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The Woman in White(白衣女人)
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第14章

ThestoryofmyfirstinquiriesinHampshireissoontold。

MyearlydeparturefromLondonenabledmetoreachMrDawson’shouseintheforenoon。Ourinterview,sofarastheobjectofmyvisitwasconcerned,ledtonosatisfactoryresult。

MrDawson’sbookscertainlyshowedwhenhehadresumedhisattendanceonMissHalcombeatBlackwaterPark,butitwasnotpossibletocalculatebackfromthisdatewithanyexactness,withoutsuchhelpfromMrsMichelsonasIknewshewasunabletoafford。Shecouldnotsayfrommemory(who,insimilarcases,evercan?)howmanydayshadelapsedbetweentherenewalofthedoctor’sattendanceonhispatientandthepreviousdepartureofLadyGlyde。ShewasalmostcertainofhavingmentionedthecircumstanceofthedeparturetoMissHalcombe,onthedayafterithappened——butthenshewasnomoreabletofixthedateofthedayonwhichthisdisclosuretookplace,thantofixthedateofthedaybefore,whenLadyGlydehadleftforLondon。Neithercouldshecalculate,withanynearerapproachtoexactness,thetimethathadpassedfromthedepartureofhermistress,tothePeriodwhentheundatedletterfromMadameFoscoarrived。ly,asiftocompletetheseriesofdifficulties,thedoctorhimself,havingbeenillatthetime,hadomittedtomakehisusualentryofthedayoftheweekandmonthwhenthegardenerfromBlackwaterParkhadcalledonhimtodeliverMrsMichelson’smessage。

HopelessofobtainingassistancefromMrDawson,IresolvedtotrynextifIcouldestablishthedateofSirPercival’sarrivalatKnowlesbury。

Itseemedlikeafatality!WhenIreachedKnowlesburytheinnwasshutup,andbillswerepostedonthewalls。Thespeculationhadbeenabadone,asIwasinformed,eversincethetimeoftherailway。Thenewhotelatthestationhadgraduallyabsorbedthebusiness,19andtheoldinn(whichweknewtobetheinnatwhichSirPercivalhadputup),hadbeenclosedabouttwomonthssince。Theproprietorhadleftthetownwithallhisgoodsandchattels,andwherehehadgoneIcouldnotpositivelyascertainfromanyone。ThefourpeopleofwhomIinquiredgavemefourdifferentaccountsofhisplansandprojectswhenheleftKnowlesbury。

TherewerestillsomehourstosparebeforethelasttrainleftforLondon,andIdrovebackagaininaflyfromtheKnowlesburystationtoBlackwaterPark,withthepurposeofquestioningthegardenerandthepersonwhokeptthelodge。Ifthey,too,provedunabletoassistme,myresourcesforthepresentwereatanend,andImightreturntotown。

Idismissedtheflyamiledistantfromthepark,andgettingmydirectionsfromthedriver,proceededbymyselftothehouse。

AsIturnedintothelanefromthehigh-road,Isawaman,withacarpet-bag,walkingbeforemerapidlyonthewaytothelodge。Hewasalittleman,dressedinshabbyblack,andwearingaremarkablylargehat。Isethimdown(aswellasitwaspossibletojudge)foralawyer’sclerk,andstoppedatoncetowidenthedistancebetweenus。Hehadnotheardme,andhewalkedonoutofsight,withoutlookingback。WhenIpassedthroughthegatesmyself,alittlewhileafterwards,hewasnotvisible——hehadevidentlygoneontothehouse。

Thereweretwowomeninthelodge。Oneofthemwasold,theotherIknewatonce,byMarian’sdescriptionofher,tobeMargaretPorcher。

IaskedfirstifSirPercivalwasatthePark,andreceivingareplyinthenegative,inquirednextwhenhehadleftit。Neitherofthewomencouldtellmemorethanthathehadgoneawayinthesummer。IcouldextractnothingfromMargaretPorcherbutvacantsmilesandshakingsofthehead。Theoldwomanwasalittlemoreintelligent,andImanagedtoleadherintospeakingofthemannerofSirPercival’sdeparture,andofthealarmthatitcausedher。Sherememberedhermastercallingheroutofbed,andrememberedhisfrighteningherbyswearing——butthedateatwhichtheoccurrencehappenedwas,asshehonestlyacknowledged,`quitebeyondher。’

OnleavingthelodgeIsawthegardeneratworknotfaroff。WhenIfirstaddressedhim,helookedatmeratherdistrustfully,butonmyusingMrsMichelson’sname,withacivilreferencetohimself,heenteredintoconversationreadilyenough。Thereisnoneedtodescribewhatpassedbetweenus——itended,asallmyotherattemptstodiscoverthedatehadended。Thegardenerknewthathismasterhaddrivenaway,atnight,`sometimeinJuly,thelastfortnightorthelasttendaysinthemonth’——andknewnomore。

WhilewewerespeakingtogetherIsawthemaninblack,withthelargehat,comeoutfromthehouse,andstandatsomelittledistanceobservingus。

CertainsuspicionsofhiserrandatBlackwaterParkhadalreadycrossedmymind。Theywerenowincreasedbythegardener’sinability(orunwillingness)totellmewhothemanwas,andIdeterminedtoclearthewaybeforeme,ifpossible,byspeakingtohim。TheplainestquestionIcouldputasastrangerwouldbetoinquireifthehousewasallowedtobeshowntovisitors。Iwalkeduptothemanatonce,andaccostedhiminthosewords。

HislookandmannerunmistakablybetrayedthatheknewwhoIwas,andthathewantedtoirritatemeintoquarrellingwithhim。Hisreplywasinsolentenoughtohaveansweredthepurpose,ifIhadbeenlessdeterminedtocontrolmyself。Asitwas,Imethimwiththemostresolutepoliteness,apologisedformyinvoluntaryintrusion(whichhecalleda`trespass,’)andleftthegrounds。ItwasexactlyasIsuspected。TherecognitionofmewhenIleftMrKyrle’sofficehadbeenevidentlycommunicatedtoSirPercivalGlyde,andthemaninblackhadbeensenttotheParkinanticipationofmymakinginquiriesatthehouseorintheneighbourhood。IfIhadgivenhimtheleastchanceoflodginganysortoflegalcomplaintagainstme,theinterferenceofthelocalmagistratewouldnodoubthavebeenturnedtoaccountasaclogonmyproceedings,andameansofseparatingmefromMarianandLauraforsomedaysatleast。

IwaspreparedtobewatchedonthewayfromBlackwaterParktothestation,exactlyasIhadbeenwatchedinLondonthedaybefore-ButIcouldnotdiscoveratthetime,whetherIwasreallyfollowedonthisoccasionornot。ThemaninblackmighthavehadmeansoftrackingmeathisdisposalofwhichIwasnotaware,butIcertainlysawnothingofhim,inhisownperson,eitheronthewaytothestation,orafterwardsonmyarrivalattheLondonterminusintheevening。Ireachedhomeonfoot,takingtheprecaution,beforeIapproachedourowndoor,ofwalkingroundbythelonelieststreetintheneighbourhood,andtherestoppingandlookingbackmorethanonceovertheopenspacebehindme。IhadfirstlearnttousethisstratagemagainstsuspectedtreacheryinthewildsofCentralAmerica——andnowIwaspractisingitagain,withthesamepurposeandwithevengreatercaution,intheheartofcivilisedLondonI

NothinghadhappenedtoalarmMarianduringmyabsence。SheaskedeagerlywhatsuccessIhadmetwith。WhenItoldhershecouldnotconcealhersurpriseattheindifferencewithwhichIspokeofthefailureofmyinvestigationsthusfar。

Thetruthwas,thattheill-successofmyinquirieshadinnosensedauntedme。Ihadpursuedthemasamatterofduty,andIhadexpectednothingfromthem。Inthestateofmymindatthattime,itwasalmostarelieftometoknowthatthestrugglewasnownarrowedtoatrialofstrengthbetweenmyselfandSirPercivalGlyde。Thevindictivemotivehadmingleditselfallalongwithmyotherandbettermotives,andIconfessitwasasatisfactiontometofeelthatthesurestway,theonlywayleft,ofservingLaura’scause,wastofastenmyholdfirmlyonthevillainwhohadmarriedher。

