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The Woman in White(白衣女人)
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第12章

Thenexteventthatoccurredwasofsosingularanaturethatitmighthavecausedmeafeelingofsuperstitioussurprise,ifmymindhadnotbeenfortifiedbyprincipleagainstanypaganweaknessofthatsort。TheuneasysenseofsomethingwronginthefamilywhichhadmademewishmyselfawayfromBlackwaterPark,wasactuallyfollowed,strangetosay,bymydeparturefromthehouse。Itistruethatmyabsencewasforatemporaryperiodonly,butthecoincidencewas,inmyopinion,notthelessremarkableonthataccount。

Mydeparturetookplaceunderthefollowingcircumstances——

AdayortwoaftertheservantsallleftIwasagainsentfortoseeSirPercival。Theundeservedslurwhichhehadcastonmymanagementofthehouseholddidnot,Iamhappytosay,preventmefromreturninggoodforeviltothebestofmyability,bycomplyingwithhisrequestasreadilyandrespectfullyasever。Itcostmeastrugglewiththatfallennature,whichweallshareincommon,beforeIcouldsuppressmyfeelings。Beingaccustomedtoself-discipline,Iaccomplishedthesacrifice。IfoundSirPercivalandCountFoscosittingtogetheragain。Onthisoccasionhislordshipremainedpresentattheinterview,andassistedinthedevelopmentofSirPercival’sviews。ThesubjecttowhichtheynowrequestedmyattentionrelatedtothehealthychangeofairbywhichweallhopedthatMissHalcombeandLadyGlydemightsoonbeenabledtoprofit。SirPercivalmentionedthatboththeladieswouldprobablypasstheautumn(byinvitationofFrederickFairlie,Esquire)atLimmeridgeHouse,Cumberland。Butbeforetheywentthere,itwashisopinion,confirmedbyCountFosco(whoheretookuptheconversationandcontinuedittotheend)。thattheywouldbenefitbyashortresidencefirstinthegenialclimateofTorquay。Thegreatobject,therefore,wastoengagelodgingsatthatplace,affordingallthecomfortsandadvantagesofwhichtheystoodinneed,andthegreatdifficultywastofindanexperiencedpersoncapableofchoosingthesortofresidencewhichtheywanted。InthisemergencytheCountbeggedtoinquire,onSirPercival’sbehalf,whetherIwouldobjecttogivetheladiesthebenefitofmyassistance,byproceedingmyselftoTorquayintheirinterests。Itwasimpossibleforapersoninmysituationtomeetanyproposal,madeintheseterms,withapositiveobjection。IcouldonlyventuretorepresenttheseriousinconvenienceofmyleavingBlackwaterParkintheextraordinaryabsenceofalltheindoorservants,withtheoneexceptionofMargaretPorcher。ButSirPercivalandhislordshipdeclaredthattheywerebothwillingtoputupwithinconvenienceforthesakeoftheinvalids。InextrespectfullysuggestedwritingtoanagentatTorquay,butIwasmetherebybeingremindedoftheimprudenceoftakinglodgingswithoutfirstseeingthem。IwasalsoinformedthattheCountess(whowouldotherwisehavegonetoDevonshireherself)couldnot,inLadyGlyde’spresentcondition,leaveherniece,andthatSirPercivalandtheCounthadbusinesstotransacttogetherwhichwouldobligethemtoremainatBlackwaterPark。Inshort,itwasclearlyshownmethatifIdidnotundertaketheerrand,nooneelsecouldbetrustedwithit。Underthesecircumstances,IcouldonlyinformSirPercivalthatmyserviceswereatthedisposalofMissHalcombeandLadyGlyde。

ItwasthereuponarrangedthatIshouldleavethenextmorning,thatIshouldoccupyoneortwodaysinexaminingallthemostconvenienthousesinTorquay,andthatIshouldreturnwithmyreportassoonasIconvenientlycould。Amemorandumwaswrittenformebyhislordship,statingtherequisiteswhichtheplaceIwassenttotakemustbefoundtopossess,andanoteofthepecuniarylimitassignedtomewasaddedbySirPercival。

Myownideaonreadingovertheseinstructionswas,thatnosuchresidenceasIsawdescribedcouldbefoundatanywatering-placeinEngland,andthat,evenifitcouldbychancebediscovered,itwouldcertainlynotbepartedwithforanyperiodonsuchtermsasIwaspermittedtooffer。Ihintedatthesedifficultiestoboththegentlemen,butSirPercival(whoundertooktoanswerme)didnotappeartofeelthem。Itwasnotformetodisputethequestion。Isaidnomore,butIfeltaverystrongconvictionthatthebusinessonwhichIwassentawaywassobesetbydifficultiesthatmyerrandwasalmosthopelessatstarting。

BeforeIleftItookcaretosatisfymyselfthatMissHalcombewasgoingonfavourably。

Therewasapainfulexpressionofanxietyinherfacewhichmademefearthathermind,onfirstrecoveringitself,wasnotatease。ButshewascertainlystrengtheningmorerapidlythanIcouldhaveventuredtoanticipate,andshewasabletosendkindmessagestoLadyGlyde,sayingthatshewasfastgettingwell,andentreatingherladyshipnottoexertherselfagaintoosoon。IleftherinchargeofMrsRubelle,whowasstillasquietlyindependentofeveryoneelseinthehouseasever。WhenIknockedatLadyGlyde’sdoorbeforegoingaway,Iwastoldthatshewasstillsadlyweakanddepressed,myinformantbeingtheCountess,whowasthenkeepinghercompanyinherroom。SirPercivalandtheCountwerewalkingontheroadtothelodgeasIwasdrivenbyinthechaise。Ibowedtothemandquittedthehouse,withnotalivingsoulleftintheservants’officesbutMargaretPorcher。

Every。onemustfeelwhatIhavefeltmyselfsincethattime,almostsuspicious。Letme,however,sayagainthatitwasimpossibleforme,inmydependentposition,toactotherwisethanIdid。

TheresultofmyerrandatTorquaywasexactlywhatIhadfore-seen。NosuchlodgingsasIwasinstructedtotakecouldbefoundinthewholeplace,andthetermsIwaspermittedtogiveweremuchtoolowforthepurpose,evenifIhadbeenabletodiscoverwhatIwanted。IaccordinglyreturnedtoBlackwaterPark,andinformedSirPercival,whometmeatthedoor,thatmyjourneyhadbeentakeninvain。Heseemedtoomuchoccupiedwithsomeothersubjecttocareaboutthefailureofmyerrand,andhisfirstwordsinformedmethatevenintheshorttimeofmyabsenceanotherremarkablechangehadtakenplaceinthehouse。

TheCountandCountessFoscohadleftBlackwaterParkfortheirnewresidenceinStJohn’sWood。

Iwasnotmadeawareofthemotiveforthissuddendeparture——IwasonlytoldthattheCounthadbeenveryparticularinleavinghiskindcomplimentstome。WhenIventuredonaskingSirPercivalwhetherLadyGlydehadanyonetoattendtohercomfortsintheabsenceoftheCountess,herepliedthatshehadMargaretPorchertowaitonher,andheaddedthatawomanfromthevillagehadbeensentfortodotheworkdownstairs。

Theanswerreallyshockedme——therewassuchaglaringimproprietyinpermittinganunder-housemaidtofilltheplaceofconfidentialattendantonLadyGlyde。Iwentupstairsatonce,andmetMargaretonthebedroomlanding。Herserviceshadnotbeenrequired(naturallyenough),hermistresshavingsufficientlyrecoveredthatmorningtobeabletoleaveherbed。IaskednextafterMissHalcombe,butIwasansweredinaslouching,sulkyway,whichleftmenowiserthanIwasbefore。Ididnotchoosetorepeatthequestion,andperhapsprovokeanimpertinentreply。ItwasineveryrespectmorebecomingtoapersoninmypositiontopresentmyselfimmediatelyinLadyGlyde’sroom。

Ifoundthatherladyshiphadcertainlygainedinhealthduringthelastfewdays。Althoughstillsadlyweakandnervous,shewasabletogetupwithoutassistance,andtowalkslowlyaboutherroom,feelingnoworseeffectfromtheexertionthanaslightsensationoffatigue。ShehadbeenmadealittleanxiousthatmorningaboutMissHalcombe,throughhavingreceivednonewsofherfromanyone。IthoughtthisseemedtoimplyablamablewantofattentiononthepartofMrsRubelle,butIsaidnothing,andremainedwithLadyGlydetoassisthertodress。WhenshewasreadywebothlefttheroomtogethertogotoMissHalcombe。

WewerestoppedinthepassagebytheappearanceofSirPercival。Helookedasifhehadbeenpurposelywaitingtheretoseeus。

`Whereareyougoing?’hesaidtoLadyGlyde。

`ToMarian’sroom,’sheanswered。

`Itmayspareyouadisappointment,’remarkedSirPercival,`ifItellyouatoncethatyouwillnotfindherthere。’

`Notfindherthere!’

`No。SheleftthehouseyesterdaymorningwithFoscoandhiswife。’

LadyGlydewasnotstrongenoughtobearthesurpriseofthisextraordinarystatement。Sheturnedfearfullypale,andleanedbackagainstthewall,lookingatherhusbandindeadsilence。

IwassoastonishedmyselfthatIhardlyknewwhattosay。IaskedSirPercivalifhereallymeantthatMissHalcombehadleftBlackwaterPark。

`Icertainlymeanit,’heanswered。

`Inherstate,SirPercival!WithoutmentioningherintentionstoLadyGlyde!’

Beforehecouldreplyherladyshiprecoveredherselfalittleandspoke。

`Impossible!’shecriedoutinaloud,frightenedmanner,takingasteportwoforwardfromthewall。`Wherewasthedoctor?wherewasMrDawsonwhenMarianwentaway?’

