrying,togetthrough,hadcausedarushofbloodtomyhead。

Inthiscondition,CoveyfindingoutwhereIwas,cametome;

and,afterstandingovermeawhile,heaskedmewhatthematterwas。ItoldhimaswellasIcould,foritwaswithdifficultythatIcouldspeak。Hethengavemeasavagekickintheside,whichjarredmywholeframe,andcommandedmetogetup。Themanhadobtainedcompletecontroloverme;andifhehadcommandedmetodoanypossiblething,Ishould,inmythenstateofmind,haveendeavoredtocomply。Imadeanefforttorise,butfellbackintheattempt,beforegainingmyfeet。Thebrutenowgavemeanotherheavykick,andagaintoldmetorise。Iagaintriedtorise,andsucceededingainingmyfeet;butuponstoopingtogetthetubwithwhichIwasfeedingthefan,Iagainstaggeredandfelltotheground;andImusthavesofallen,hadIbeensurethatahundredbulletswouldhavepiercedme,astheconsequence。Whiledown,inthissadcondition,andperfectlyhelpless,themercilessNegrobreakertookupthehickoryslab,withwhichHugheshadbeenstrikingoffthewheattoalevelwiththesidesofthehalfbushelmeasure(averyhardweapon)andwiththesharpedgeofit,hedealtmeaheavyblowonmyheadwhichmadealargegash,andcausedthebloodtorunfreely,saying,<175ESCAPETOST。MICHAEL"S>atthesametime,“If_youhavegottheheadache,I"llcureyou_。“Thisdone,heorderedmeagaintorise,butImadenoefforttodoso;forIhadmadeupmymindthatitwasuseless,andthattheheartlessmonstermightnowdohisworst;hecouldbutkillme,andthatmightputmeoutofmymisery。Findingmeunabletorise,orratherdespairingofmydoingso,Coveyleftme,withaviewtogettingonwiththeworkwithoutme。Iwasbleedingveryfreely,andmyfacewassooncoveredwithmywarmblood。Cruelandmercilessaswasthemotivethatdealtthatblow,dearreader,thewoundwasfortunateforme。Bleedingwasnevermoreefficacious。Thepaininmyheadspeedilyabated,andIwassoonabletorise。Coveyhad,asIhavesaid,nowleftmetomyfate;andthequestionwas,shallIreturntomywork,orshallIfindmywaytoSt。Michael"s,andmakeCapt。AuldacquaintedwiththeatrociouscrueltyofhisbrotherCovey,andbeseechhimtogetmeanothermaster?

Rememberingtheobjecthehadinview,inplacingmeunderthemanagementofCovey,andfurther,hiscrueltreatmentofmypoorcrippledcousin,Henny,andhismeannessinthematteroffeedingandclothinghisslaves,therewaslittlegroundtohopeforafavorablereceptionatthehandsofCapt。ThomasAuld。

Nevertheless,IresolvedtogostraighttoCapt。Auld,thinkingthat,ifnotanimatedbymotivesofhumanity,hemightbeinducedtointerfereonmybehalffromselfishconsiderations。“Hecannot,“thoughtI,“allowhispropertytobethusbruisedandbattered,marredanddefaced;andIwillgotohim,andtellhimthesimpletruthaboutthematter。“InordertogettoSt。

Michael"s,bythemostfavorableanddirectroad,Imustwalksevenmiles;andthis,inmysadcondition,wasnoeasyperformance。Ihadalreadylostmuchblood;Iwasexhaustedbyoverexertion;mysidesweresorefromtheheavyblowsplantedtherebythestoutbootsofMr。Covey;andIwas,ineveryway,inanunfavorableplightforthejourney。Ihoweverwatchedmychance,whilethecruelandcunningCoveywaslookinginanoppositedirection,andstarted<176>off,acrossthefield,forSt。Michael"s。Thiswasadaringstep;ifitfailed,itwouldonlyexasperateCovey,andincreasetherigorsofmybondage,duringtheremainderofmytermofserviceunderhim;butthestepwastaken,andImustgoforward。Isucceededingettingnearlyhalfwayacrossthebroadfield,towardthewoods,beforeMr。Coveyobservedme。Iwasstillbleeding,andtheexertionofrunninghadstartedthebloodafresh。_“Comeback!Comeback!“_

vociferatedCovey,withthreatsofwhathewoulddoifIdidnotreturninstantly。But,disregardinghiscallsandhisthreats,I