WhileIacknowledgethatIwasnotstrongenoughtokeepmymotivesabovethereachofthisinstinctofrevenge,Icanhonestlysaysomethinginmyownfavourontheotherside。NobasespeculationonthefuturerelationsofLauraandmyself,andontheprivateandpersonalconcessionswhichImightforcefromSirPercivalifIoncehadhimatmymercy,everenteredmymind。Ineversaidtomyself,`IfIdosucceed,itshallbeoneresultofmysuccessthatIputitoutofherhusband’spowertotakeherfrommeagain。’Icouldnotlookatherandthinkofthefuturewithsuchthoughtsasthose。Thesadsightofthechangeinherfromherformerself,madetheoneinterestofmyloveaninterestoftendernessandcompassionwhichherfatherorherbrothermighthavefelt,andwhichIfelt,Godknows,inmyinmostheart。Allmyhopeslookednofartheronnowthantothedayofherrecovery。There,tillshewasstrongagainandhappyagain——there,tillshecouldlookatmeasshehadoncelooked,andspeaktomeasshehadoncespoken——thefutureofmyhappiestthoughtsandmydearestwishesended。

Thesewordsarewrittenundernopromptingofidleself-contemplation。Passagesinthisnarrativearesoontocomewhichwillsetthemindsofothersinjudgmentonmyconduct。Itisrightthatthebestandtheworstofmeshouldbefairlybalancedbeforethattime。

OnthemorningaftermyreturnfromHampshireItookMarianupstairsintomyworking-room,andtherelaidbeforehertheplanthatIhadmaturedthusfar,formasteringtheoneassailablepointinthelifeofSirPercivalGlyde。

ThewaytotheSecretlaythroughthemystery,hithertoimpenetrabletoallofus,ofthewomaninwhite。TheapproachtothatinitsturnmightbegainedbyobtainingtheassistanceofAnneCatherick’smother,andtheonlyascertainablemeansofprevailingonMrsCathericktoactortospeakinthematterdependedonthechanceofmydiscoveringlocalparticularsandfamilyparticularsfirstofallfromMrsClements。Afterthinkingthesubjectovercarefully,IfeltcertainthatIcouldonlybeginthenewinquiriesbyplacingmyselfincommunicationwiththefaithfulfriendandprotectressofAnneCatherick。

ThefirstdifficultythenwastofindMrsClements。

IwasindebtedtoMarian’squickperceptionformeetingthisnecessityatoncebythebestandsimplestmeans。SheproposedtowritetothefarmnearLimmeridge(Todd’sCorner),toinquirewhetherMrsClementshadcommunicatedwithMrsToddduringthepastfewmonths。HowMrsClementshadbeenseparatedfromAnneitwasimpossibleforustosay,butthatseparationonceeffected,itwouldcertainlyoccurtoMrsClementstoinquireafterthemissingwomanintheneighbourhoodofallotherstowhichshewasknowntobemostattached——theneighbourhoodofLimmeridge。IsawdirectlythatMarian’sproposalofferedusaprospectofsuccess,andshewrotetoMrsToddaccordinglybythatday’spost。

Whilewewerewaitingforthereply,ImademyselfmasterofalltheinformationMariancouldaffordonthesubjectofSirpercival’sfamily,andofhisearlylife。Shecouldonlyspeakonthesetopicsfromheresay,butshewasreasonablycertainofthetruthofwhatlittleshehadtotell。

SirPercivalwasanonlychild。Hisfather,SirfelixGlyde,hadsufferedfromhisbirthunderapainfulandincurabledeformity,andhadshunnedallsocietyfromhisearliestyears。Hissolehappinesswasintheenjoymentofmusic,andhehadmarriedaladywithtastessimilartohisown,whowassaidtobeamostaccomplishedmusician。HeinheritedtheBlackwaterpropertywhilestillayoungman。Neitherhenorhiswife,aftertakingpossession,madeadvancesofanysorttowardsthesocietyoftheneighbourhood,andnooneendeavouredtotemptthemintoabandoningtheirreserve,withtheonedisastrousexceptionoftherectoroftheparish。

Therectorwastheworstofallinnocentmischief-makers——anover-zealousman。HehadheardthatSirFelixhadleftCollegewiththecharacterofbeinglittlebetterthanarevolutionistinpoliticsandaninfidelinreligion,andhearrivedconscientiouslyattheconclusionthatitwashisboundendutytosummonthelordofthemanortohearsoundviewsenunciatedintheparishchurch。SirFelixfiercelyresentedtheclergyman’swell-meantbutill-directedinterference,insultinghimsogrosslyandsopublicly,thatthefamiliesintheneighbourhoodsentlettersofindignantremonstrancetothePark,andeventhetenantsoftheBlackwaterpropertyexpressedtheiropinionasstronglyastheydared。Thebaronet,whohadnocountrytastesofanykind,andnoattachmenttotheestateortoanyonelivingonit,declaredthatsocietyatBlackwatershouldneverhaveasecondchanceofannoyinghim,andlefttheplacefromthatmoment。

AfterashortresidenceinLondonheandhiswifedepartedfortheContinent,andneverreturnedtoEnglandagain。TheylivedpartofthetimeinFranceandpartinGermany——alwayskeepingthemselvesinthestrictretirementwhichthemorbidsenseofhisownpersonaldeformityhadmadeanecessitytoSirFelix。Theirson,Percival,hadbeenbornabroad,andhadbeeneducatedtherebyprivatetutors。Hismotherwasthefirstofhisparentswhomhelost。Hisfatherhaddiedafewyearsafterher,eitherin1825or1826。SirPercivalhadbeeninEngland,asayoungman,onceortwicebeforethatperiod,buthisacquaintancewiththelateMrFairliedidnotbegintillafterthetimeofhisfather’sdeath。Theysoonbecameveryintimate,althoughSirPercivalwasseldom,ornever,atLimmeridgeHouseinthosedays。MrFrederickFairliemighthavemethimonceortwiceinMrPhilipFairlie’scompany,buthecouldhaveknownlittleofhimatthatoratanyothertime。SirPercival’sonlyintimatefriendintheFairliefamilyhadbeenLaura’sfather。

ThesewerealltheparticularsthatIcouldgainfromMarian。Theysuggestednothingwhichwasusefultomypresentpurpose,butInotedthemdowncarefully,intheeventoftheirprovingtobeofimportanceatanyfutureperiod。

MrsTodd’sreply(addressed,byourownwish,toapost-officeatsomedistancefromus)hadarrivedatitsdestinationwhenIwenttoapplyforit。Thechances,whichhadbeenallagainstushitherto,turnedfromthismomentinourfavour。MrsTodd’slettercontainedthefirstitemofinformationofwhichwewereinsearch。

MrsClements,itappeared,had(aswehadconjectured)writtentoTodd’sCorner,askingpardoninthefirstplacefortheabruptmannerinwhichsheandAnnehadlefttheirfriendsatthefarm-house(onthemorningafterIhadmetthewomaninwhiteinLimmeridgechurchyard),andtheninformingMrsToddofAnne’sdisappearance,andentreatingthatshewouldcauseinquiriestobemadeintheneighbourhood,onthechancethatthelostwomanmighthavestrayedbacktoLimmeridge。Inmakingthisrequest,MrsClementshadbeencarefultoaddtoittheaddressatwhichshemightalwaysbeheardof,andthataddressMrsToddnowtransmittedtoMarian。ItwasinLondon,andwithinhalfanhour’swalkofourownlodging。

Inthewordsoftheproverb,Iwasresolvednottoletthegrassgrowundermyfeet。ThenextmorningIsetforthtoseekaninterviewwithMrsClements。Thiswasmyfirststepforwardintheinvestigation。ThestoryofthedesperateattempttowhichInowstoodcommittedbeginshere。

TheaddresscommunicatedbyMrsToddtookmetoalodging-housesituatedinarespectablestreetneartheGray’sInnRoad。

WhenIknockedthedoorwasopenedbyMrsClementsherself。Shedidnotappeartorememberme,andaskedwhatmybusinesswas。IrecalledtoherourmeetinginLimmeridgechurchyardatthecloseofmyinterviewtherewiththewomaninwhite,takingspecialcaretoremindherthatIwasthepersonwhoassistedAnneCatherick(asAnnehadherselfdeclared)toescapethepursuitfromtheAsylum。ThiswasmyonlyclaimtotheconfidenceofMrsClements。SherememberedthecircumstancethemomentIspokeofit,andaskedmeintotheparlour,inthegreatestanxietytoknowifIhadbroughtheranynewsofAnne。

Itwasimpossibleformetotellherthewholetruthwithout,atthesametime,enteringintoparticularsonthesubjectoftheconspiracywhichitwouldhavebeendangeroustoconfidetoastranger。Icouldonlyabstainmostcarefullyfromraisinganyfalsehopes,andthenexplainthattheobjectofmyvisitwastodiscoverthepersonswhowerereallyresponsibleforAnne’sdisappearance。Ievenadded,soastoexoneratemyselffromanyafter-reproachofmyownconscience,thatIentertainednottheleasthopeofbeingabletotraceher——thatIbelievedweshouldneverseeheraliveagain——andthatmymaininterestintheaffairwastobringtopunishmenttwomenwhomIsuspectedtobeconcernedinluringheraway,andatwhosehandsIandsomedearfriendsofminehadsufferedagrievouswrong。WiththisexplanationIleftittoMrsClementstosaywhetherourinterestinthematter(whateverdifferencetheremightbeinthemotiveswhichactuatedus)wasnotthesame,andwhethershefeltanyreluctancetoforwardmyobjectsbygivingmesuchinformationonthesubjectofmyinquiriesasshehappenedtopossess。