`MrDawsonwasn’twanted,andwasn’there,’saidSirPercival。`Heleftofhisownaccord,whichisenoughofitselftoshowthatshewasstrongenoughtotravel。Howyoustare!Ifyoudon’tbelieveshehasgone,lookforyourself。Openherroomdoor,andalltheotherroomdoorsifyoulike。’

Shetookhimathisword,andIfollowedher。TherewasnooneinMissHalcombe’sroombutMargaretPorcher,whowasbusysettingittorights。Therewasnooneinthespareroomsorthedressing-roomswhenwelookedintothemafterwards。SirPercivalstillwaitedforusinthepassage。AswewereleavingthelastroomthatwehadexaminedLadyGlydewhispered,`Don’tgo,MrsMichelson!don’tleaveme,forGod’ssake!’BeforeIcouldsayanythinginreturnshewasoutagaininthepassage,speakingtoherhusband。

`Whatdoesitmean,SirPercival?Iinsist——Ibegandprayyouwilltellmewhatitmeans。’

`Itmeans,’heanswered,`thatMissHalcombewasstrongenoughyesterdaymorningtositupandbedressed,andthatsheinsistedontakingadvantageofFosco’sgoingtoLondontogotheretoo。’

`ToLondon!’

`Yes——onherwaytoLimmeridge。’

LadyGlydeturnedandappealedtome。

`YousawMissHalcombelast,’shesaid。`Tellmeplainly,MrsMichelson,didyouthinkshelookedfittotravel?’

`Notinmyopinion,yourladyship。’

SirPercival,onhisside,instantlyturnedandappealedtomealso。

`Beforeyouwentaway,’hesaid,`didyou,ordidyounot,tellthenursethatMissHalcombelookedmuchstrongerandbetter?’

`Icertainlymadetheremark,SirPercival。’

HeaddressedherladyshipagainthemomentIofferedthatreply。

`SetoneofMrsMichelson’sopinionsfairlyagainsttheother,’hesaid,`andtrytobereasonableaboutaperfectlyplainmatter。Ifshehadnotbeenwellenoughtobemoveddoyouthinkweshouldanyofushaveriskedlettinghergo?Shehasgotthreecompetentpeopletolookafterher——Foscoandyouraunt,andMrsRubelle,whowentawaywiththemexpresslyforthatpurpose。Theytookawholecarriageyesterday,andmadeabedforherontheseatincaseshefelttired。Today,FoscoandMrsRubellegoonwithherthemselvestoCumberland——’

`WhydoesMariangotoLimmeridgeandleavemeherebymyself?’saidherladyship,interruptingSirPercival。

`Becauseyourunclewon’treceiveyoutillhehasseenyoursisterfirst,’hereplied。`Haveyouforgottentheletterhewrotetoheratthebeginningofherillness?Itwasshowntoyou,youreadityourself,andyououghttorememberit。’

`Idorememberit。’

`Ifyoudo,whyshouldyoubesurPrisedatherleavingyou?YouwanttobebackatLimmeridge,andshehasgonetheretogetyouruncle’sleaveforyouonhisownterms。’

PoorLadyGlyde’seyesfilledwithtears。

`Marianneverleftmebefore,’shesaid,`withoutbiddingmegood-bye。’

`Shewouldhavebidyougood-byethistime,’returnedSirPercival,`ifshehadnotbeenafraidofherselfandofyou。Sheknewyouwouldtrytostopher,sheknewyouwoulddistressherbycrying。Doyouwanttomakeanymoreobjections?Ifyoudo,youmustcomedownstairsandaskquestionsinthedining-room。Theseworriesupsetme。Iwantaglassofwine。’

Heleftussuddenly。

Hismannerallthroughthisstrangeconversationhadbeenveryunlikewhatitusuallywas-Heseemedtobealmostasnervousandfluttered,everynowandthen,ashisladyherself。Ishouldneverhavesupposedthathishealthhadbeensodelicate,orhiscomposuresoeasytoupset。

ItriedtoprevailonLadyGlydetogobacktoherroom,butitwasuseless。Shestoppedinthepassage,withthelookofawomanwhosemindwaspanic-stricken。

`Somethinghashappenedtomysister!’shesaid。

`Remember,mylady,whatsurprisingenergythereisinMissHalcombe,’Isuggested。`Shemightwellmakeaneffortwhichotherladiesinhersituationwouldbeunfitfor。Ihopeandbelievethereisnothingwrong——Idoindeed。’

`ImustfollowMarian,’saidherladyship,withthesamepanic-strickenlook。`Imustgowhereshehasgone,Imustseethatsheisaliveandwellwithmyowneyes。Come!comedownwithmetoSirPercival。’

Ihesitated,fearingthatmypresencemightbeconsideredanintrusion。Iattemptedtorepresentthistoherladyship,butshewasdeaftome。Sheheldmyarmfastenoughtoforcemetogodownstairswithher,andshestillclungtomewithallthelittlestrengthshehadatthemomentwhenIopenedthedining-roomdoor。

SirPercivalwassittingatthetablewithadecanterofwinebeforehim。Heraisedtheglasstohislipsaswewentinanddraineditatadraught。Seeingthathelookedatmeangrilywhenheputitdownagain,Iattemptedtomakesomeapologyformy

accidentalpresenceintheroom。

`Doyousupposethereareanysecretsgoingonhere?’hebrokeoutsuddenly;`therearenone——thereisnothingunderhand,nothingkeptfromyouorfromanyone。’Afterspeakingthosestrangewordsloudlyandsternly,hefilledhimselfanotherglassofwineandaskedLadyGlydewhatshewantedofhim。

`IfmysisterisSttotravelIamfittotravel,’saidherladyship,withmorefirmnessthanshehadyetshown。`IcometobegyouwillmakeallowancesformyanxietyaboutMarian,andletmefollowheratoncebytheafternoontrain。’

`Youmustwaittilltomorrow,’repliedSirPercival,`andthenifyoudon’theartothecontraryyoucango。Idon’tsupposeyouareatalllikelytoheartothecontrary,soIshallwritetoFoscobytonight’spost。’

Hesaidthoselastwordsholdinghisglassuptothelight,andlookingatthewineinitinsteadofatLadyGlyde。Indeedheneveroncelookedatherthroughouttheconversation。Suchasingularwantofgoodbreedinginagentlemanofhisrankimpressedme,Iown,verypainfully。

`WhyshouldyouwritetoCountFosco?’sheasked,inextremesurprise。

`Totellhimtoexpectyoubythemiddaytrain,’saidSirPercival。`HewillmeetyouatthestationwhenyougettoLondon,andtakeyouontosleepatyouraunt’sinStJohn’sWood。’

LadyGlyde’shandbegantotrembleviolentlyroundmyarm——whyIcouldnotimagine。

`ThereisnonecessityforCountFoscotomeetme,’shesaid。`IwouldrathernotstayinLondontosleep。’

`Youmust。Youcan’ttakethewholejourneytoCumberlandinoneday。YoumustrestanightinLondon——andIdon’tchooseyoutogobyyourselftoanhotel。Foscomadetheoffertoyouruncletogiveyouhouse-roomonthewaydown,andyourunclehasaccepted。Here!hereisaletterfromhimaddressedtoyourself。Ioughttohavesentitupthismorning,butIforgot。ReaditandseewhatMrFairliehimselfsaystoyou。’

LadyGlydelookedattheletterforamomentandthenplaceditinmyhands。

`Readit,’shesaidfaintly。`Idon’tknowwhatisthematterwithme。Ican’treaditmyself。’

Itwasanoteofonlyfourlines——soshortandsocarelessthatitquitestruckme。IfIremembercorrectlyitcontainednomorethanthesewords——

`DearestLaura,Pleasecomewheneveryoulike。Breakthejourneybysleepingatyouraunt’shouse。GrievedtohearofdearMarian’sillness。Affectionatelyyours,FrederickFairlie。’

`Iwouldrathernotgothere——IwouldrathernotstayanightinLondon,’saidherladyship,breakingouteagerlywiththosewordsbeforeIhadquitedonereadingthenote,shortasitwas。`Don’twritetoCountFosco!Pray,praydon’twritetohim!’

SirPercivalfilledanotherglassfromthedecantersoawkwardlythatheupsetitandspiltallthewineoverthetable。`Mysightseemstobefailingme,’hemutteredtohimself,inanodd,muffledvoice。Heslowlysettheglassupagain,refilledit,anddraineditoncemoreatadraught。Ibegantofear,fromhislookandmanner,thatthewinewasgettingintohishead。

`Praydon’twritetoCountFosco,’persistedLadyGlyde,moreearnestlythanever。

`Whynot,Ishouldliketoknow?’criedSirPercival,withasuddenburstofangerthatstartledusboth。`WherecanyoustaymoreproperlyinLondonthanattheplaceyourunclehimselfchoosesforyou——atyouraunt’shouse?AskMrsMichelson。

Thearrangementproposedwassounquestionablytherightandtheproperone,thatIcouldmakenopossibleobjectiontoit。MuchasIsympathisedwithLadyGlydeinotherrespects,IcouldnotsympathisewithherinherunjustprejudicesagainstCountFosco。Ineverbeforemetwithanyladyofherrankandstationwhowassolamentablynarrow-mindedonthesubjectofforeigners。Neitherheruncle’snotenorSirPercival’sincreasingimpatienceseemedtohavetheleasteffectonher。ShestillobjectedtostayinganightinLondon,shestillimploredherhusbandnottowritetotheCount。

`Dropit!’saidSirPercival,rudelyturninghisbackonus。`Ifyouhaven’tsenseenoughtoknowwhatisbestforyourselfotherpeoplemustknowforyou。Thearrangementismade,andthereisanendofit。YouareonlywantedtodowhatMissHalcombehasdonebeforeyou——’

`Marian?’repeatedherladyship,inabewilderedmanner;`MariansleepinginCountFosco’shouse!’

`Yes,inCountFosco’shouse。Sheslepttherelastnighttobreakthejourney,andyouaretofollowherexample,anddowhatyouruncletellsyou。YouaretosleepatFosco’stomorrownight,asyoursisterdid,tobreakthejourney。Don’tthrowtoomanyobstaclesinmyway!don’tmakemerepentoflettingyougoatall!’