pressedontowardthewoodsasfastasmyfeeblestatewouldallow。Seeingnosignsofmystopping,Coveycausedhishorsetobebroughtoutandsaddled,asifheintendedtopursueme。Theracewasnowtobeanunequalone;and,thinkingImightbeoverhauledbyhim,ifIkeptthemainroad,Iwalkednearlythewholedistanceinthewoods,keepingfarenoughfromtheroadtoavoiddetectionandpursuit。But,Ihadnotgonefar,beforemylittlestrengthagainfailedme,andIlaiddown。Thebloodwasstilloozingfromthewoundinmyhead;and,foratime,I

sufferedmorethanIcandescribe。ThereIwas,inthedeepwoods,sickandemaciated,pursuedbyawretchwhosecharacterforrevoltingcrueltybeggarsallopprobriousspeech——bleeding,andalmostbloodless。Iwasnotwithoutthefearofbleedingtodeath。Thethoughtofdyinginthewoods,allalone,andofbeingtorntopiecesbythebuzzards,hadnotyetbeenrenderedtolerablebymymanytroublesandhardships,andIwasgladwhentheshadeofthetrees,andthecooleveningbreeze,combinedwithmymattedhairtostoptheflowofblood。Afterlyingthereaboutthreequartersofanhour,broodingoverthesingularandmournfullottowhichIwasdoomed,mymindpassingoverthewholescaleorcircleofbeliefandunbelief,fromfaithintheoverrulingprovidenceofGod,totheblackestatheism,IagaintookupmyjourneytowardSt。Michael"s,morewearyandsadthaninthemorningwhenIleftThomasAuld"sforthehomeofMr。

Covey。Iwasbare-footedandbare-headed,andin<177BEARINGOF

MASTERTHOMAS>myshirtsleeves。Thewaywasthroughbogsandbriers,andItoremyfeetoftenduringthejourney。Iwasfullfivehoursingoingthesevenoreightmiles;partly,becauseofthedifficultiesoftheway,andpartly,becauseofthefeeblenessinducedbymyillness,bruisesandlossofblood。Ongainingmymaster"sstore,Ipresentedanappearanceofwretchednessandwoe,fittedtomoveanybutaheartofstone。

Fromthecrownofmyheadtothesoleofmyfeet,thereweremarksofblood。Myhairwasallclottedwithdustandblood,andthebackofmyshirtwasliterallystiffwiththesame。Briersandthornshadscarredandtornmyfeetandlegs,leavingbloodmarksthere。HadIescapedfromadenoftigers,IcouldnothavelookedworsethanIdidonreachingSt。Michael"s。Inthisunhappyplight,Iappearedbeforemyprofessedly_Christian_

master,humblytoinvoketheinterpositionofhispowerandauthority,toprotectmefromfurtherabuseandviolence。Ihadbeguntohope,duringthelatterpartofmytediousjourneytowardSt。Michael"s,thatCapt。AuldwouldnowshowhimselfinanoblerlightthanIhadeverbeforeseenhim。Iwasdisappointed。Ihadjumpedfromasinkingshipintothesea;I

hadfledfromthetigertosomethingworse。Itoldhimallthecircumstances,aswellasIcould;howIwasendeavoringtopleaseCovey;howhardIwasatworkinthepresentinstance;howunwillingIsunkdownundertheheat,toilandpain;thebrutalmannerinwhichCoveyhadkickedmeintheside;thegashcutinmyhead;myhesitationabouttroublinghim(Capt。Auld)withcomplaints;but,thatnowIfeltitwouldnotbebestlongertoconcealfromhimtheoutragescommittedonmefromtimetotimebyCovey。Atfirst,masterThomasseemedsomewhataffectedbythestoryofmywrongs,buthesoonrepressedhisfeelingsandbecamecoldasiron。Itwasimpossible——asIstoodbeforehimatthefirst——forhimtoseemindifferent。Idistinctlysawhishumannatureassertingitsconvictionagainsttheslavesystem,whichmadecaseslikemine_possible;_but,asIhavesaid,humanityfellbeforethesystematictyrannyofslavery。Hefirstwalked<178>thefloor,apparentlymuchagitatedbymystory,andthesadspectacleIpresented;but,presently,itwas_his_turntotalk。Hebeganmoderately,byfindingexcusesforCovey,andendingwithafulljustificationofhim,andapassionatecondemnationofme。“HehadnodoubtIdeservedtheflogging。

HedidnotbelieveIwassick;Iwasonlyendeavoringtogetridofwork。Mydizzinesswaslaziness,andCoveydidrighttoflogme,ashehaddone。“Afterthusfairlyannihilatingme,androusinghimselfbyhisowneloquence,hefiercelydemandedwhatI

wished_him_todointhecase!