ThePoorwomanwasatfirsttoomuchconfusedandagitatedtounderstandthoroughlywhatIsaidtoher。ShecouldonlyreplythatIwaswelcometoanythingshecouldtellmeinreturnforthekindnessIhadshowntoAnne;butasshewasnotveryquickandready,atthebestoftimes,intalkingtostrangers,shewouldbegmetoputherintherightway,andtosaywhereIwishedhertobegin。

Knowingbyexperiencethattheplainestnarrativeattainablefrompersonswhoarenotaccustomedtoarrangetheirideas,isthenarrativewhichgoesfarenoughbackatthebeginningtoavoidallimpedimentsofretrospectioninitscourse,IaskedMrsClementstotellmefirstwhathadhappenedaftershehadleftLimmeridge,andso,bywatchfulquestioning,carriedheronfrompointtopoint,tillwereachedtheperiodofAnne’sdisappearance。

ThesubstanceoftheinformationwhichIthusobtainedwasasfollows:——

OnleavingthefarmatTodd’sCorner,MrsClementsandAnnehadtravelledthatdayasfarasDerby,andhadremainedthereaweekonAnne’saccount。TheyhadthengoneontoLondon,andhadlivedinthelodgingoccupiedbyMrsClementsatthattimeforamonthormore,whencircumstancesconnectedwiththehouseandthelandlordhadobligedthemtochangetheirquarters。Anne’sterrorofbeingdiscoveredinLondonoritsneighbourhood,whenevertheyventuredtowalkout,hadgraduallycommunicateditselftoMrsClements,andshehaddeterminedonremovingtooneofthemostout-of-the-wayplacesinEngland——tothetownofGrimsbyinLincolnshire,whereherdeceasedhusbandhadpassedallhisearlylife。Hisrelativeswererespectablepeoplesettledinthetown——theyhadalwaystreatedMrsClementswithgreatkindness,andshethoughtitimpossibletodobetterthangothereandtaketheadviceofherhusband’sfriends。AnnewouldnothearofreturningtohermotheratWelmingham,becauseshehadbeenremovedtotheAsylumfromthatplace,andbecauseSirPercivalwouldbecertaintogobackthereandfindheragain。Therewasseriousweightinthisobjection,andMrsClementsfeltthatitwasnottobeeasilyremoved。

AtGrimsbythefirstserioussymptomsofillnesshadshownthemselvesinAnne。TheyappearedsoonafterthenewsofLadyGlyde’smarriagehadbeenmadepublicinthenewspapers,andhadreachedherthroughthatmedium。

Themedicalmanwhowassentfortoattendthesickwomandiscoveredatoncethatshewassufferingfromaseriousaffectionoftheheart。Theillnesslastedlong,leftherveryweak,andreturnedatintervals,thoughwithmitigatedseverity,againandagain。TheyremainedatGrimsby,inconsequence,duringthefirsthalfofthenewyear,andtheretheymightprobablyhavestayedmuchlonger,butforthesuddenresolutionwhichAnnetookatthistimetoventurebacktoHampshire,forthepurposeofobtainingaprivateinterviewwithLadyGlyde。

MrsClementsdidallinherpowertoopposetheexecutionofthishazardousandunaccountableproject。NoexplanationofhermotiveswasofferedbyAnne,exceptthatshebelievedthedayofherdeathwasnotfaroff,andthatshehadsomethingonhermindwhichmustbecommunicatedtoLadyGlyde,atanyrisk,insecret。HerresolutiontoaccomplishthispurposewassofirmlysettledthatshedeclaredherintentionofgoingtoHampshirebyherselfifMrsClementsfeltanyunwillingnesstogowithher。Thedoctor,onbeingconsulted,wasofopinionthatseriousoppositiontoherwisheswould,inallprobability,produceanotherandperhapsafatalfitofillness,andMrsClements,underthisadvice,yieldedtonecessity,andoncemore,withsadforebodingsoftroubleanddangertocome,allowedAnneCathericktohaveherownway。

OnthejourneyfromLondontoHampshireMrsClementsdiscoveredthatoneoftheirfellow-passengerswaswellacquaintedwiththeneighbourhoodofBlackwater,andcouldgiveheralltheinformationsheneededonthesubjectoflocalities。Inthiswayshefoundoutthattheonlyplacetheycouldgoto,whichwasnotdangerouslyneartoSirPercival’sresidence,wasalargevillagecalledSandon。ThedistanceherefromBlackwaterParkwasbetweenthreeandfourmiles——andthatdistance,andbackagain,Annehadwalkedoneachoccasionwhenshehadappearedintheneighbourhoodofthelake。

ForthefewdaysduringwhichtheywereatSandonwithoutbeingdiscoveredtheyhadlivedalittleawayfromthevillage,inthecottageofadecentwidow-womanwhohadabedroomtolet,andwhosediscreetsilenceMrsClementshaddoneherbesttosecure,forthefirstweekatleast。ShehadalsotriedhardtoinduceAnnetobecontentwithwritingtoLadyGlyde,inthefirstinstance;butthefailureofthewarningcontainedintheanonymouslettersenttoLimmeridgehadmadeAnneresolutetospeakthistime,andobstinateinthedeterminationtogoonhererrandalone。

MrsClements,nevertheless,followedherprivatelyoneachoccasionwhenshewenttothelake,without,however,venturingnearenoughtotheboat-housetobewitnessofwhattookplacethere。WhenAnnereturnedforthelasttimefromthedangerousneighbourhood,thefatigueofwalking,dayafterday,distanceswhichwerefartoogreatforherstrength,addedtotheexhaustingeffectoftheagitationfromwhichshehadsuffered,producedtheresultwhichMrsClementshaddreadedallalong。TheoldpainovertheheartandtheothersymptomsoftheillnessatGrimsbyreturned,andAnnewasconfinedtoherbedinthecottage。

Inthisemergencythefirstnecessity,asMrsClementsknewbyexperience,wastoendeavourtoquietAnne’sanxietyofmind,andforthispurposethegoodwomanwentherselfthenextdaytothelake,totryifshecouldfindLadyGlyde(whowouldbesure,asAnnesaid,totakeherdailywalktotheboat-house),andprevailonhertocomebackprivatelytothecottagenearSandon。OnreachingtheoutskirtsoftheplantationMrsClementsencountered,notLadyGlyde,butatall,stout,elderlygentleman,withabookinhishand——inotherwords,CountFosco。

TheCount,afterlookingatherveryattentivelyforamoment,askedifsheexpectedtoseeanyoneinthatplace,andadded,beforeshecouldreply,thathewaswaitingtherewithamessagefromLadyGlyde,butthathewasnotquitecertainwhetherthepersonthenbeforehimansweredthedescriptionofthepersonwithwhomhewasdesiredtocommunicate。

UponthisMrsClementsatonceconfidedhererrandtohim,andentreatedthathewouldhelptoallayAnne’sanxietybytrustinghismessagetoher。TheCountmostreadilyandkindlycompliedwithherrequest。Themessage,hesaid,wasaveryimportantone。LadyGlydeentreatedAnneandhergoodfriendtoreturnimmediatelytoLondon,asshefeltcertainthatSirPercivalwoulddiscoverthemiftheyremainedanylongerintheneighbourhoodofBlackwater。ShewasherselfgoingtoLondoninashorttime,andifMrsClementsandAnnewouldgotherefirst,andwouldletherknowwhattheiraddresswas,theyshouldhearfromherandseeherinafortnightorless。TheCountaddedthathehadalreadyattemptedtogiveafriendlywarningtoAnneherself,butthatshehadbeentoomuchstartledbyseeingthathewasastrangertolethimapproachandspeaktoher。

TothisMrsClementsreplied,inthegreatestalarmanddistress,thatsheaskednothingbetterthantotakeAnnesafelytoLondon,butthattherewasnopresenthopeofremovingherfromthedangerousneighbourhood,asshelayillinherbedatthatmoment。TheCountinquiredifMrsClementshadsentformedicaladvice,andhearingthatshehadhithertohesitatedtodoso,fromthefearofmakingtheirpositionpubliclyknowninthevillage,informedherthathewashimselfamedicalman,andthathewouldgobackwithherifshepleased,andseewhatcouldbedoneforAnne。MrsClements(feelinganaturalconfidenceintheCount,asapersontrustedwithasecretmessagefromLadyGlyde)gratefullyacceptedtheoffer,andtheywentbacktogethertothecottage。