Hestartedtohisfeet,andsuddenlywalkedoutintotheverandahthroughtheopenglassdoors。

`Willyourladyshipexcuseme,’Iwhispered,`ifIsuggestthatwehadbetternotwaitheretillSirPercivalcomesback?Iamverymuchafraidheisover-excitedwithwine。’

Sheconsentedtoleavetheroominaweary,absentmanner。

Assoonasweweresafeupstairsagain,IdidallIcouldtocomposeherladyship’sspirits。IremindedherthatMrFairlie’sletterstoMissHalcombeandtoherselfdidcertainlysanction,andevenrendernecessary,soonerorlater,thecoursethathadbeentaken。Sheagreedtothis,andevenadmitted,ofherownaccord,thatbothletterswerestrictlyincharacterwithheruncle’speculiardisposition——butherfearsaboutMissHalcombe,andherunaccountabledreadofsleepingattheCount’shouseinLondon,stillremainedunshakeninspiteofeveryconsiderationthatIcouldurge。IthoughtitmydutytoprotestagainstLadyGlyde’sunfavourableopinionofhislordship,andIdidso,withbecomingforbearanceandrespect。

`Yourladyshipwillpardonmyfreedom,’Iremarked,inconclusion,`butitissaid,``bytheirfruitsyeshallknowthem。’’IamsuretheCount’sconstantkindnessandconstantattention,fromtheverybeginningofMissHalcombe’sillness,meritourbestconfidenceandesteem。Evenhislordship’sseriousmisunderstandingwithMrDawsonwasentirelyattributabletohisanxietyonMissHalcombe’saccount。’

`Whatmisunderstanding?’inquiredherladyship,withalookofsuddeninterest。

IrelatedtheunhappycircumstancesunderwhichMrDawsonhadwithdrawnhisattendance——mentioningthemallthemorereadilybecauseIdisapprovedofSirPercival’scontinuingtoconcealwhathadhappened(ashehaddoneinmypresence)fromtheknowledgeofLadyGlyde。

Herladyshipstartedup,witheveryappearanceofbeingadditionallyagitatedandalarmedbywhatIhadtoldher。

`Worse!worsethanIthought!’shesaid,walkingabouttheroom,inabewilderedmanner。`TheCountknewMrDawsonwouldneverconsenttoMarian’stakingajourney——hepurposelyinsultedthedoctortogethimoutofthehouse。’

`Oh,mylady!mylady!’Iremonstrated。

`MrsMichelson!’shewentonvehemently,`nowordsthateverwerespokenwillpersuademethatmysisterisinthatman’spowerandinthatman’shousewithherownconsent-Myhorrorofhimissuch,thatnothingSirPercivalcouldsay,andnolettersmyunclecouldwrite,wouldinduceme,ifIhadonlymyownfeelingstoconsult,toeat,drink,orsleepunderhisroof。ButmymiseryofsuspenseaboutMariangivesmethecouragetofollowheranywhere,tofollowherevenintoCountFosco’shouse。’

Ithoughtitright,atthispoint,tomentionthatMissHalcombehadalreadygoneontoCumberland,accordingtoSirPercival’saccountofthematter。

`Iamafraidtobelieveit!’answeredherladyship。`Iamafraidsheisstillinthatman’shouse。IfIamwrong,ifshehasreallygonetoLimmeridgeIamresolvedIwillnotsleeptomorrownightunderCountFosco’sroof。Mydearestfriendintheworld,nexttomysister,livesnearLondon。Youhaveheardme,youhaveheardMissHalcombe,speakofMrsVesey?Imeantowrite,andproposetosleepatherhouse。Idon’tknowhowIshallgetthere——Idon’tknowhowIshallavoidtheCount——buttothatrefugeIwillescapeinsomeway,ifmysisterhasgonetoCumberland。AllIaskofyoutodo,istoseeyourselfthatmylettertoMrsVeseygoestoLondontonight,ascertainlyasSirPercival’slettergoestoCountFosco。Ihavereasonsfornottrustingthepost-bagdownstairs。Willyoukeepmysecret,andhelpmeinthis?itisthelastfavour,perhaps,thatIshalleveraskofyou。’

Ihesitated,Ithoughtitallverystrange,Ialmostfearedthatherladyship’smindhadbeenalittleaffectedbyrecentanxietyandsuffering。Atmyownrisk,however,Iendedbygivingmyconsent。Iftheletterhadbeenaddressedtoastranger,ortoanyonebutaladysowellknowntomebyreportasMrsVesey,Imighthaverefused。IthankGod——lookingtowhathappenedafterwards——IthankGodIneverthwartedthatwish,oranyother,whichLadyGlydeexpressedtome,onthelastdayofherresidenceatBlackwaterPark。

Theletterwaswrittenandgivenintomyhands。Imyselfputitintothepost-boxinthevillagethatevening。

WesawnothingmoreofSirPercivalfortherestoftheday。

Islept,byLadyGlyde’sowndesire,inthenextroomtohers,withthedooropenbetweenus。Therewassomethingsostrangeanddreadfulinthelonelinessandemptinessofthehouse,thatIwasglad,onmyside,tohaveacompanionnearme。Herladyshipsatuplate,readinglettersandburningthem,andemptyingherdrawersandcabinetsoflittlethingssheprized,asifsheneverexpectedtoreturntoBlackwaterPark。Hersleepwassadlydisturbedwhensheatlastwenttobed——shecriedoutinitseveraltimes,oncesoloudthatshewokeherself。Whateverherdreamswere,shedidnotthinkfittocommunicatethemtome。Perhaps,inmysituation,Ihadnorighttoexpectthatsheshoulddoso。Itmatterslittlenow。Iwassorryforher,Iwasindeedheartilysorryforherallthesame。

Thenextdaywasfineandsunny。SirPercivalcameup,afterbreakfast,totellusthatthechaisewouldbeatthedoorataquartertotwelve——thetraintoLondonstoppingatourstationattwentyminutesafter。HeinformedLadyGlydethathewasobligedtogoout,butaddedthathehopedtobebackbeforesheleft。Ifanyunforeseenaccidentdelayedhim,Iwastoaccompanyhertothestation,andtotakespecialcarethatshewasintimeforthetrain。SirPercivalcommunicatedthesedirectionsveryhastily——walkinghereandthereabouttheroomallthetime。Herladyshiplookedattentivelyafterhimwhereverhewent。Heneveroncelookedatherinreturn。

Sheonlyspokewhenhehaddone,andthenshestoppedhimasheapproachedthedoor,byholdingoutherhand。

`Ishallseeyounomore,’shesaid。inaverymarkedmanner。`Thisisourparting——ourparting,itmaybeforever。Willyoutrytoforgiveme,Percival,asheartilyasIforgiveyou?’

Hisfaceturnedofanawfulwhitenessallover,andgreatbeadsofperspirationbrokeoutonhisbaldforehead。`Ishallcomeback,’hesaid,andmadeforthedoor,ashastilyasifhiswife’sfarewellwordshadfrightenedhimoutoftheroom。

IhadneverlikedSirPercival,butthemannerinwhichheleftLadyGlydemademefeelashamedofhavingeatenhisbreadandlivedinhisservice。IthoughtofsayingafewcomfortingandChristianwordstothepoorlady,buttherewassomethinginherface,asshelookedafterherhusbandwhenthedoorclosedonhim,thatmademealtermymindandkeepsilence

Atthetimenamedthechaisedrewupatthegates。Herladyshipwasright——SirPercivalnevercameback。Iwaitedforhimtillthelastmoment,andwaitedinvain。

Nopositiveresponsibilitylayonmyshoulders,andyetIdidnotfeeleasyinmymind。`Itisofyourownfreewill,’Isaid,asthechaisedrovethroughthelodge-gates,`thatyourladyshipgoestoLondon?’

`Iwillgoanywhere,’sheanswered,`toendthedreadfulsuspensethatIamsufferingatthismoment。’

ShehadmademefeelalmostasanxiousandasuncertainaboutMissHalcombeasshefeltherself。Ipresumedtoaskhertowritemealine,ifallwentwellinLondon。Sheanswered,`Mostwillingly,MrsMichelson。’

`Weallhaveourcrossestobear,mylady,’Isaid,seeinghersilentandthoughtful,aftershehadpromisedtowrite。

Shemadenoreply——sheseemedtobetoomuchwrappedupinherownthoughtstoattendtome。

`Ifearyourladyshiprestedbadlylastnight,’Iremarked,afterwaitingalittle。

`Yes,’shesaid,Iwasterriblydisturbedbydreams。’

`Indeed,mylady?’Ithoughtshewasgoingtotellmeherdreams,butno,whenshespokenextitwasonlytoaskaquestion。

`YoupostedthelettertoMrsVeseywithyourownhands?’

`Yes,myLady。’

`DidSirPercivalsay,yesterday,thatCountFoscowastomeetmeattheterminusinLondon?’

`Hedid,mylady。’

ShesighedheavilywhenIansweredthatlastquestion,andsaidnomore。

Wearrivedatthestation,withhardlytwominutestospare。Thegardener(whohaddrivenus)managedabouttheluggage,whileItooktheticket。ThewhistleofthetrainwassoundingwhenIjoinedherladyshipontheplatform。Shelookedverystrangely,andpressedherhandoverherheart,asifsomesuddenpainorfrighthadovercomeheratthatmoment。

`Iwishyouweregoingwithme!’shesaid,catchingeagerlyatmyarmwhenIgavehertheticket。

Iftherehadbeentime,ifIhadfeltthedaybeforeasIfeltthen,Iwouldhavemademyarrangementstoaccompanyher,eventhoughthedoingsohadobligedmetogiveSirPercivalwarningonthespot。Asitwas,herwishes,expressedatthelastmomentonly,wereexpressedtoolateformetocomplywiththem。SheseemedtounderstandthisherselfbeforeIcouldexplainit,anddidnotrepeatherdesiretohavemeforatravellingcompanion。Thetraindrewupattheplatform。Shegavethegardenerapresentforhischildren,andtookmyhand,inhersimpleheartymanner,beforeshegotintothecarriage。

`Youhavebeenverykindtomeandtomysister,’shesaid——`kindwhenwewerebothfriendless。Ishallrememberyougratefully,aslongasIlivetorememberanyone。Good-bye——andGodblessyou!’