Withsuchacompleteknock-downtoallmyhopes,ashehadgivenme,andfeeling,asIdid,myentiresubjectiontohispower,I

hadverylittlehearttoreply。Imustnotaffirmmyinnocenceoftheallegationswhichhehadpiledupagainstme;forthatwouldbeimpudence,andwouldprobablycalldownfreshviolenceaswellaswrathuponme。Theguiltofaslaveisalways,andeverywhere,presumed;andtheinnocenceoftheslaveholderortheslaveemployer,isalwaysasserted。Thewordoftheslave,againstthispresumption,isgenerallytreatedasimpudence,worthyofpunishment。“Doyoucontradictme,yourascal?“isafinalsilencerofcounterstatementsfromthelipsofaslave。

Calmingdownalittleinviewofmysilenceandhesitation,and,perhaps,fromarapidglanceatthepictureofmiseryI

presented,heinquiredagain,“whatIwouldhavehimdo?“Thusinvitedasecondtime,ItoldMasterThomasIwishedhimtoallowmetogetanewhomeandtofindanewmaster;that,assureasI

wentbacktolivewithMr。Coveyagain,Ishouldbekilledbyhim;thathewouldneverforgivemycomingtohim(Capt。Auld)

withacomplaintagainsthim(Covey);that,sinceIhadlivedwithhim,healmostcrushedmyspirit,andIbelievedthathewouldruinmeforfutureservice;thatmylifewasnotsafeinhishands。This,MasterThomas_(mybrotherinthechurch)_

regardedas“nonsence{sic}。““TherewasnodangerofMr。Covey"skillingme;hewasagoodman,industriousandreligious,andhewouldnotthinkof<179THESLAVEISNEVERSICK>removingmefromthathome;“besides,“saidheandthisIfoundwasthemostdistressingthoughtofalltohim——“ifyoushouldleaveCoveynow,thatyouryearhasbuthalfexpired,Ishouldloseyourwagesfortheentireyear。YoubelongtoMr。Coveyforoneyear,andyou_mustgoback_tohim,comewhatwill。YoumustnottroublemewithanymorestoriesaboutMr。Covey;andifyoudonotgoimmediatelyhome,Iwillgetholdofyoumyself。“ThiswasjustwhatIexpected,whenIfoundhehad_prejudged_thecaseagainstme。“But,Sir,“Isaid,“Iamsickandtired,andI

cannotgethometo-night。“Atthis,heagainrelented,andfinallyheallowedmetoremainallnightatSt。Michael"s;butsaidImustbeoffearlyinthemorning,andconcludedhisdirectionsbymakingmeswallowahugedoseof_epsomsalts_——

abouttheonlymedicineeveradministeredtoslaves。

ItwasquitenaturalforMasterThomastopresumeIwasfeigningsicknesstoescapework,forheprobablythoughtthatwere_he_

intheplaceofaslavewithnowagesforhiswork,nopraiseforwelldoing,nomotivefortoilbutthelash——hewouldtryeverypossibleschemebywhichtoescapelabor。IsayIhavenodoubtofthis;thereasonis,thattherearenot,underthewholeheavens,asetofmenwhocultivatesuchanintensedreadoflaborasdotheslaveholders。Thechargeoflazinessagainsttheslaveiseverontheirlips,andisthestandingapologyforeveryspeciesofcrueltyandbrutality。Thesemenliterally“bindheavyburdens,grievoustobeborne,andlaythemonmen"sshoulders;butthey,themselves,willnotmovethemwithoneoftheirfingers。“

Mykindreadersshallhave,inthenextchapter——whattheywereled,perhaps,toexpecttofindinthis——namely:anaccountofmypartialdisenthrallmentfromthetyrannyofCovey,andthemarkedchangewhichitbroughtabout。