Annewasasleepwhentheygotthere。TheCountstartedatthesightofher(evidentlyfromastonishmentatherresemblancetoLadyGlyde)。PoorMrsClementssupposedthathewasonlyshockedtoseehowillshewas。Hewouldnotallowhertobeawakened——hewascontentedwithputtingquestionstoMrsClementsabouthersymptoms,withlookingather,andwithlightlytouchingherpulse。Sandonwasalargeenoughplacetohaveagrocer’sanddruggist’sshopinit,andthithertheCountwenttowritehisprescriptionandtogetthemedicinemadeup。Hebroughtitbackhimself,andtoldMrsClementsthatthemedicinewasapowerfulstimulant,andthatitwouldcertainlygiveAnnestrengthtogetupandbearthefatigueofajourneytoLondonofonlyafewhours。Theremedywastobeadministeredatstatedtimesonthatdayandonthedayafter。Onthethirddayshewouldbewellenoughtotravel,andhearrangedtomeetMrsClementsattheBlackwaterstation,andtoseethemoffbythemid-daytrain。IftheydidnotappearhewouldassumethatAnnewasworse,andwouldproceedatoncetothecottage。

Aseventsturnedout,nosuchemergencyasthisoccurred。

ThismedicinehadanextraordinaryeffectonAnne,andthegoodresultsofitwerehelpedbytheassuranceMrsClementscouldnowgiveherthatshewouldsoonseeLadyGlydeinLondon。Attheappointeddayandtime(whentheyhadnotbeenquitesolongasaweekinHampshirealtogether),theyarrivedatthestation。TheCountwaswaitingthereforthem,andwastalkingtoanelderlylady,whoappearedtobegoingtotravelbythetraintoLondonalso。Hemostkindlyassistedthem,andputthemintothecarriagehimself,beggingMrsClementsnottoforgettosendheraddresstoLadyGlyde。Theelderlyladydidnottravelinthesamecompartment,andtheydidnotnoticewhatbecameofheronreachingtheLondonterminus。MrsClementssecuredrespectablelodgingsinaquietneighbourhood,andthenwrote,asshehadengagedtodo,toinformLadyGlydeoftheaddress。

Alittlemorethanafortnightpassed,andnoanswercame。

Attheendofthattimealady(thesameelderlyladywhomtheyhadseenatthestation)calledinacab,andsaidthatshecamefromLadyGlyde,whowasthenatanhotelinLondon,andwhowishedtoseeMrsClements,forthepurposeofarrangingafutureinterviewwithAnne。MrsClementsexpressedherwillingness(Annebeingpresentatthetime,andentreatinghertodoso)toforwardtheobjectinview,especiallyasshewasnotrequiredtobeawayfromthehouseformorethanhalfanhouratthemost。Sheandtheelderlylady(clearlyMadameFosco)thenleftinthecab。Theladystoppedthecab,afterithaddrivensomedistance,atashopbeforetheygottothehotel,andbeggedMrsClementstowaitforherforafewminuteswhileshemadeapurchasethathadbeenforgotten。Sheneverappearedagain。

AfterwaitingsometimeMrsClementsbecamealarmed,andorderedthecabmantodrivebacktoherlodgings。Whenshegotthere,afteranabsenceofrathermorethanhalfanhour,Annewasgone。

Theonlyinformationtobeobtainedfromthepeopleofthehousewasderivedfromtheservantwhowaitedonthelodgers。Shehadopenedthedoortoaboyfromthestreet,whohadleftaletterfor`theyoungwomanwholivedonthesecondfloor’(thepartofthehousewhichMrsClementsoccupied)。Theservanthaddeliveredtheletter,hadthengonedownstairs,andfiveminutesafterwardshadobservedAnneopenthefrontdoorandgooutdressedinherbonnetandshawl。Shehadprobablytakentheletterwithher,foritwasnottobefound,anditwasthereforeimpossibletotellwhatinducementhadbeenofferedtomakeherleavethehouse。Itmusthavebeenastrongone,forshewouldneverstiroutaloneinLondonofherownaccord。IfMrsClementshadnotknownthisbyexperiencenothingwouldhaveinducedhertogoawayinthecab,evenforsoshortatimeashalfanhouronly。

Assoonasshecouldcollectherthoughts,thefirstideathatnaturallyoccurredtoMrsClementswastogoandmakeinquiriesattheAsylum,towhichshedreadedthatAnnehadbeentakenback。

Shewenttherethenextday,havingbeeninformedofthelocalityinwhichthehousewassituatedbyAnneherself。Theanswershereceived(herapplicationhavinginallprobabilitybeenmadeadayortwobeforethefalseAnneCatherickhadreallybeenconsignedtosafekeepingintheAsylum)was,thatnosuchpersonhadbeenbroughtbackthere。ShehadthenwrittentoMrsCatherickatWelminghamtoknowifshehadseenorheardanythingofherdaughter,andhadreceivedananswerinthenegative。Afterthatreplyhadreachedher,shewasattheendofherresources,andperfectlyignorantwhereelsetoinquireorwhatelsetodo。FromthattimetothisshehadremainedintotalignoranceofthecauseofAnne’sdisappearanceandoftheendofAnne’sstory。

ThusfartheinformationwhichIhadreceivedfromMrsClements——thoughitestablishedfactsofwhichIhadnotpreviouslybeenaware——wasofapreliminarycharacteronly。

ItwasclearthattheseriesofdeceptionswhichhadremovedAnneCathericktoLondon,andseparatedherfromMrsClements,hadbeenaccomplishedsolelybyCountFoscoandtheCountess,andthequestionwhetheranypartoftheconductofhusbandorwifehadbeenofakindtoplaceeitherofthemwithinreachofthelawmightbewellworthyoffutureconsideration。ButthepurposeIhadnowinviewledmeinanotherdirectionthanthis。TheimmediateobjectofmyvisittoMrsClementswastomakesomeapproachatleasttothediscoveryofSirPercival’ssecret,andshehadsaidnothingasyetwhichadvancedmeonmywaytothatimportantend。Ifeltthenecessityoftryingtoawakenherrecollectionsofothertimes,persons,andeventsthanthoseonwhichhermemoryhadhithertobeenemployed,andwhenInextspokeIspokewiththatobjectindirectlyinview。

`IwishIcouldbeofanyhelptoyouinthissadcalamity,’Isaid。`AllIcandoistofeelheartilyforyourdistress。IfAnnehadbeenyourownchild,MrsClements,youcouldhaveshownhernotruerkindness——youcouldhavemadenoreadiersacrificesforhersake。’

`There’snogreatmeritinthat,sir,’saidMrsClementssimply。`Thepoorthingwasasgoodasmyownchildtome。Inursedherfromababy,sir,bringingherupbyhand——andahardjobitwastorearher。Itwouldn’tgotomyheartsotoloseherifIhadn’tmadeherfirstshortclothesandtaughthertowalk。Ialwayssaidshewassenttoconsolemeforneverhavingchickorchildofmyown。Andnowshe’slosttheoldtimeskeepcomingbacktomymind,andevenatmyageIcan’thelpcryingabouther——Ican’tindeed,sir!’

IwaitedalittletogiveMrsClementstimetocomposeherself。WasthelightthatIhadbeenlookingforsolongglimmeringonme——faroff,asyet——inthegoodwoman’srecollectionsofAnne’searlylife?

`DidyouknowMrsCatherickbeforeAnnewasborn?’Iasked。

`Notverylong,sir——notabovefourmonths。Wesawagreatdealofeachotherinthattime,butwewereneververyfriendlytogether。’

Hervoicewassteadierasshemadethatreply。Painfulasmanyofherrecollectionsmightbe,Iobservedthatitwasunconsciouslyarelieftohermindtoreverttothedimly-seentroublesofthepast,afterdwellingsolongonthevividsorrowsofthepresent。

`WereyouandMrsCatherickneighbours?’Iinquired,leadinghermemoryonasencouraginglyasIcould。

`Yes,sir——neighboursatOldWelmingham。’

`OldWelmingham?Therearetwoplacesofthatname,then,inHampshire?’

`Well,sir,thereusedtobeinthosedays——betterthanthree-and-twentyyearsago。Theybuiltanewtownabouttwomilesoff,convenienttotheriver——andOldWelmingham,whichwasnevermuchmorethanavillage,gotintimetobedeserted。ThenewtownistheplacetheycallWelminghamnow——buttheoldparishchurchistheparishchurchstill。Itstandsbyitself,withthehousespulleddownorgonetoruinallroundit。I’velivedtoseesadchanges。Itwasapleasant,prettyplaceinmytime。’

`Didyoulivetherebeforeyourmarriage,MrsClements?’