Shespokethosewordswithatoneandalookwhichbroughtthetearsintomyeyes——shespokethemasifshewasbiddingmefarewellforever。

`Good-bye,mylady,’Isaid,puttingherintothecarriage,andtryingtocheerher;`good-bye,forthepresentonly;good-bye,withmybestandkindestwishesforhappiertimes。’

Sheshookherhead,andshudderedasshesettledherselfinthecarriage。Theguardclosedthedoor。`Doyoubelieveindreams?’shewhisperedtomeatthewindow。`Mydreams,lastnight,weredreamsIhaveneverhadbefore。Theterrorofthemishangingovermestill。’ThewhistlesoundedbeforeIcouldanswer,andthetrainmoved。Herpalequietfacelookedatmeforthelasttime——lookedsorrowfullyandsolemnlyfromthewindow。Shewavedherhand,andIsawhernomore。

Towardsfiveo’clockontheafternoonofthatsameday,havingalittletimetomyselfinthemidstofthehouseholddutieswhichnowpresseduponme,Isatdownaloneinmyownroom,totryandcomposemymindwiththevolumeofmyhusband’sSermons。ForthefirsttimeinmylifeIfoundmyattentionwanderingoverthosepiousandcheeringwords。ConcludingthatLadyGlyde’sdeparturemusthavedisturbedmefarmoreseriouslythanIhadmyselfsupposed,Iputthebookaside,andwentouttotakeaturninthegarden。SirPercivalhadnotyetreturned,tomyknowledge,soIcouldfeelnohesitationaboutshowingmyselfinthegrounds。

Onturningthecornerofthehouse,andgainingaviewofthegarden,Iwasstartledbyseeingastrangerwalkinginit。Thestrangerwasawoman——shewasloungingalongthepathwithherhacktome。andwasgatheringtheflowers。

AsIapproachedsheheardme,andturnedround。

Mybloodcurdledinmyveins。ThestrangewomaninthegardenwasMrsRubelle!

Icouldneithermorenorspeak。Shecameuptome,ascomposedlyasever,withherflowersinherhand。

`Whatisthematter,ma’am?’shesaidquietly。

`Youhere!’Igaspedout。`NotgonetoLondon!NotgonetoCumberland!’

MrsRubellesmeltatherflowerswithasmileofmaliciouspity。

`Certainlynot,’shesaid。`IhaveneverleftBlackwaterPark。’

Isummonedbreathenoughandcourageenoughforanotherquestion。

`WhereisMissHalcombe?’

MrsRubellefairlylaughedatmethistime,andrepliedinthesewords——

`MissHalcombe,ma’am,hasnotleftBlackwaterParkeither。’

MISSHALCOMBEhadneverleftBlackwaterPark!

WhenIheardthatastoundinganswer,allmythoughtswerestartledbackontheinstanttomypartingwithLadyGlyde。IcanhardlysayIreproachedmyself,butatthatmomentIthinkIwouldhavegivenmanyayear’shardsavingstohaveknownfourhoursearlierwhatIknewnow。

MrsRubellewaited,quietlyarranginghernosegay,asifsheexpectedmetosaysomething。

Icouldsaynothing。IthoughtofLadyGlyde’sworn-outenergiesandweaklyhealth,andItrembledforthetimewhentheshockofthediscoverythatIhadmadewouldfallonher。Foraminuteormoremyfearsforthepoorladiessilencedme。AttheendofthattimeMrsRubellelookedupsidewaysfromherflowers,andsaid,`HereisSirPercival,ma’am,returnedfromhisride。’

Isawhimassoonasshedid。Hecametowardsus,slashingviciouslyattheflowerswithhisriding-whip。Whenhewasnearenoughtoseemyfacehestopped,struckathisbootwiththewhip,andburstoutlaughing,soharshlyandsoviolentlythatthebirdsflewaway,startled,fromthetreebywhichhestood。

`Well。MrsMichelson,’hesaid,`youhavefounditoutatlast,haveyou?’

Imadenoreply。HeturnedtoMrsRubelle。

`Whendidyoushowyourselfinthegarden?’

`Ishowedmyselfabouthalfanhourago,sir。YousaidImighttakemylibertyagainassoonasLadyGlydehadgoneawaytoLondon。’

`Quiteright。Idon’tblameyouIonlyaskedthequestion。’Hewaitedamoment,andthenaddressedhimselfoncemoretome。`Youcan’tbelieveit,canyou?’hesaidmockingly。`Here!comealongandseeforyourself。’

Heledthewayroundtothefrontofthehouse。Ifollowedhim,andMrsRubellefollowedme。Afterpassingthroughtheirongateshestopped,andpointedwithhiswhiptothedisusedmiddlewingofthebuilding。

`There!’hesaid。`Lookupatthefirstfloor。YouknowtheoldElizabethanbedrooms?MissHalcombeissnugandsafeinoneofthebestofthematthismoment。Takeherin,MrsRubelle(youhavegotyourkey?);takeMrsMichelsonin,andletherowneyessatisfyherthatthereisnodeceptionthistime。’

Thetoneinwhichhespoketome。andtheminuteortwothathadpassedsinceweleftthegarden。helpedmetorecovermyspiritsalittle。WhatImighthavedoneatthiscriticalmoment,ifallmylifehadbeenpassedinservice,Icannotsay。Asitwas,possessingthefeelings,theprinciples,andthebringingupofalady,Icouldnothesitateabouttherightcoursetopursue。Mydutytomyself,andmydutytoLadyGlyde,alikeforbademetoremainintheemploymentofamanwhohadshamefullydeceivedusbothbyaseriesofatrociousfalsehoods。

`Imustbegpermission,SirPercival,tospeakafewwordstoyouinprivate,’Isaid。`Havingdoneso,IshallbereadytoproceedwiththispersontoMissHalcombe’sroom。’

MrsRubelle,whomIhadindicatedbyaslightturnofmyhead,insolentlysniffedathernosegayandwalkedaway,withgreatdeliberation,towardsthehousedoor。

`Well,’saidSirPercivalsharply,`whatisitnow?’

`Iwishtomention,sir,thatIamdesirousofresigningthesituationInowholdatBlackwaterPark。’Thatwasliterallyhowlputit。Iwasresolvedthatthefirstwordsspokeninhispresenceshouldbewordswhichexpressedmyintentiontoleavehisservice。

Heeyedmewithoneofhisblackestlooks,andthrusthishandssavagelyintothepocketsofhisriding-coat。

`Why?’hesaid,`why,Ishouldliketoknow?’

`Itisnotforme,SirPercival,toexpressanopiniononwhathastakenplaceinthishouse。Idesiretogivenooffence。ImerelywithtosaythatIdonotfeelitconsistentwithmydutytoLadyGlydeandtomyselftoremainanylongerinyourservice。’

`Isitconsistentwithyourdutytometostandthere,castingsuspiciononmetomyface?’hebrokeoutinhismostviolentmanner。`Iseewhatyou’redrivingat。Youhavetakenyourownmean,underhandviewofaninnocentdeceptionpractisedonLadyGlydeforherowngood。Itwasessentialtoherhealththatsheshouldhavea。changeofairimmediately,andyouknowaswellasIdoshewouldneverhavegoneawayifshehadbeentoldMissHalcombewasstilllefthere。Shehasbeendeceivedinherowninterests——andIdon’tcarewhoknowsit。Go,ifyoulike——thereareplentyofhousekeepersasgoodasyoutobehadfortheasking。Gowhenyouplease——buttakecarehowyouspreadscandalsaboutmeandmyaffairswhenyou’reoutofmyservice。Tellthetruth,andnothingbutthetruth,oritwillbetheworseforyou!SeeMissHalcombeforyourself——seeifshehasn’tbeenaswelltakencareofinonepartofthehouseasintheother。Rememberthedoctor’sownordersthatLadyGlydewastohaveachangeofairattheearliestpossibleopportunity。Bearallthatwellinmind,andthensayanythingagainstmeandmyproceedingsifyoudare!’

Hepouredoutthesewordsfiercely,allinabreath,walkingbackwardsandforwards,andstrikingabouthimintheairwithhiswhip。

Nothingthathesaidordidshookmyopinionofthedisgracefulseriesoffalsehoodsthathehadtoldinmypresencethedaybefore,orofthecrueldeceptionbywhichhehadseparatedLadyGlydefromhersister,andhadsentheruselesslytoLondon,whenshewashalfdistractedwithanxietyonMissHalcombe’saccount。Inaturallykeptthesethoughtstomyself,andsaidnothingmoretoirritatehim;butIwasnotthelessresolvedtopersistinmypurpose。Asoftanswerturnethawaywrath,andIsuppressedmyownfeelingsaccordinglywhenitwasmyturntoreply。

`WhileIaminyourservice,SirPercival,’Isaid。`IhopeIknowmydutywellenoughnottoinquireintoyourmotives。WhenIamoutofyourservice,IhopeIknowmyownplacewellenoughnottospeakofmatterswhichdon’tconcernme——’

`Whendoyouwanttogo?’heasked,interruptingmewithoutceremony。`Don’tsupposeIamanxioustokeepyou——don’tsupposeIcareaboutyourleavingthehouse。Iamperfectlyfairandopeninthismatter,fromfirsttolast。Whendoyouwanttogo?’