CHAPTERXVII

TheLastFloggingASLEEPLESSNIGHT——RETURNTOCOVEY"S——PURSUEDBYCOVEY——THECHASE

DEFEATED——VENGEANCEPOSTPONED——MUSINGSINTHEWOODS——THE

ALTERNATIVE——DEPLORABLESPECTACLE——NIGHTINTHEWOODS——EXPECTED

ATTACK——ACCOSTEDBYSANDY,AFRIEND,NOTAHUNTER——SANDY"S

HOSPITALITY——THE“ASHCAKE“SUPPER——THEINTERVIEWWITHSANDY——HIS

ADVICE——SANDYACONJURERASWELLASACHRISTIAN——THEMAGICROOT——

STRANGEMEETINGWITHCOVEY——HISMANNER——COVEY"SSUNDAYFACE——MY

DEFENSIVERESOLVE——THEFIGHT——THEVICTORY,ANDITSRESULTS。

Sleepitselfdoesnotalwayscometothereliefofthewearyinbody,andthebrokeninspirit;especiallywhenpasttroublesonlyforeshadowcomingdisasters。Thelasthopehadbeenextinguished。Mymaster,whoIdidnotventuretohopewouldprotectmeas_aman_,hadevennowrefusedtoprotectmeas_hisproperty;_andhadcastmeback,coveredwithreproachesandbruises,intothehandsofastrangertothatmercywhichwasthesoulofthereligionheprofessed。Maythereaderneverspendsuchanightasthatallottedtome,previoustothemorningwhichwastoheraldmyreturntothedenofhorrorsfromwhichI

hadmadeatemporaryescape。

Iremainedallnight——sleepIdidnot——atSt。Michael"s;andinthemorning(Saturday)Istartedoff,accordingtotheorderofMasterThomas,feelingthatIhadnofriendonearth,anddoubtingifIhadoneinheaven。IreachedCovey"saboutnineo"clock;andjustasIsteppedintothefield,beforeIhadreachedthehouse,Covey,truetohissnakishhabits,dartedoutatme<181RETURNTOCOVEY"S>fromafencecorner,inwhichhehadsecretedhimself,forthepurposeofsecuringme。Hewasamplyprovidedwithacowskinandarope;andheevidentlyintendedto_tiemeup_,andtowreakhisvengeanceonmetothefullestextent。Ishouldhavebeenaneasyprey,hadhesucceededingettinghishandsuponme,forIhadtakennorefreshmentsincenoononFriday;andthis,togetherwiththepelting,excitement,andthelossofblood,hadreducedmystrength。I,however,dartedbackintothewoods,beforetheferocioushoundcouldgetholdofme,andburiedmyselfinathicket,wherehelostsightofme。Thecorn-fieldaffordedmecover,ingettingtothewoods。Butforthetallcorn,Coveywouldhaveovertakenme,andmademehiscaptive。Heseemedverymuchchagrinedthathedidnotcatchme,andgaveupthechase,veryreluctantly;forI

couldseehisangrymovements,towardthehousefromwhichhehadsallied,onhisforay。

Well,nowIamclearofCovey,andofhiswrathfullash,forpresent。Iaminthewood,buriedinitssombergloom,andhushedinitssolemnsilence;hidfromallhumaneyes;shutinwithnatureandnature"sGod,andabsentfromallhumancontrivances。Herewasagoodplacetopray;toprayforhelpfordeliverance——aprayerIhadoftenmadebefore。ButhowcouldIpray?Coveycouldpray——Capt。Auldcouldpray——Iwouldfainpray;butdoubts(arisingpartlyfrommyownneglectofthemeansofgrace,andpartlyfromtheshamreligionwhicheverywhereprevailed,castinmymindadoubtuponallreligion,andledmetotheconvictionthatprayerswereunavailinganddelusive)

preventedmyembracingtheopportunity,asareligiousone。

Life,initself,hadalmostbecomeburdensometome。Allmyoutwardrelationswereagainstme;Imuststayhereandstarve(I

wasalreadyhungry)orgohometoCovey"s,andhavemyfleshtorntopieces,andmyspirithumbledunderthecruellashofCovey。

Thiswasthepainfulalternativepresentedtome。Thedaywaslongandirksome。Myphysicalconditionwasdeplorable。Iwasweak,fromthetoilsofthepreviousday,andfromthewantof<182>foodandrest;andhadbeensolittleconcernedaboutmyappearance,thatIhadnotyetwashedthebloodfrommygarments。

Iwasanobjectofhorror,eventomyself。Life,inBaltimore,whenmostoppressive,wasaparadisetothis。WhathadIdone,whathadmyparentsdone,thatsuchalifeasthisshouldbemine?Thatday,inthewoods,Iwouldhaveexchangedmymanhoodforthebrutehoodofanox。