`No,sir——I’maNorfolkwoman。Itwasn’ttheplacemyhusbandbelongedtoeither。HewasfromGrimsby,asItoldyou,andheservedhisapprenticeshipthere。Buthavingfriendsdownsouth,andhearingofanopening,hegotintobusinessatSouthampton。Itwasinasmallway,buthemadeenoughforaplainmantoretireon,andsettledatOldWelmingham。Iwenttherewithhimwhenhemarriedme。Wewereneitherofusyoung,butwelivedveryhappytogether——happierthanourneighbour,MrCatherick,livedalongwithhiswifewhentheycametoOldWelminghamayearortwoafterwards。’

`Wasyourhusbandacquaintedwiththembeforethat?’

`WithCatherick,sir——notwithhiswife。Shewasastrangertobothofus。SomegentlemenhadmadeinterestforCatherick,andhegotthesituationofclerkatWelminghamchurch,whichwasthereasonofhiscomingtosettleinourneighbourhood。Hebroughthisnewly-marriedwifealongwithhim,andweheardincourseoftimeshehadbeenlady’s-maidinafamilythatlivedatVarneckHall,nearSouthampton。Catherickhadfounditahardmattertogethertomarryhim,inconsequenceofherholdingherselfuncommonlyhigh。Hehadaskedandasked,andgiventhethingupatlast,seeingshewassocontraryaboutit。Whenhehadgivenitupsheturnedcontraryjusttheotherway,andcametohimofherownaccord,withoutrhymeorreasonseemingly。Mypoorhusbandalwayssaidthatwasthetimetohavegivenheralesson。ButCatherickwastoofondofhertodoanythingofthesort——henevercheckedhereitherbeforetheyweremarriedorafter。Hewasaquickmaninhisfeelings,lettingthemcarryhimadealtoofar,nowinonewayandnowinanother,andhewouldhavespoiltabetterwifethanMrsCatherickifabetterhadmarriedhim。Idon’tliketospeakillofanyone,sir,butshewasaheartlesswoman,withaterriblewillofherown——fondoffoolishadmirationandfineclothes,andnotcaringtoshowsomuchasdecentoutwardrespecttoCatherick,kindlyashealwaystreatedher。Myhusbandsaidhethoughtthingswouldturnoutbadlywhentheyfirstcametolivenearus,andhiswordsprovedtrue。Beforetheyhadbeenquitefourmonthsinourneighbourhoodtherewasadreadfulscandalandamiserablebreak-upintheirhousehold。Bothofthemwereinfault——Iamafraidbothofthemwereequallyinfault。’

`Youmeanbothhusbandandwife?’

`Oh,no,sir!Idon’tmeanCatherick——hewasonlytobepitied。Imeanthiswifeandtheperson——’

`Andthepersonwhocausedthescandal?’

`Yes,sir。Agentlemanbornandbroughtup,whooughttohavesetabetterexample。Youknowhim,sir——andmypoordearAnneknewhimonlytoowell。’

`SirPercivalGlyde?’

`Yes,SirPercivalGlyde。’

Myheartbeatfast——IthoughtIhadmyhandontheclue。HowlittleIknewthenofthewindingsofthelabyrinthswhichwerestilltomisleadme!

`DidSirPercivalliveinyourneighbourhoodatthattime?’Iasked。

`No,sir。Hecameamongusasastranger。Hisfatherhaddiednotlongbeforeinforeignparts。Irememberhewasinmourning。Heputupatthelittleinnontheriver(theyhavepulleditdownsincethattime),wheregentlemenusedtogotofish。Hewasn’tmuchnoticedwhenhefirstcame——itwasacommonthingenoughforgentlementotravelfromallpartsofEnglandtofishinourriver。’

`DidhemakehisappearanceinthevillagebeforeAnnewasborn?’

`Yes,sir。AnnewasbornintheJunemonthofeighteenhundredandtwenty-seven——andIthinkhecameattheendofAprilorthebeginningofMay。’

`Cameasastrangertoallofyou?AstrangertoMrsCatherickaswellastotherestoftheneighbours?’

`Sowethoughtatfirst,sir。Butwhenthescandalbrokeout,nobodybelievedtheywerestrangers。Irememberhowithappenedaswellasifitwasyesterday。Catherickcameintoourgardenonenight,andwokeusbythrowingupahandfulofgravelfromthewalkatourwindow。Iheardhimbegmyhusband,fortheLord’ssake,tocomedownandspeaktohim。Theywerealongtimetogethertalkingintheporch。Whenmyhusbandcamebackupstairshewasallofatremble。Hesatdownonthesideofthebedandhesaystome,``Lizzie!Ialwaystoldyouthatwomanwasabadone——Ialwayssaidshewouldendill,andI’mafraidinmyownmindthattheendhascomealready。Catherickhasfoundalotoflacehandkerchiefs,andtwofinerings,andanewgoldwatchandchain,hidawayinhiswife’sdrawer——thingsthatnobodybutabornladyoughtevertohave——andhiswifewon’tsayhowshecamebythem。’’``Doeshethinkshestolethem?’’saysI。``No,’’sayshe,``stealingwouldbebadenough。Butit’sworsethanthat,she’shadnochanceofstealingsuchthingsasthose,andshe’snotawomantotakethemifshehad。They’regifts,Lizzie——there’sherowninitialsengravedinsidethewatch——andCatherickhasseenhertalkingprivately,andcarryingonasnomarriedwomanshould,withthatgentlemaninmourning,SirPercivalGlyde。Don’tyousayanythingaboutit——I’vequietedCatherickfortonight。I’vetoldhimtokeephistonguetohimself,andhiseyesandhisearsopen,andtowaitadayortwo,tillhecanbequitecertain。’’``Ibelieveyouarebothofyouwrong,’’saysI。``It’snotinnature,comfortableandrespectableassheishere,thatMrsCatherickshouldtakeupwithachancestrangerlikeSirPercivalGlyde。’’``Ay,butisheastrangertoher?’’saysmyhusband。``YouforgethowCatherick’swifecametomarryhim。Shewenttohimofherownaccord,aftersayingNooverandoveragainwhenheaskedher。Therehavebeenwickedwomenbeforehertime,Lizzie,whohaveusedhonestmenwholovedthemasameansofsavingtheircharacters,andI’msorelyafraidthisMrsCatherickisaswickedastheworstofthem。Weshallsee,’’saysmyhusband,``weshallsoonsee。’’Andonlytwodaysafterwardswedidsee。’

MrsClementswaitedforamomentbeforeshewenton。Eveninthatmoment,IbegantodoubtwhetherthecluethatIthoughtIhadfoundwasreallyleadingmetothecentralmysteryofthelabyrinthafterall。Wasthiscommon,toocommon,storyofaman’streacheryandawoman’sfrailtythekeytoasecretwhichhadbeenthelife-longterrorofSirPercivalGlyde?

`Well,sir,Cathericktookmyhusband’sadviceandwaited,’MrsClementscontinued。`AndasItoldyou,hehadn’tlongtowait。OntheseconddayhefoundhiswifeandSirPercivalwhisperingtogetherquitefamiliar,closeunderthevestryofthechurch。Isupposetheythoughttheneighbourhoodofthevestrywasthelastplaceintheworldwhereanybodywouldthinkoflookingafterthem,but,howeverthatmaybe,theretheywere。SirPercival,beingseeminglysurprisedandconfounded,defendedhimselfinsuchaguiltywaythatPoorCatherick(whosequicktemperIhavetoldyouofalready)fellintoakindoffrenzyathisowndisgrace,andstruckSirPercival。Hewasnomatch(andIamsorrytosayit)forthemanwhohadwrongedhim,andhewasbeateninthecruellestmanner,beforetheneighbours,whohadcometotheplaceonhearingthedisturbance,couldrunintopartthem。Allthishappenedtowardsevening,andbeforenightfall,whenmyhusbandwenttoCatherick’shouse,hewasgone,nobodyknewwhere。Nolivingsoulinthevillageeversawhimagain。Heknewtoowell,bythattime,whathiswife’svilereasonhadbeenformarryinghim,andhefelthismiseryanddisgrace,especiallyafterwhathadhappenedtohimwithSirPercival,tookeenly。Theclergymanoftheparishputanadvertisementinthepaperbegginghimtocomeback,andsayingthatheshouldnotlosehissituationorhisfriends。ButCatherickhadtoomuchprideandspirit,assomepeoplesaid——toomuchfeeling,asIthink,sir——tofacehisneighboursagain,andtrytolivedownthememoryofhisdisgrace。MyhusbandheardfromhimwhenhehadleftEngland,andheardasecondtime,whenhewassettledanddoingwellinAmerica。Heisalivetherenow,asfarasIknow,butnoneofusintheoldcountry——hiswickedwifeleastofall——areeverlikelytoseteyesonhimagain。’

`WhatbecameofSirPercival?’Iinquired。`Didhestayintheneighbourhood?’