`Ishouldwishtoleaveatyourearliestconvenience,SirPercival-’

`Myconveniencehasnothingtodowithit。Ishallbeoutofthehouseforgoodandalltomorrowmorning,andIcansettleyouraccounttonight。Ifyouwanttostudyanybody’sconvenience,ithadbetterbeMissHalcombe’s。MrsRubelle’stimeisuptoday,andshehasreasonsforwishingtobeinLondontonight。Ifyougoatonce,MissHalcombewon’thaveasoulleftheretolookafterher。’

IhopeitisunnecessaryformetosaythatIwasquiteincapableofdesertingMissHalcombeinsuchanemergencyashadnowbefallenLadyGlydeandherself。AfterfirstdistinctlyascertainingfromSirPercivalthatMrsRubellewascertaintoleaveatonceifItookherplace,andafteralsoobtainingpermissiontoarrangeforMrDawson’sresuminghisattendanceonhispatient,IwillinglyconsentedtoremainatBlackwaterParkuntilMissHalcombenolongerrequiredmyservices。ItwassettledthatIshouldgiveSirPercival’ssolicitoraweek’snoticebeforeIleft,andthathewastoundertakethenecessaryarrangementsforappointingmysuccessor。Thematterwasdiscussedinveryfewwords。AtitsconclusionSirPercivalabruptlyturnedonhisheel,andleftmefreetojoinMrsRubelle。Thatsingularforeignpersonhadbeensittingcomposedlyonthedoorstepallthistime,waitingtillIcouldfollowhertoMissHalcombe’sroom。

Ihadhardlywalkedhalf-waytowardsthehousewhenSirPercival,whohadwithdrawnintheoppositedirection,suddenlystoppedandcalledmeback。

`Whyareyouleavingmyservice?’heasked。

Thequestionwassoextraordinary,afterwhathadjustpassedbetweenus,thatIhardlyknewwhattosayinanswertoit。

`Mind!Idon’tknowwhyyouaregoing,’hewenton。`Youmustgiveareasonforleavingme,Isuppose,whenyougetanothersituation。Whatreason?Thebreakingupofthefamily?Isthatit?’

`Therecanbenopositiveobjection,SirPercival,tothatreason——’

`Verywell!That’sallIwanttoknow。Ifpeopleapplyforyourcharacter,that’syourreason,statedbyyourself。Yougoinconsequenceofthebreakingupofthefamily。’

HeturnedawayagainbeforeIcouldsayanotherword,andwalkedoutrapidlyintothegrounds。Hismannerwasasstrangeashislanguage。Iacknowledgehealarmedme。

EventhepatienceofMrsRubellewasgettingexhausted,whenIjoinedheratthehousedoor。

`Atlast!’shesaid,withashrugofherleanforeignshoulders。Sheledthewayintotheinhabitedsideofthehouse,ascendedthestairs,andopenedwithherkeythedoorattheendofthepassage,whichcommunicatedwiththeoldElizabethanrooms——adoorneverpreviouslyused,inmytime,atBlackwaterPark。TheroomsthemselvesIknewwell,havingenteredthemmyselfonvariousoccasionsfromtheothersideofthehouse。MrsRubellestoppedatthethirddooralongtheoldgallery,handedmethekeyofit,withthekeyofthedoorofcommunication,andtoldmeIshouldfindMissHalcombeinthatroom。BeforeIwentinIthoughtitdesirabletomakeherunderstandthatherattendancehadceased。Accordingly,Itoldherinplainwordsthatthechargeofthesickladyhenceforthdevolvedentirelyonmyself。

`Iamgladtohearit,ma’am,’saidMrsRubelle。`Iwanttogoverymuch。’

`Doyouleavetoday?’Iasked,tomakesureofher。

`Nowthatyouhavetakencharge,ma’am,Ileaveinhalfanhour’stime。SirPercivalhaskindlyplacedatmydispositionthegardener,andthechaise,wheneverIwantthem。Ishallwanttheminhalfanhour’stimetogotothestation。Iampackedupinanticipationalready。Iwishyougood-dayma’am。’

Shedroppedabriskcurtsey,andwalkedhackalongthegallery,hummingalittletune,andkeepingtimetoitcheerfullywiththenosegayinherhand。IamsincerelythankfultosaythatwasthelastIsawofMrsRubelle。

WhenIwentintotheroomMissHalcombewasasleep。Ilookedatheranxiously。asshelayinthedismal,high,old-fashionedbed。ShewascertainlynotinanyrespectalteredfortheworsesinceIhadseenherlast。Shehadnotbeenneglected,Iamboundtoadmit,inanywaythatIcouldperceive。Theroomwasdreary,anddusty,anddark,butthewindow(lookingonasolitarycourt-yardatthebackofthehouse)wasopenedtoletinthefreshair,andallthatcouldbedonetomaketheplacecomfortablehadbeendone。ThewholecrueltyofSirPercival’sdeceptionhadfallenonpoorLadyGlyde。Theonlyill-usagewhicheitherheorMrsRubellehadinflictedonMissHalcombeconsisted,asfarasIcouldsee,inthefirstoffenceofhidingheraway。

Istoleback,leavingthesickladystillpeacefullyasleep。togivethegardenerinstructionsaboutbringingthedoctor。Ibeggedtheman,afterhehadtakenMrsRubelletothestation,todriveroundbyMrDawson’s,andleaveamessageinmyname,askinghimtocallandseeme。Iknewhewouldcomeonmyaccount。andIknewhewouldremainwhenhefoundCountFoscohadleftthehouse。

Induecourseoftimethegardenerreturned,andsaidthathehaddrivenroundbyMrDawson’sresidence,afterleavingMrsRubelleatthestation。Thedoctorsentmewordthathewaspoorlyinhealthhimself,butthathewouldcall,ifpossible,thenextmorning。

Havingdeliveredhismessagethegardenerwasabouttowithdraw,butIstoppedhimtorequestthathewouldcomebackbeforedark,andsitupthatnight,inoneoftheemptybedrooms,soastobewithincallincaseIwantedhim。Heunderstoodreadilyenoughmyunwillingnesstobeleftaloneallnightinthemostdesolatepartofthatdesolatehouse,andwearrangedthatheshouldcomeinbetweeneightandnine。

Hecamepunctually,andIfoundcausetobethankfulthatIhadadoptedtheprecautionofcallinghimin。BeforemidnightSirPercival’sstrangetemperbrokeoutinthemostviolentandmostalarmingmanner,andifthegardenerhadnotbeenonthespottopacifyhimontheinstant,Iamafraidtothinkwhatmighthavehappened。

Almostalltheafternoonandeveninghehadbeenwalkingaboutthehouseandgroundsinanunsettled,excitablemanner,having,inallprobability,asIthought,takenanexcessivequantityofwineathissolitarydinner。Howeverthatmaybe,Iheardhisvoicecallingloudlyandangrilyinthenewwingofthehouse,asIwastakingaturnbackwardsandforwardsalongthegallerythelastthingatnight。Thegardenerimmediatelyrandowntohim,andIclosedthedoorofcommunication,tokeepthealarm,ifpossible,fromreachingMissHalcombe’sears。Itwasfullhalfanhourbeforethegardenercameback。Hedeclaredthathismasterwasquiteoutofhissenses——notthroughtheexcitementofdrink,asIhadsupposed,butthroughakindofpanicorfrenzyofmind,forwhichitwasimpossibletoaccount。HehadfoundSirPercivalwalkingbackwardsandforwardsbyhimselfinthehall,swearing,witheveryappearanceofthemostviolentpassion,thathewouldnotstopanotherminutealoneinsuchadungeonashisownhouse,andthathewouldtakethefirststageofhisjourneyimmediatelyinthemiddleofthenight。Thegardener,onapproachinghim,hadbeenhuntedout,withoathsandthreats,togetthehorseandchaisereadyinstantly。InaquarterofanhourSirPercivalhadjoinedhimintheyard,hadjumpedintothechaise,and,lashingthehorseintoagallop,haddrivenhimselfaway,withhisfaceaspaleasashesinthemoonlight。Thegardenerhadheardhimshoutingandcursingatthelodge-keepertogetupandopenthegate——hadheardthewheelsrollfuriouslyonagaininthestillnight,whenthegatewasunlocked——andknewnomore。

Thenextday,oradayortwoafter,Iforgetwhich,thechaisewasbroughtbackfromKnowlesbury,ournearesttown,bytheostlerattheoldinn。SirPercivalhadstoppedthere,andhadafterwardsleftbythetrain——forwhatdestinationthemancouldnottell。Ineverreceivedanyfurtherinformation,eitherfromhimselforfromanyoneelse,ofSirPercival’sproceedings,andIamnotevenaware,atthismoment,whetherheisinEnglandoroutofit。HeandIhavenotmetsincehedroveawaylikeanescapedcriminalfromhisownhouse,anditismyferventhopeandprayerthatwemaynevermeetagain。

Myownpartofthissadfamilystoryisnowdrawingtoanend。

IhavebeeninformedthattheparticularsofMissHalcombe’swaking,andofwhatpassedbetweenuswhenshefoundmesittingbyherbedside,arenotmaterialtothepurposewhichistobeansweredbythepresentnarrative。Itwillbesufficientformetosayinthisplace,thatshewasnotherselfconsciousofthemeansadoptedtoremoveherfromtheinhabitedtotheuninhabitedpartofthehouse。Shewasinadeepsleepatthetime,whethernaturallyorartificiallyproducedshecouldnotsay。InmyabsenceatTorquay,andintheabsenceofalltheresidentservantsexceptMargaretPorcher(whowasperpetuallyeating,drinking,orsleeping,whenshewasnotatwork),thesecrettransferofMissHalcombefromonepartofthehousetotheotherwasnodoubteasilyperformed。MrsRubelle(asIdiscoveredformyself,inlookingabouttheroom)hadprovisions,andallothernecessaries,togetherwiththemeansofheatingwater,broth,andsoon,withoutkindlingafire,placedatherdisposalduringthefewdaysofherimprisonmentwiththesicklady。ShehaddeclinedtoanswerthequestionswhichMissHalcombenaturallyput,buthadnot,inotherrespects,treatedherwithunkindnessorneglect。ThedisgraceoflendingherselftoaviledeceptionistheonlydisgracewithwhichIcanconscientiouslychargeMrsRubelle。