Nightcame。Iwasstillinthewoods,unresolvedwhattodo。

Hungerhadnotyetpinchedmetothepointofgoinghome,andI

laidmyselfdownintheleavestorest;forIhadbeenwatchingforhuntersallday,butnotbeingmolestedduringtheday,I

expectednodisturbanceduringthenight。IhadcometotheconclusionthatCoveyrelieduponhungertodrivemehome;andinthisIwasquitecorrect——thefactsshowedthathehadmadenoefforttocatchme,sincemorning。

Duringthenight,Iheardthestepofamaninthewoods。HewascomingtowardtheplacewhereIlay。Apersonlyingstillhastheadvantageoveronewalkinginthewoods,inthedaytime,andthisadvantageismuchgreateratnight。Iwasnotabletoengageinaphysicalstruggle,andIhadrecoursetothecommonresortoftheweak。Ihidmyselfintheleavestopreventdiscovery。But,asthenightramblerinthewoodsdrewnearer,I

foundhimtobea_friend_,notanenemy;itwasaslaveofMr。

WilliamGroomes,ofEaston,akindheartedfellow,named“Sandy。“

SandylivedwithMr。Kempthatyear,aboutfourmilesfromSt。

Michael"s。He,likemyselfhadbeenhiredoutbytheyear;but,unlikemyself,hadnotbeenhiredouttobebroken。Sandywasthehusbandofafreewoman,wholivedinthelowerpartof_“PotpieNeck,“_andhewasnowonhiswaythroughthewoods,toseeher,andtospendtheSabbathwithher。

AssoonasIhadascertainedthatthedisturberofmysolitudewasnotanenemy,butthegood-heartedSandy——amanasfamousamongtheslavesoftheneighborhoodforhisgoodnature,asforhisgoodsenseIcameoutfrommyhidingplace,andmade<183THE

ASHCAKESUPPER>myselfknowntohim。Iexplainedthecircumstancesofthepasttwodays,whichhaddrivenmetothewoods,andhedeeplycompassionatedmydistress。Itwasaboldthingforhimtoshelterme,andIcouldnotaskhimtodoso;

for,hadIbeenfoundinhishut,hewouldhavesufferedthepenaltyofthirty-ninelashesonhisbareback,ifnotsomethingworse。ButSandywastoogeneroustopermitthefearofpunishmenttopreventhisrelievingabrotherbondmanfromhungerandexposure;and,therefore,onhisownmotion,Iaccompaniedhimtohishome,orrathertothehomeofhiswife——forthehouseandlotwerehers。Hiswifewascalledup——foritwasnowaboutmidnight——afirewasmade,someIndianmealwassoonmixedwithsaltandwater,andanashcakewasbakedinahurrytorelievemyhunger。Sandy"swifewasnotbehindhiminkindness——bothseemedtoesteemitaprivilegetosuccorme;for,althoughIwashatedbyCoveyandbymymaster,Iwaslovedbythecoloredpeople,because_they_thoughtIwashatedformyknowledge,andpersecutedbecauseIwasfeared。Iwasthe_only_slave_now_inthatregionwhocouldreadandwrite。Therehadbeenoneotherman,belongingtoMr。HughHamilton,whocouldread(hisnamewas“Jim“),buthe,poorfellow,had,shortlyaftermycomingintotheneighborhood,beensoldofftothefarsouth。IsawJimironed,inthecart,tobecarriedtoEastonforsale——pinionedlikeayearlingfortheslaughter。Myknowledgewasnowtheprideofmybrotherslaves;and,nodoubt,Sandyfeltsomethingofthegeneralinterestinmeonthataccount。Thesupperwassoonready,andthoughIhavefeastedsince,withhonorables,lordmayorsandaldermen,overthesea,mysupperonashcakeandcoldwater,withSandy,wasthemeal,ofallmylife,mostsweettomytaste,andnowmostvividinmymemory。

Supperover,SandyandIwentintoadiscussionofwhatwas_possible_forme,undertheperilsandhardshipswhichnowovershadowedmypath。Thequestionwas,mustIgobacktoCovey,ormustInowtempttorunaway?Uponacarefulsurvey,thelatterwasfoundtobeimpossible;forIwasonanarrowneckofland,<184>everyavenuefromwhichwouldbringmeinsightofpursuers。TherewastheChesapeakebaytotheright,and“Pot-

pie“rivertotheleft,andSt。Michael"sanditsneighborhoodoccupyingtheonlyspacethroughwhichtherewasanyretreat。

IfoundSandyanoldadvisor。Hewasnotonlyareligiousman,butheprofessedtobelieveinasystemforwhichIhavenoname。