`Nothe,sir。Theplacewastoohottoholdhim。HewasheardathighwordswithMrsCatherickthesamenightwhenthescandalbrokeout,andthenextmorninghetookhimselfoff。’

`AndMrsCatherick?SurelysheneverremainedinthevillageamongthePeoplewhoknewofherdisgrace?’

`Shedid,sir。Shewashardenoughandheartlessenoughtosettheopinionsofallherneighboursatflatdefiance。Shedeclaredtoeverybody,fromtheclergymandownwards,thatshewasthevictimofadreadfulmistake,andthatallthescandal-mongersintheplaceshouldnotdriveheroutofit,asifshewasaguiltywoman。AllthroughmytimeshelivedatOldWelmingham,andaftermytime,whenthenewtownwasbuilding,andtherespectableneighboursbeganmovingtoit,shemovedtoo,asifshewasdeterminedtoliveamongthemandscandalisethemtotheverylast。Theresheisnow,andthereshewillstop,indefianceofthebestofthem,toherdyingday。’

`Buthowhasshelivedthroughalltheseyears?’Iasked。`Washerhusbandableandwillingtohelpher?’

`Bothableandwilling,sir,’saidMrsClements。`Inthesecondletterhewrotetomygoodman,hesaidshehadbornehisname,andlivedinhishome,and,wickedasshewas,shemustnotstarvelikeabeggarinthestreet。HecouldaffordtomakeherplaceinLondon。’

`Didsheaccepttheallowance?’

`Notafarthingofit,sir。ShesaidshewouldneverbebeholdentoCatherickforbitordrop,ifshelivedtobeahundred。Andshehaskeptherwordeversince。Whenmypoordearhusbanddied,andleftalltome,Catherick’sletterwasputinmypossessionwiththeotherthings,andItoldhertoletmeknowifshewaseverinwant。``I’llletallEnglandknowI’minwant,’’shesaid,``beforeItellCatherick,oranyfriendofCatherick’s。Takethatforyouranswer,andgiveittohimforananswer,ifheeverwritesagain。’’’

`Doyousupposethatshehadmoneyofherown?’

`Verylittle,ifany,sir。Itwassaid,andsaidtruly,Iamafraid,thathermeansoflivingcameprivatelyfromSirPercivalGlyde。’

AfterthatlastreplyIwaitedalittle,toreconsiderwhatIhadheard。IfIunreservedlyacceptedthestorysofar,itwasnowplainthatnoapproach,directorindirect,totheSecrethadyetbeenrevealedtome,andthatthepursuitofmyobjecthadendedagaininleavingmefacetofacewiththemostpalpableandthemostdishearteningfailure。

Buttherewasonepointinthenarrativewhichmademedoubttheproprietyofacceptingitunreservedly,andwhichsuggestedtheideaofsomethinghiddenbelowthesurface。

Icouldnotaccounttomyselfforthecircumstanceoftheclerk’sguiltywifevoluntarilylivingoutallherafter-existenceonthesceneofherdisgrace。Thewoman’sownreportedstatementthatshehadtakenthisstrangecourseasapracticalassertionofherinnocencedidnotsatisfyme。Itseemed,tomymind,morenaturalandmoreprobabletoassumethatshewasnotsocompletelyafreeagentinthismatterasshehadherselfasserted。Inthatcase,whowasthelikeliestpersontopossessthepowerofcompellinghertoremainatWelmingham?Thepersonunquestionablyfromwhomshederivedthemeansofliving。Shehadrefusedassistancefromherhusband,shehadnoadequateresourcesofherown,shewasafriendless,degradedwoman——fromwhatsourceshouldshederivehelpbutfromthesourceatwhichreportpointed——SirPercivalGlyde?

Reasoningontheseassumptions,andalwaysbearinginmindtheonecertainfacttoguideme,thatMrsCatherickwasinpossessionoftheSecret,IeasilyunderstoodthatitwasSirPercival’sinteresttokeepheratWelmingham,becausehercharacterinthatplacewascertaintoisolateherfromallcommunicationwithfemaleneighbours,andtoallowhernoopportunitiesoftalkingincautiouslyinmomentsoffreeintercoursewithinquisitivebosomfriends。Butwhatwasthemysterytobeconcealed?NotSirPercival’sinfamousconnectionwithMrsCatherick’sdisgrace,fortheneighboursweretheverypeoplewhoknewofit——notthesuspicionthathewasAnne’sfather,forWelminghamwastheplaceinwhichthatsuspicionmustinevitablyexist。IfIacceptedtheguiltyappearancesdescribedtomeasunreservedlyasothershadacceptedthem,ifIdrewfromthemthesamesuperficialconclusionwhichMrCatherickandallhisneighbourshaddrawn,wherewasthesuggestion,inallthatIhadheard,ofadangeroussecretbetweenSirPercivalandMrsCatherick,whichhadbeenkepthiddenfromthattimetothis?

Andyet,inthosestolenmeetings,inthosefamiliarwhisperingsbetweentheclerk’swifeand`thegentlemaninmourning,’thecluetodiscoveryexistedbeyondadoubt。

Wasitpossiblethatappearancesinthiscasehadpointedonewaywhilethetruthlayallthewhileunsuspectedinanotherdirection?CouldMrsCatherick’sassertion,thatshewasthevictimofadreadfulmistake,byanypossibilitybetrue?Or,assumingittobefalse,couldtheconclusionwhichassociatedSirPercivalwithherguilthavebeenfoundedinsomeinconceivableerror?HadSirPercival,byanychance,courtedthesuspicionthatwaswrongforthesakeofdivertingfromhimselfsomeothersuspicionthatwasright?Here——ifIcouldfindit——herewastheapproachtotheSecret,hiddendeepunderthesurfaceoftheapparentlyunpromisingstorywhichIhadjustheard。

MynextquestionswerenowdirectedtotheoneobjectofascertainingwhetherMrCatherickhadorhadnotarrivedtrulyattheconvictionofhiswife’smisconduct。TheanswersIreceivedfromMrsClementsleftmeinnodoubtwhateveronthatpoint。MrsCatherickhad,ontheclearestevidence,compromisedherreputation,whileasinglewoman,withsomepersonunknown,andhadmarriedtosavehercharacter。Ithadbeenpositivelyascertained,bycalculationsoftimeandplaceintowhichIneednotenterparticularly,thatthedaughterwhoboreherhusband’snamewasnotherhusband’schild。

Thenextobjectofinquiry,whetheritwasequallycertainthatSirPercivalmusthavebeenthefatherofAnne,wasbesetbyfargreaterdifficulties。Iwasinnopositiontotrytheprobabilitiesononesideorontheotherinthisinstancebyanybettertestthanthetestofpersonalresemblance。

`IsupposeyouoftensawSirPercivalwhenhewasinyourvillage?’Isaid。

`Yes,sir,veryoften,’repliedMrsClements。

`DidyoueverobservethatAnnewaslikehim?’

`Shewasnotatalllikehim,sir。’

`Wasshelikehermother,then?’

`Notlikehermothereither,sir。MrsCatherickwasdark,andfullintheface。’

Notlikehermotherandnotlikeher(supposed)father。Iknewthatthetestbypersonalresemblancewasnottobeimplicitlytrusted,but,ontheotherhand,itwasnottobealtogetherrejectedonthataccount。WasitpossibletostrengthentheevidencebydiscoveringanyconclusivefactsinrelationtothelivesofMrsCatherickandSirPercivalbeforetheyeitherofthemappearedatOldWelmingham?WhenIaskedmynextquestionsIputthemwiththisview。

`WhenSirPercivalfirstarrivedinyourneighbourhood,’Isaid,`didyouhearwherehehadcomefromlast?’

`No,sir。SomesaidfromBlackwaterPark,andsomesaidfromScotland——butnobodyknew。’

`WasMrsCathericklivinginserviceatVarneckHallimmediatelybeforehermarriage?’

`Yes,sir。’

`Andhadshebeenlonginherplace?’

`Threeorfouryears,sir;Iamnotquitecertainwhich。’

`DidyoueverhearthenameofthegentlemantowhomVarneckHallbelongedatthattime?’

`Yes,sir。HisnamewasMajorDonthorne。’

`DidMrCatherick,ordidanyoneelseyouknew,everhearthatSirPercivalwasafriendofMajorDonthorne’s,oreverseeSirPercivalintheneighbourhoodofVarneckHall?’