Ineedwritenoparticulars(andIamrelievedtoknowit)oftheeffectproducedonMissHalcombebythenewsofLadyGlyde’sdeparture,orbythefarmoremelancholytidingswhichreachedusonlytoosoonafterwardsatBlackwaterPark。InbothcasesIpreparedhermindbeforehandasgentlyandascarefullyaspossible,havingthedoctor’sadvicetoguideme,inthelastcaseonly,throughMrDawson’sbeingtoounwelltocometothehouseforsomedaysafterIhadsentforhim。Itwasasadtime,atimewhichitafflictsmetothinkofortowriteofnow。ThepreciousblessingsofreligiousconsolationwhichIendeavouredtoconveywerelonginreachingMissHalcombe’sheart,butIhopeandbelievetheycamehometoheratlast。Ineverlefthertillherstrengthwasrestored。Thetrainwhichtookmeawayfromthatmiserablehousewasthetrainwhichtookherawayalso。WepartedverymournfullyinLondon。IremainedwitharelativeatIslington,andshewentontoMrFairlie’shouseinCumberland。

IhaveonlyafewlinesmoretowritebeforeIclosethispainfulstatement。Theyaredictatedbyasenseofduty。

Inthefirstplace,Iwishtorecordmyownpersonalconvictionthatnoblamewhatever,inconnectionwiththeeventswhichIhavenowrelated,attachestoCountFosco。Iaminformedthatadreadfulsuspicionhasbeenraised,andthatsomeveryseriousconstructionsareplaceduponhislordship’sconduct。MypersuasionoftheCount’sinnocenceremains,however,quiteunshaken。IfheassistedSirPercivalinsendingmetoTorquay,heassistedunderadelusion,forwhich,asaforeignerandastranger,hewasnottoblame。IfhewasconcernedinbringingMrsRubelletoBlackwaterPark,itwashismisfortuneandnothisfault,whenthatforeignpersonwasbaseenoughtoassistadeceptionplannedandcarriedoutbythemasterofthehouse。Iprotest,intheinterestsofmorality,againstblamebeinggratuitouslyandwantonlyattachedtotheproceedingsoftheCount。

Inthesecondplace,IdesiretoexpressmyregretatmyowninabilitytoremembertheprecisedayonwhichLadyGlydeleftBlackwaterParkforLondon。Iamtoldthatitisofthelastimportancetoascertaintheexactdateofthatlamentablejourney,andIhaveanxiouslytaxedmymemorytorecallit。Theefforthasbeeninvain。IcanonlyremembernowthatitwastowardsthelatterpartofJuly。Weallknowthedifficulty,afteralapseoftime,offixingpreciselyonapastdateunlessithasbeenpreviouslywrittendown。ThatdifficultyisgreatlyincreasedinmycasebythealarmingandconfusingeventswhichtookplaceabouttheperiodofLadyGlyde’sdeparture。IheartilywishIhadmadeamemorandumatthetime。Iheartilywishmymemoryofthedatewasasvividasmymemoryofthatpoorlady’sface,whenitlookedatmesorrowfullyforthelasttimefromthecarriagewindow。

THESTORYCONTINUEDINSEVERALNARRATIVES

1。THENARRATIVEOFHESTERPINHORN,COOKINTHESERVICEOFCOUNTFOSCO

Takendownfromherownstatement

IAMsorrytosaythatIhaveneverlearnttoreadorwrite。Ihavebeenahard-workingwomanallmylife,andhavekeptagoodcharacter。Iknowthatitisasinandwickednesstosaythethingwhichisnot,andIwilltrulybewareofdoingsoonthisoccasion。AllthatIknowIwilltell,andIhumblybegthegentlemanwhotakesthisdowntoputmylanguagerightashegoeson,andtomakeallowancesformybeingnoscholar。

InthislastsummerIhappenedtobeoutofplace(throughnofaultofmyown),andIheardofasituationasplaincook,atNumberFive,ForestRoad,StJohn’sWood。Itooktheplaceontrial。Mymaster’snamewasFosco。MymistresswasanEnglishlady。HewasCountandshewasCountess。Therewasagirltodohousemaid’sworkwhenIgotthere。Shewasnotover-cleanortidy,buttherewasnoharminher。Iandsheweretheonlyservantsinthehouse。

Ourmasterandmistresscameafterwegotin;andassoonastheydidcomeweweretold,downstairs,thatcompanywasexpectedfromthecountry。

Thecompanywasmymistress’sniece,andthebackbedroomonthefirstfloorwasgotreadyforher。MymistressmentionedtomethatLadyGlyde(thatwashername)wasinpoorhealth,andthatImustbeparticularinmycookingaccordingly。Shewastocomethatday,aswellasIcanremember——butwhateveryoudo,don’ttrustmymemoryinthematter。Iamsorrytosayit’snouseaskingmeaboutdaysofthemonth,andsuch-like。ExceptSundays,halfmytimeItakenoheedofthem,beingahard-workingwomanandnoscholar。AllIknowisLadyGlydecame,andwhenshedidcome,afinefrightshegaveusallsurely。Idon’tknowhowmasterbroughthertothehouse,beinghardatworkatthetime。Buthedidbringherintheafternoon,Ithink,andthehousemaidopenedthedoortothem,andshowedthemintotheparlour。Beforeshehadbeenlongdowninthekitchenagainwithme,weheardahurry-skurryupstairs,andtheparlourbellringinglikemad,andmymistress’svoicecallingoutforhelp。

Webothranup,andtherewesawtheladylaidonthesofa,withherfaceghastlywhite,andherhandsfastclenched,andherheaddrawndowntooneside。Shehadbeentakenwithasuddenfright,mymistresssaid,andmasterhetoldusshewasinafitofconvulsions。Iranout,knowingtheneighbourhoodalittlebetterthantherestofthem,tofetchthenearestdoctor’shelp。ThenearesthelpwasatGoodricke’sandGarth’s,whoworkedtogetheraspartners,andhadagoodnameandconnection,asIhaveheard,allroundStJohn’sWood。MrGoodrickewasin,andhecamebackwithmedirectly。

Itwassometimebeforehecouldmakehimselfofmuchuse。Thepoorunfortunateladyfelloutofonefitintoanother,andwentonsotillshewasquiteweariedout,andashelplessasanew-bornbabe。Wethengothertobed。MrGoodrickewentawaytohishouseformedicine,andcamehackagaininaquarterofanhourorless。Besidesthemedicinehebroughtabitofhollowmahoganywoodwithhim,shapedlikeakindoftrumpet,andafterwaitingalittlewhile,heputoneendoverthelady’sheartandtheothertohisear,andlistenedcarefully。

Whenhehaddonehesaystomymistress,whowasintheroom,`Thisisaveryseriouscase,’hesays,`IrecommendyoutowritetoLadyGlyde’sfriendsdirectly。’Mymistresssaystohim,`Isitheart-disease?’Andhesays,`Yes,heart-diseaseofamostdangerouskind。’Hetoldherexactlywhathethoughtwasthematter,whichIwasnotcleverenoughtounderstand。ButIknowthis,heendedbysayingthathewasafraidneitherhishelpnoranyotherdoctor’shelpwaslikelytobeofmuchservice。

Mymistresstookthisillnewsmorequietlythanmymaster。Hewasabig,fat,oddsortofelderlyman,whokeptbirdsandwhitemice,andspoketothemasiftheyweresomanyChristianchildren。Heseemedterriblycutupbywhathadhappened。`Ah!poorLadyGlyde!poordearLadyGlyde!’hesays,andwentstalkingabout,wringinghisfathandsmorelikeaplay-actorthanagentleman。Foronequestionmymistressaskedthedoctoraboutthelady’schancesofgettinground,heaskedagoodfiftyatleast。Ideclarehequitetormentedusall,andwhenhewasquietatlast,outhewentintothebitofbackgarden,pickingtrumperylittlenosegays,andaskingmetotakethemupstairsandmakethesick-roomlookprettywiththem。Asifthatdidanygood。Ithinkhemusthavebeen,attimes,alittlesoftinhishead。Buthewasnotabadmaster——hehadamonstrousciviltongueofhisown,andajolly,easy,coaxingwaywithhim。Ilikedhimadealbetterthanmymistress。Shewasahardone,ifevertherewasahardoneyet。

Towardsnight-timetheladyrousedupalittle。Shehadbeensoweariedout,beforethat,bytheconvulsions,thatsheneverstirredhandorfoot,orspokeawordtoanybody。Shemovedinthebednow,andstaredaboutherattheroomandusinit。Shemusthavebeenanice-lookingladywhenwell,withlighthair,andblueeyesandallthat。Herrestwastroubledatnight——atleastsoIheardfrommymistress,whosatupalonewithher。IonlywentinoncebeforegoingtobedtoseeifIcouldbeofanyuse,andthenshewastalkingtoherselfinaconfused,ramblingmanner。Sheseemedtowantsadlytospeaktosomebodywhowasabsentfromhersomewhere。Icouldn’tcatchthenamethefirsttime,andthesecondtimemasterknockedatthedoor,withhisregularmouthfulofquestions,andanotherofhistrumperynosegays。

WhenIwentinearlythenextmorning,theladywascleanwornoutagain,andlayinakindoffaintsleep。MrGoodrickebroughthispartner,MrGarth,withhimtoadvise。Theysaidshemustnotbedisturbedoutofherrestonanyaccount。Theyaskedmymistressmanyquestions,attheotherendoftheroom,aboutwhatthelady’shealthhadbeeninpasttimes,andwhohadattendedher,andwhethershehadeversufferedmuchandlongtogetherunderdistressofmind。Iremembermymistresssaid`Yes’tothatlastquestion。AndMrGoodrickelookedatMrGarth,andshookhishead;andMrGarthlookedatMrGoodricke,andshookhishead。Theyseemedtothinkthatthedistressmighthavesomethingtodowiththemischiefatthelady’sheart。Shewasbutafrailthingtolookat,poorcreature!Verylittlestrengthatanytime,Ishouldsay——verylittlestrength。

Lateronthesamemorning,whenshewoke,theladytookasuddenturn,andgotseeminglyagreatdealbetter。Iwasnotletinagaintoseeher,nomorewasthehousemaid,forthereasonthatshewasnottobedisturbedbystrangers。WhatIheardofherbeingbetterwasthroughmymaster。Hewasinwonderfulgoodspiritsaboutthechange,andlookedinatthekitchenwindowfromthegarden,withhisgreatbigcurly-brimmedwhitehaton,togoout。

`GoodMrsCook,’sayshe,`LadyGlydeisbetter。Mymindismoreeasythanitwas,andIamgoingouttostretchmylegswithasunnylittlesummerwalk。ShallIorderforyou,shallImarketforyou,MrsCook?Whatareyoumakingthere?Anicetartfordinner?Muchcrust,ifyouplease——muchcrispcrust,mydear,thatmeltsandcrumblesdeliciousinthemouth。’Thatwashisway。Hewaspastsixty,andfondofpastry。Justthinkofthat!