HewasagenuineAfrican,andhadinheritedsomeoftheso-calledmagicalpowers,saidtobepossessedbyAfricanandeasternnations。Hetoldmethathecouldhelpme;that,inthoseverywoods,therewasanherb,whichinthemorningmightbefound,possessingallthepowersrequiredformyprotection(Iputhisthoughtsinmyownlanguage);andthat,ifIwouldtakehisadvice,hewouldprocuremetherootoftheherbofwhichhespoke。Hetoldmefurther,thatifIwouldtakethatrootandwearitonmyrightside,itwouldbeimpossibleforCoveytostrikemeablow;thatwiththisrootaboutmyperson,nowhitemancouldwhipme。Hesaidhehadcarrieditforyears,andthathehadfullytesteditsvirtues。Hehadneverreceivedablowfromaslaveholdersincehecarriedit;andheneverexpectedtoreceiveone,forhealwaysmeanttocarrythatrootasaprotection。HeknewCoveywell,forMrs。CoveywasthedaughterofMr。Kemp;andhe(Sandy)hadheardofthebarbaroustreatmenttowhichIwassubjected,andhewantedtodosomethingforme。

Nowallthistalkabouttheroot,wastome,veryabsurdandridiculous,ifnotpositivelysinful。Iatfirstrejectedtheideathatthesimplecarryingarootonmyrightside(aroot,bytheway,overwhichIwalkedeverytimeIwentintothewoods)

couldpossessanysuchmagicpowerasheascribedtoit,andI

was,therefore,notdisposedtocumbermypocketwithit。Ihadapositiveaversiontoallpretendersto_“divination。“_Itwasbeneathoneofmyintelligencetocountenancesuchdealingswiththedevil,asthispowerimplied。But,withallmylearning——itwasreallypreciouslittle——Sandywasmorethanamatchforme。

“Mybooklearning,“hesaid,“hadnotkeptCoveyoffme“(apowerful<185THEMAGICROOT>argumentjustthen)andheentreatedme,withflashingeyes,totrythis。Ifitdidmenogood,itcoulddomenoharm,anditwouldcostmenothing,anyway。

Sandywassoearnest,andsoconfidentofthegoodqualitiesofthisweed,that,topleasehim,ratherthanfromanyconvictionofitsexcellence,Iwasinducedtotakeit。HehadbeentomethegoodSamaritan,andhad,almostprovidentially,foundme,andhelpedmewhenIcouldnothelpmyself;howdidIknowbutthatthehandoftheLordwasinit?Withthoughtsofthissort,I

tooktherootsfromSandy,andputtheminmyrighthandpocket。

Thiswas,ofcourse,Sundaymorning。Sandynowurgedmetogohome,withallspeed,andtowalkupbravelytothehouse,asthoughnothinghadhappened。IsawinSandytoodeepaninsightintohumannature,withallhissuperstition,nottohavesomerespectforhisadvice;andperhaps,too,aslightgleamorshadowofhissuperstitionhadfallenuponme。Atanyrate,I

startedofftowardCovey"s,asdirectedbySandy。Having,thepreviousnight,pouredmygriefsintoSandy"sears,andgothimenlistedinmybehalf,havingmadehiswifeasharerinmysorrows,andhaving,also,becomewellrefreshedbysleepandfood,Imovedoff,quitecourageously,towardthemuchdreadedCovey"s。Singularlyenough,justasIenteredhisyardgate,I

methimandhiswife,dressedintheirSundaybest——lookingassmilingasangels——ontheirwaytochurch。ThemannerofCoveyastonishedme。Therewassomethingreallybenignantinhiscountenance。Hespoketomeasneverbefore;toldmethatthepigshadgotintothelot,andhewishedmetodrivethemout;

inquiredhowIwas,andseemedanalteredman。ThisextraordinaryconductofCovey,reallymademebegintothinkthatSandy"sherbhadmorevirtueinitthanI,inmypride,hadbeenwillingtoallow;and,hadthedaybeenotherthanSunday,I

shouldhaveattributedCovey"salteredmannersolelytothemagicpoweroftheroot。Isuspected,however,thatthe_Sabbath_,andnotthe_root_,wastherealexplanationofCovey"smanner。Hisreligionhinderedhimfrombreakingthe<186>Sabbath,butnotfrombreakingmyskin。Hehadmorerespectforthe_day_thanforthe_man_,forwhomthedaywasmercifullygiven;forwhilehewouldcutandslashmybodyduringtheweek,hewouldnothesitate,onSunday,toteachmethevalueofmysoul,orthewayoflifeandsalvationbyJesusChrist。

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