`Catherickneverdid,sir,thatIcanremember——noranyoneelseeither,thatIknowof。’

InoteddownMajorDonthorne’snameandaddress,onthechancethathemightstillbealive,andthatitmightbeusefulatsomefuturetimetoapplytohim。Meanwhile,theimpressiononmymindwasnowdecidedlyadversetotheopinionthatSirPercivalwasAnne’sfather,anddecidedlyfavourabletotheconclusionthatthesecretofhisstoleninterviewswithMrsCatherickwasentirelyunconnectedwiththedisgracewhichthewomanhadinflictedonherhusband’sgoodname。IcouldthinkofnofurtherinquirieswhichImightmaketostrengthenthisimpression——IcouldonlyencourageMrsClementstospeaknextofAnne’searlydays,andwatchforanychance-suggestionwhichmightinthiswayofferitselftome。

`Ihavenotheardyet,’Isaid,`howthepoorchild,borninallthissinandmisery,cametobetrusted,MrsClements,toyourcare。’

`Therewasnobodyelse,sir,totakethelittlehelplesscreatureinhand,’repliedMrsClements。`Thewickedmotherseemedtohateit——asifthepoorbabywasinfault!——fromthedayitwasborn。Myheartwasheavyforthechild,andImadetheoffertobrineitupastenderlyasifitwasmyown。’

`DidAnneremainentirelyunderyourcarefromthattime?’

`Notquiteentirely,sir。MrsCatherickhadherwhimsandfanciesaboutitattimes,andusednowandthentolayclaimtothechild,asifshewantedtospitemeforbringingitup。Butthesefitsofhers,neverlastedforlong。PoorlittleAnnewasalwaysreturnedtome,andwasalwaysgladtogetback——thoughsheledbutagloomylifeinmyhouse,havingnoplay-mates,likeotherchildren,tobrightenherup。OurlongestseparationwaswhenhermothertookhertoLimmeridge。rustatthattimeIlostmyhusband,andIfeltitwasaswell,inthatmiserableaffliction,thatAnneshouldnotbeinthehouse。Shewasbetweentenandelevenyearsoldthen,slowatherlessons,poorsoul,andnotsocheerfulasotherchildren——butasprettyalittlegirltolookatasyouwouldwishtosee。Iwaitedathometillhermotherbroughtherback,andthenImadetheoffertotakeherwithmetoLondon——thetruthbeing,sir,thatIcouldnotfinditinmyhearttostopatOldWelminghamaftermyhusband’sdeath,theplacewassochangedandsodismaltome。’

`AnddidMrsCatherickconsenttoyourproposal?’

`No,sir。Shecamebackfromthenorthharderandbittererthanever。FolksdidsaythatshehadbeenobligedtoaskSirPercival’sleavetogo,tobeginwith;andthatsheonlywenttonurseherdyingsisteratLimmeridgebecausethepoorwomanwasreportedtohavesavedmoney——thetruthbeingthatshehardlyleftenoughtoburyher。ThesethingsmayhavesouredMrsCathericklikelyenough,buthoweverthatmaybe,shewouldn’thearofmytakingthechildaway。Sheseemedtolikedistressingusbothbypartingus。AllIcoulddowastogiveAnnemydirection,andtotellherprivately,ifshewaseverintrouble,tocometome。Butyearspassedbeforeshewasfreetocome。Ineversawheragain,poorsoul,tillthenightsheescapedfromthemad-house。’

`Youknow,MrsClements,whySirPercivalGlydeshutherup?’

`IonlyknowwhatAnneherselftoldme,sir。Thepoorthingusedtorambleandwanderaboutitsadly。ShesaidhermotherhadGotsomesecretofSirPercival’stokeep,andhadletitouttoherlongafterIleftHampshire——andwhenSirPercivalfoundsheknewit,heshutherup。ButshenevercouldsaywhatitwaswhenIaskedher。Allshecouldtellmewas,thathermothermightbetheruinanddestructionofSirPercivalifshechose。MrsCatherickmayhaveletoutjustasmuchasthat,andnomore。I’mnexttocertainIshouldhaveheardthewholetruthfromAnne,ifshehadreallyknownitasshepretendedtodo,andassheverylikelyfanciedshedid,poorsoul。’

Thisideahadmorethanonceoccurredtomyownmind。IhadalreadytoldMarianthatIdoubtedwhetherLaurawasreallyonthepointofmakinganyimportantdiscoverywhensheandAnneCatherickweredisturbedbyCountFoscoattheboat-house。ItwasperfectlyincharacterwithAnne’smentalafflictionthatsheshouldassumeanabsoluteknowledgeofthesecretonnobettergroundsthanvaguesuspicion,derivedfromhintswhichhermotherhadincautiouslyletdropinherpresence。SirPercival’sguiltydistrustwould,inthatcase,infalliblyinspirehimwiththefalseideathatAnneknewallfromhermother,justasithadafterwardsfixedinhismindtheequallyfalsesuspicionthathiswifeknewallfromAnne。

Thetimewaspassing,themorningwaswearingaway。Itwasdoubtful,ifIstayedlonger,whetherIshouldhearanythingmorefromMrsClementsthatwouldbeatallusefultomypurpose。Ihadalreadydiscoveredthoselocalandfamilyparticulars,inrelationtoMrsCatherick,ofwhichIhadbeeninsearch,andIhadarrivedatcertainconclusions,entirelynewtome,whichmightimmenselyassistindirectingthecourseofmyfutureproceedings。Irosetotakemyleave,andtothankMrsClementsforthefriendlyreadinessshehadshowninaffordingmeinformation。

`Iamafraidyoumusthavethoughtmeveryinquisitive,’Isaid。`Ihavetroubledyouwithmorequestionsthanmanypeoplewouldhavecaredtoanswer。’

`Youareheartilywelcome,sir,toanythingIcantellyou,’answeredMrsClements。Shestoppedandlookedatmewistfully。`ButIdowish,’saidthepoorwoman,`youcouldhavetoldmealittlemoreaboutAnne,sir。IthoughtIsawsomethinginyourfacewhenyoucameinwhichlookedasifyoucould。Youcan’tthinkhowharditisnoteventoknowwhethersheislivingordead。IcouldbearitbetterifIwasonlycertain。Yousaidyouneverexpectedweshouldseeheraliveagain。Doyouknow,sir——doyouknowfortruth——thatithaspleasedGodtotakeher?’

Iwasnotproofagainstthisappeal,itwouldhavebeenunspeakablymeanandcruelofmeifIhadresistedit。

`Iamafraidthereisnodoubtofthetruth,’Iansweredgently;`Ihavethecertaintyinmyownmindthathertroublesinthisworldareover。’

Thepoorwomandroppedintoherchairandhidherfacefromme。`Oh,sir,’shesaid,`howdoyouknowit?Whocanhavetoldyou?’

`Noonehastoldme,MrsClements。ButIhavereasonsforfeelingsureofit——reasonswhichIpromiseyoushallknowassoonasIcansafelyexplainthem。Iamcertainshewasnotneglectedinherlastmoments——Iamcertaintheheartcomplaintfromwhichshesufferedsosadlywasthetruecauseofherdeath。YoushallfeelassureofthisasIdo,soon——youshallknow,beforelong,thatsheisburiedinaquietcountrychurchyard——inaprettypeacefulplace,whichyoumighthavechosenforheryourself。’

`Dead!’saidMrsClements,`deadsoyoung,andIamlefttohearit!Imadeherfirstshortfrocks。Itaughthertowalk。ThefirsttimesheeversaidMothershesaidittome——andnowIamleftandAnneistaken!Didyousay,sir,’saidthepoorwoman,removingthehandkerchieffromherface,andlookingupatmeforthefirsttime,`didyousaythatshehadbeennicelyburied?Wasitthesortoffuneralshemighthavehadifshehadreallybeenmyownchild?’

Iassuredherthatitwas。Sheseemedtotakeaninexplicableprideinmyanswer——tofindacomfortinitwhichnootherandhigherconsiderationscouldafford。`Itwouldhavebrokenmyheart,’shesaidsimply,`ifAnnehadnotbeennicelyburied——buthowdoyouknowit,sir?whotoldyou?’IoncemoreentreatedhertowaituntilIcouldspeaktoherunreservedly。`Youaresuretoseemeagain,’Isaid。`forIhaveafavourtoaskwhenyouarealittlemorecomposed——perhapsinadayortwo。’

`Don’tkeepitwaiting,sir,onmyaccount,’saidMrsClements。`NevermindmycryingifIcanbeofuse。Ifyouhaveanythingonyourmindtosaytome,sir,pleasetosayitnow。’

`Ionlywishtoaskyouonelastquestion,’Isaid。`IonlywanttoknowMrsCatherick’saddressatWelmingham。’

MyrequestsostartledMrsClements,that,forthemoment,eventhetidingsofAnne’sdeathseemedtobedrivenfromhermind。Hertearssuddenlyceasedtoflow,andshesatlookingatmeinblankamazement。

`FortheLord’ssake,sir!’shesaid,`whatdoyouwantwithMrsCatherick!’