Thedoctorcameagainintheforenoon,andsawforhimselfthatLadyGlydehadwokeupbetter。Heforbidustotalktoher,ortolethertalktous,incaseshewasthatwaydisposed,sayingshemustbekeptquietbeforeallthings,andencouragedtosleepasmuchaspossible。ShedidnotseemtowanttotalkwheneverIsawher,exceptovernight。whenIcouldn’tmakeoutwhatshewassaying——sheseemedtoomuchworndown。MrGoodrickewasnotnearlyinsuchgoodspiritsaboutherasmaster。Hesaidnothingwhenhecamedownstairs,exceptthathewouldcallagainatfiveo’clock。

Aboutthattime(whichwasbeforemastercamehomeagain)thebellranghardfromthebedroom,andmymistressranoutintothelanding,andcalledtometogoforMrGoodricke,andtellhimtheladyhadfainted。Igotonmybonnetandshawl,when,asgoodluckwouldhaveit,thedoctorhimselfcametothehouseforhispromisedvisit。

Ilethimin,andwentupstairsalongwithhim。`LadyGlydewasjustasusual,’saysmymistresstohimatthedoor;`shewasawake,andlookingaboutherinastrange,forlornmanner,whenIheardhergiveasortofhalfcry,andshefaintedinamoment。’Thedoctorwentuptothebed,andstoopeddownoverthesicklady。Helookedveryserious,allonasudden,atthesightofher,andputhishandonherheart。

MymistressstaredhardinMrGoodricke’sface。`Notdead!’saysshe,whispering,andturningallofatremblefromheadtofoot。

`Yes,’saysthedoctor,veryquietandgrave。`Dead。IwasafraiditwouldhappensuddenlywhenIexaminedherheartyesterday。’Mymistresssteppedbackfromthebedsidewhilehewasspeaking,andtrembledandtrembledagain。`Dead!’shewhisPerstoherself;`deadsosuddenly!deadsosoon!WhatwilltheCountsay?’MrGoodrickeadvisedhertogodownstairs,andquietherselfalittle。`Youhavebeensittingupallnight,’sayshe,`andyournervesareshaken。Thisperson,’sayshe,meaningme,`thispersonwillstayintheroomtillIcansendforthenecessaryassistance。’Mymistressdidashetoldher。`ImustpreparetheCount,’shesays。`ImustcarefullypreparetheCount。’Andsosheleftus,shakingfromheadtofoot,andwentout。

`Yourmasterisaforeigner,’saysMrGoodricke,whenmymistresshadleftus。`Doesheunderstandaboutregisteringthedeath?’`Ican’trightlytell,sir,’saysI,`butIshouldthinknot。’Thedoctorconsideredaminute,andthensayshe,`Idon’tusuallydosuchthings,’sayshe,`butitmaysavethefamilytroubleinthiscaseifIregisterthedeathmyself。Ishallpassthedistrictofficeinhalfanhour’stime,andIcaneasilylookin。Mention,ifyouplease,thatIwilldoso,’`Yes,sir,’saysI,`withthanks,I’msure,foryourkindnessinthinkingofit。’`Youdon’tmindstayingheretillIcansendyoutheproperperson?’sayshe。`No,sir,’saysI;`I’llstaywiththepoorladytillthen。Isupposenothingmorecouldbedone,sir,thanwasdone?’saysI。`No,’sayshe,`nothing;shemusthavesufferedsadlybeforeeverIsawher——thecasewashopelesswhenIwascalledin。’`Ah,dearme!weallcometoit,soonerorlater,don’twe,sir?’saysI。Hegavenoanswertothat——hedidn’tseemtocareabouttalking。Hesaid,`Good-day,’andwentout。

IstoppedbythebedsidefromthattimetillthetimewhenMrGoodrickesentthepersonin,ashehadpromised。Shewas,byname,JaneGould。Iconsideredhertobearespectable-lookingwoman。Shemadenoremark,excepttosaythatsheunderstoodwhatwaswantedofher,andthatshehadwindedamanyoftheminhertime。

Howmasterborethenews,whenhefirstheardit,ismorethanIcantell,nothavingbeenpresent。WhenIdidseehimhelookedawfullyovercomebyit,tobesure。Hesatquietinacorner,withhisfathandshangingoverhisthickknees,andhisheaddown,andhiseyeslookingatnothing。Heseemednotsomuchsorry,asscaredanddazedlike,bywhathadhappened。Mymistressmanagedallthatwastobedoneaboutthefuneral。Itmusthavecostasightofmoney——thecoffin,inparticular,beingmostbeautiful。Thedeadlady’shusbandwasaway,asweheard,inforeignparts。Butmymistress(beingheraunt)settleditwithherfriendsinthecountry(Cumberland,Ithink)thatsheshouldbeburiedthere,inthesamegravealongwithhermother。Everythingwasdonehandsomely,inrespectofthefuneral,Isayagain,andmasterwentdowntoattendtheburyinginthecountryhimself。Helookedgrandinhisdeepmourning,withhisbigsolemnface,andhisslowwalk,andhisbroadhatband——thathedid!

Inconclusion,Ihavetosay,inanswertoquestionsputtome——

(i)ThatneitherInormyfellow-servanteversawmymastergiveLadyGlydeanymedicinehimself。

(2)Thathewasnever,tomyknowledgeandbelief,leftaloneintheroomwithLadyGlyde。

(3)ThatIamnotabletosaywhatcausedthesuddenfright,whichmymistressinformedmehadseizedtheladyonherfirstcomingintothehouse。Thecausewasneverexplained,eithertomeortomyfellow-servant。

Theabovestatementhasbeenreadoverinmypresence。Ihavenothingtoaddtoit,ortotakeawayfromit。Isay,onmyoathasaChristianwoman,thisisthetruth。

(Signed)HESTERPINHORN,Her+Mark。

2。THENARRATIVEOFTHEDOCTOR

TotheRegistraroftheSub-Districtinwhichtheundermentioneddeathtookplace——IherebycertifythatIattendedLadyGlyde,agedTwenty-OnelastBirthday;thatIlastsawheronThursdaythe25thJuly1850;thatshediedonthesamedayatNo。5ForestRoad,StJohn’sWood,andthatthe

CauseofherdeathDurationofdisease

AneurismNotknown

(Signed)ALFREDGOODRICKE。

Prof。Title。M。R。C。S。Eng。,L。S。A。

Address:12CroydonGardens,

StJohn’sWood。

3。THENARRATIVEOFJANEGOULD

IWASthepersonsentinbyMrGoodricketodowhatwasrightandneedfulbytheremainsofaladywhohaddiedatthehousenamedinthecertificatewhichprecedesthis。Ifoundthebodyinchargeoftheservant,HesterPinhorn。Iremainedwithit,andprepareditatthepropertimeforthegrave。Itwaslaidinthecoffininmypresence,andIafterwardssawthecoffinscreweddownprevioustoitsremoval。Whenthathadbeendone,andnotbefore,Ireceivedwhatwasduetomeandleftthehouse。IreferpersonswhomaywishtoinvestigatemycharactertoMrGoodricke。HewillbearwitnessthatIcanbetrustedtotellthetruth。

(Signed)JANEGOULD。

4。THENARRATIVEOFTHETOMBSTONE

SACRED

TOTHEMEMORYOF

LAURA,

LADYGLYDE,

WIFEOFSIRPERCIVALGLYDE,BART。,

OFBLACKWATERPARK,HAMPSHIRE,

AND

DAUGHTEROFTHELATEPHILIPFAIRLIE,ESQ。,

OFLIMMERIDGEHOUSE,INTHISPARISH。

BORNMARCH27TH,1829;

MARRIEDDECEMBER22ND,1849;

DIEDJULY25TH,1850。

5。THENARRATIVEOFWALTERHARTRIGHT

EARLYinthesummerof1850IandmysurvivingcompanionsleftthewildsandforestsofCentralAmericaforhome。Arrivedatthecoast,wetookshipthereforEngland。ThevesselwaswreckedintheGulfofMexico——Iwasamongthefewsavedfromthesea。Itwasmythirdescapefromperilofdeath。Deathbydisease,deathbytheIndians,deathbydrowning——allthreehadapproachedme;allthreehadpassedmeby。

ThesurvivorsofthewreckwererescuedbyanAmericanvesselboundforLiverpool。TheshipreachedherportonthethirteenthdayofOctober1850。Welandedlateintheafternoon,andIarrivedinLondonthesamenight。

Thesepagesarenottherecordofmywanderingsandmydangersawayfromhome。Themotiveswhichledmefrommycountryandmyfriendstoanewworldofadventureandperilareknown。Fromthatself-imposedexileIcameback,asIhadhoped,prayed,believedIshouldcomeback——achangedman。InthewatersofanewlifeIhadtemperedmynatureafresh。Inthesternschoolofextremityanddangermywillhadlearnttobestrong,myhearttoberesolute,mymindtorelyonitself。Ihadgoneouttoflyfrommyownfuture。Icamebacktofaceit,asamanshould。

TofaceitwiththatinevitablesuppressionofmyselfwhichIknewitwoulddemandfromme。Ihadpartedwiththeworstbitternessofthepast,butnotwithmyheart’sremembranceofthesorrowandthetendernessofthatmemorabletime。Ihadnotceasedtofeeltheoneirreparabledisappointmentofmylife——Ihadonlylearnttobearit。LauraFairliewasinallmythoughtswhentheshipboremeaway,andIlookedmylastatEngland。LauraFairliewasinallmythoughtswhentheshipbroughtmeback,andthemorninglightshowedthefriendlyshoreinview。

Mypentracestheoldlettersasmyheartgoesbacktotheoldlove。IwriteofherasLauraFairliestill。Itishardtothinkofher,itishardtospeakofher,byherhusband’sname。

Therearenomorewordsofexplanationtoaddonmyappearingforthesecondtimeinthesepages。Thisnarrative,ifIhavethestrengthandthecouragetowriteit,maynowgoon。

Myfirstanxietiesandfirsthopeswhenthemorningcamecentredinmymotherandmysister。Ifeltthenecessityofpreparingthemforthejoyandsurpriseofmyreturn,afteranabsenceduringwhichithadbeenimpossibleforthemtoreceiveanytidingsofmeformonthspast。EarlyinthemorningIsentalettertotheHampsteadCottage,andfolloweditmyselfinanhour’stime。

Whenthefirstmeetingwasover,whenourquietandcomposureofotherdaysbegangraduallytoreturntous,Isawsomethinginmymother’sfacewhichtoldmethatasecretoppressionlayheavyonherheart。Therewasmorethanlove——therewassorrowintheanxiouseyesthatlookedonmesotenderly——therewaspityinthekindhandthatslowlyandfondlystrengtheneditsholdonmine。Wehadnoconcealmentsfromeachother。Sheknewhowthehopeofmylifehadbeenwrecked——sheknewwhyIhadlefther。ItwasonmylipstoaskascomposedlyasIcouldifanyletterhadcomeformefromMissHalcombe,iftherewasanynewsofhersisterthatImighthear。ButwhenIlookedinmymother’sfaceIlostcouragetoputthequestioneveninthatguardedform。Icouldonlysay,doubtinglyandrestrainedly——

`Youhavesomethingtotellme。’

Mysister,whohadbeensittingoppositetous,rosesuddenlywithoutawordofexplanation——roseandlefttheroom。

Mymothermovedclosertomeonthesofaandputherarmsroundmyneck。Thosefondarmstrembled——thetearsflowedfastoverthefaithfullovingface。

`Walter!’shewhispered,`myowndarling!myheartisheavyforyou,Oh,mysonImysonItrytorememberthatIamstillleft!’

Myheadsankonherbosom。Shehadsaidallinsayingthosewords。

Itwasthemorningofthethirddaysincemyreturn——themorningofthesixteenthofOctober。

Ihadremainedwiththematthecottage——Ihadtriedhardnottoembitterthehappinessofmyreturntothemasitwasembitteredtome。Ihaddoneallmancouldtoriseaftertheshock,andacceptmyliferesignedly——toletmygreatsorrowcomeintendernesstomyheart,andnotindespair。Itwasuselessandhopeless。Notearssoothedmyachingeyes,noreliefcametomefrommysister’ssympathyormymother’slove。

OnthatthirdmorningIopenedmyhearttothem。AtlastthewordspassedmylipswhichIhadlongedtospeakonthedaywhenmymothertoldmeofherdeath。

`Letmegoawayaloneforalittlewhile,’Isaid。`IshallbearitbetterwhenIhavelookedoncemoreattheplacewhereIfirstsawher——whenIhavekneltandprayedbythegravewheretheyhavelaidhertorest。’

Idepartedonmyjourney——myjourneytothegraveofLauraFairlie。

ItwasaquietautumnafternoonwhenIstoppedatthesolitarystation,andsetforthaloneonfootbythewell-rememberedroad。Thewaningsunwasshiningfaintlythroughthinwhiteclouds——theairwaswarmandstill——thepeacefulnessofthelonelycountrywasovershadowedandsaddenedbytheinfluenceofthefallingyear。

Ireachedthemoor——Istoodagainonthebrowofthehill——Ilookedonalongthepath——andtherewerethefamiliargardentreesinthedistance,theclearsweepingsemicircleofthedrive,thehighwhitewallsofLimmeridgeHouse。Thechancesandchanges,thewanderingsanddangersofmonthsandmonthspast,allshrankandshrivelledtonothinginmymind。Itwaslikeyesterdaysincemyfeethadlasttroddenthefragrantheathyground。IthoughtIshouldseehercomingtomeetme,withherlittlestrawhatshadingherface,hersimpledressflutteringintheair,andherwell-filledsketch-bookreadyinherhand。

Oh,death,thouhastthysting!oh,grave,thouhastthyvictory!

Iturnedaside,andtherebelowmeintheglenwasthelonesomegreychurch,thePorchwhereIhadwaitedforthecomingofthewomaninwhite,thehillsencirclingthequietburial-ground,thebrookbubblingcoldoveritsstonybed。Therewasthemarblecross,fairandwhite,attheheadofthetomb——thetombthatnowroseovermotheranddaughteralike。

Iapproachedthegrave。Icrossedoncemorethelowstonestile,andbaredmyheadasItouchedthesacredground。Sacredtogentlenessandgoodness,sacredtoreverenceandgrief。

Istoppedbeforethepedestalfromwhichthecrossrose。Ononesideofit,onthesidenearesttome,thenewly-cutinscriptionmetmyeyes——thehard,clear,cruelblackletterswhichtoldthestoryofherlifeanddeath。Itriedtoreadthem。Ididreadasfarasthename。`SacredtotheMemoryofLaura——’Thekindblueeyesdimwithtears——thefairheaddroopingwearily——theinnocentpartingwordswhichimploredmetoleaveher——oh,forahappierlastmemoryofherthanthis;thememoryItookawaywithme,thememoryIbringbackwithmetohergrave!

AsecondtimeItriedtoreadtheinscription。Isawattheendthedateofherdeath,andaboveit——

Aboveittherewerelinesonthemarble——therewasanameamongthemwhichdisturbedmythoughtsofher。Iwentroundtotheothersideofthegrave,wheretherewasnothingtoread,nothingofearthlyvilenesstoforceitswaybetweenherspiritandmine。

Ikneltdownbythetomb。Ilaidmyhands,Ilaidmyheadonthebroadwhitestone,andclosedmywearyeyesontheeartharound,onthelightabove。Ilethercomebacktome。Oh,mylove!mylove!myheartmayspeaktoyounow!Itisyesterdayagainsinceweparted——yesterday,sinceyourdearhandlayinmine——yesterday,sincemyeyeslookedtheirlastonyou。Mylove!mylove!

Timehadflowedon,andsilencehadfallenlikethicknightoveritscourse。

Thefirstsoundthatcameaftertheheavenlypeacerustledfaintlylikeapassingbreathofairoverthegrassoftheburial-ground。Ihearditnearingmeslowly,untilitcamechangedtomycar——camelikefootstepsmowingonward——thenstopped。

Ilookedup。

Thesunsetwasnearathand。Thecloudshadparted——theslantinglightfellmellowoverthehills。Thelastofthedaywascoldandclearandstillinthequietvalleyofthedead。

Beyondme,intheburial-ground,standingtogetherinthecoldclearnessofthelowerlight,Isawtwowomen。Theywerelookingtowardsthetomb,lookingtowardsme。

Two。

Theycamealittleon,andstoppedagain。Theirveilsweredown,andhidtheirfacesfromme。Whentheystoppedoneofthemraisedherveil。InthestilleveninglightIsawthefaceofMarianHalcombe。

Changed,changedasifyearshadpassedoverit!Theeyeslargeandwild,andlookingatmewithastrangeterrorinthem。Thefacewornandwastedpiteously。Painandfearandgriefwrittenonheraswithabrand。

Itookonesteptowardsherfromthegrave。Shenevermoved——sheneverspoke。Theveiledwomanwithhercriedoutfaintly。Istopped。Thespringsofmylifefelllow,andtheshudderingofanunutterabledreadcreptovermefromheadtofoot。

Thewomanwiththeveiledfacemovedawayfromhercompanion,andcametowardsmeslowly。Leftbyherself,standingbyherself,MarianHalcombespoke。ItwasthevoicethatIremembered——thevoicenotchanged,likethefrightenedeyesandthewastedface。

`Mydream!mydream!’Iheardhersaythosewordssoftlyintheawfulsilence。Shesankonherknees,andraisedherclaspedhandstoheaven。`Father!strengthenhim。Father!helphiminhishourofneed。’

Thewomancameon,slowlyandsilentlycameon。Ilookedather——ather,andatnoneother,fromthatmoment。

Thevoicethatwasprayingformefalteredandsanklow——thenroseonasudden,andcalledaffrightedly,calleddespairinglytometocomeaway。

Buttheveiledwomanhadpossessionofme,bodyandsoul。Shestoppedononesideofthegrave。Westoodfacetofacewiththetombstonebetweenus。Shewasclosetotheinscriptiononthesideofthepedestal。Hergowntouchedtheblackletters。

Thevoicecamenearer,androseandrosemorepassionatelystill。`HideyourfaceIdon’tlookather!Oh,forGod’ssake,sparehim——’

Thewomanliftedherveil。

`SacredtotheMemoryofLaura,LadyGlyde——’

Laura,LadyGlyde,wasstandingbytheinscription,andwaslookingatmeoverthegrave。

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