`Iwantthis,MrsClements,’Ireplied,`IwanttoknowthesecretofthoseprivatemeetingsofherswithSirPercivalGlyde。Thereissomethingmoreinwhatyouhavetoldmeofthatwoman’spastconduct,andofthatman’spastrelationswithher,thanyouoranyofyourneighbourseversuspected。Thereisasecretwenoneofusknowbetweenthosetwo,andIamgoingtoMrsCatherickwiththeresolutiontofinditout。’

`Thinktwiceaboutit,sir!’saidMrsClements,risinginherearnestnessandlayingherhandonmyarm。`She’sanawfulwoman——youdon’tknowherasIdo。Thinktwiceaboutit。’

`Iamsureyourwarningiskindlymeant,MrsClements。ButIamdeterminedtoseethewoman,whatevercomesofit。’

MrsClementslookedmeanxiouslyintheface。

`Iseeyourmindismadeup,sir,’shesaid。`Iwillgiveyoutheaddress。’

Iwroteitdowninmypocket-bookandthentookherhandtosayfarewell。

`Youshallhearfrommesoon,’Isaid;`youshallknowallthatIhavepromisedtotellyou。’

MrsClementssighedandshookherheaddoubtfully。

`Anoldwoman’sadviceissometimesworthtaking,sir,’shesaid。`ThinktwicebeforeyougotoWelmingham。’

WhenIreachedhomeagainaftermyinterviewwithMrsClements,IwasstruckbytheappearanceofachangeinLaura。

Theunvaryinggentlenessandpatiencewhichlongmisfortunehadtriedsocruellyandhadneverconqueredyet,seemednowtohavesuddenlyfailedher。InsensibletoallMarian’sattemptstosootheandamuseher,shesatwithherneglecteddrawingpushedawayonthetable,hereyesresolutelycastdown,herfingerstwininganduntwiningthemselvesrestlesslyinherlap。MarianrosewhenIcamein,withasilentdistressinherface,waitedforamomenttoseeifLaurawouldlookupatmyapproach,whisperedtome,`Tryifyoucanrouseher,’andlefttheroom。

Isatdowninthevacantchair——gentlyunclaspedthepoor,worn,restlessfingers,andtookbothherhandsinmine。

`Whatareyouthinkingof,Laura?Tellme,mydarling——tryandtellmewhatitis。’

Shestruggledwithherself,andraisedhereyestomine。`Ican’tfeelhappy,’shesaid,`Ican’thelpthinking——’Shestopped,bentforwardalittle,andlaidherheadonmyshoulder,withaterriblemutehelplessnessthatstruckmetotheheart。

`Trytotellme,’Irepeatedgently;`trytotellmewhyyouarenothappy。’

`Iamsouseless——Iamsuchaburdenonbothofyou,’sheanswered,withaweary,hopelesssigh。`Youworkandgetmoney,Walter,andMarianhelpsyou。WhyistherenothingIcando!YouwillendinlikingMarianbetterthanyoulikeme——youwill,becauseIamsohelpless!Oh,don’t,don’t,don’ttreatmelikeachild!’

Iraisedherhead,andsmoothedawaythetangledhairthatfelloverherfaceandkissedher——mypoor,fadedflower!mylost,afflictedsister!`Youshallhelpus,Laura,’Isaid,`youshallbegin,mydarling,today。’

Shelookedatmewithafeverisheagerness,withabreathlessinterest,thatmademetrembleforthenewlifeofhopewhichIhadcalledintobeingbythosefewwords。

Irose,andsetherdrawingmaterialsinorder,andplacedthemnearheragain。

`YouknowthatIworkandgetmoneybydrawing,’Isaid。`Nowyouhavetakensuchpains,nowyouaresomuchimproved,youshallbegintoworkandgetmoneytoo。Trytofinishthislittlesketchasnicelyandprettilyasyoucan。WhenitisdoneIwilltakeitawaywithme,andthesamepersonwillbuyitwhobuysallthatIdo。Youshallkeepyourownearningsinyourownpurse,andMarianshallcometoyoutohelpus,asoftenasshecomestome。Thinkhowusefulyouaregoingtomakeyourselftobothofus,andyouwillsoonbeashappy,Laura,asthedayislong。’

Herfacegreweager,andbrightenedintoasmile。Inthemomentwhileitlasted。inthemomentwhensheagaintookupthepencilsthathadbeenlaidaside,shealmostlookedliketheLauraofpastdays。

Ihadrightlyinterpretedthefirstsignsofanewgrowthandstrengthinhermind,unconsciouslyexpressingthemselvesinthenoticeshehadtakenoftheoccupationswhichfilledhersister’slifeandmine。Marian(whenItoldherwhathadpassed)saw,aslsaw,thatshewaslongingtoassumeherownlittlepositionofimportance,toraiseherselfinherownestimationandinours——and,fromthatday,wetenderlyhelpedthenewambitionwhichgavepromiseofthehopeful,happierfuture,thatmightnownotbefaroff。Herdrawings,asshefinishedthem,ortriedtofinishthem,wereplacedinmyhands。Mariantookthemfrommeandhidthemcarefully,andIsetasidealittleweeklytributefrommyearnings,tobeofferedtoherasthepricepaidbystrangersforthepoor,faint,valuelesssketches,ofwhichIwastheonlypurchaser。Itwashardsometimestomaintainourinnocentdeception,whensheproudlybroughtoutherpursetocontributehersharetowardstheexpenses,andwonderedwithseriousinterest,whetherIorshehadearnedthemostthatweek。Ihaveallthosehiddendrawingsinmypossessionstill——theyaremytreasuresbeyondprice——thedearremembrancesthatIlovetokeepalive——thefriendsinpastadversitythatmyheartwillneverpartfrom,mytendernessneverforget。

AmItrifling,here,withthenecessitiesofmytask?amIlookingforwardtothehappiertimewhichmynarrativehasnotyetreached?Yes。Backagain——backtothedaysofdoubtanddread,whenthespiritwithinmestruggledhardforitslife,intheicystillnessofperpetualsuspense。Ihavepausedandrestedforawhileonmyforwardcourse。Itisnot,perhaps,timewasted,ifthefriendswhoreadthesepageshavepausedandrestedtoo。

ItookthefirstopportunityIcouldfindofspeakingtoMarianinprivate,andofcommunicatingtohertheresultoftheinquirieswhichIhadmadethatmorning。SheseemedtosharetheopiniononthesubjectofmyproposedjourneytoWelmingham,whichMrsClementshadalreadyexpressedtome。

`Surely,Walter,’shesaid,`youhardlyknowenoughyettogiveyouanyhopeofclaimingMrsCatherick’sconfidence?Isitwisetoproceedtotheseextremities,beforeyouhavereallyexhaustedallsaferandsimplermeansofattainingyourobject?WhenyoutoldmethatSirPercivalandtheCountweretheonlytwopeopleinexistencewhoknewtheexactdateofLaura’sjourney,youforgot,andIforgot,thattherewasathirdpersonwhomustsurelyknowit——ImeanMrsRubelle。Woulditnotbefareasier,andfarlessdangerous,toinsistonaconfessionfromher,thantoforceitfromSirPercival?’

`Itmightbeeasier,’Ireplied,`butwearenotawareofthefullextentofMrsRubelle’sconnivanceandinterestintheconspiracy,andwearethereforenotcertainthatthedatehasbeenimpressedonhermind,asithasbeenassuredlyimpressedonthemindsofSirPercivalandtheCount。Itistoolate,now,towastethetimeonMrsRubelle,whichmaybeall-importanttothediscoveryoftheoneassailablepointinSirPercival’slife。Areyouthinkingalittletooseriously,Marian,oftheriskImayruninreturningtoHampshire?AreyoubeginningtodoubtwhetherSirPercivalGlydemaynotintheendbemorethanamatchforme?’

`Hewillnotbemorethanyourmatch,’shereplieddecidedly,`becausehewillnotbehelpedinresistingyoubytheimpenetrablewickednessoftheCount。’

`Whathasledyoutothatconclusion?’Iasked,insomesurprise。

`MyownknowledgeofSirPercival’sobstinacyandimpatienceoftheCount’scontrol,’sheanswered。`Ibelievehewillinsistonmeetingyousingle-handed——justasheinsistedatfirstonactingforhimselfatBlackwaterPark。ThetimeforsuspectingtheCount’sinterferencewillbethetimewhenyouhaveSirPercivalatyourmercy。Hisowninterestswillthenbedirectlythreatened,andhewillact,Walter,toterriblepurposeinhisowndefence。’

`Wemaydeprivehimofhisweaponsbeforehand,’Isaid。`SomeoftheparticularsIhaveheardfromMrsClementsmayyetbeturnedtoaccountagainsthim,andothermeansofstrengtheningthecasemaybeatourdisposal。TherearepassagesinMrsMichelson’snarrativewhichshowthattheCountfounditnecessarytoplacehimselfincommunicationwithMrFairlie,andtheremaybecircumstanceswhichcompromisehiminthatproceeding。WhileIamaway,Marian,writetoMrFairlieandsaythatyouwantananswerdescribingexactlywhatpassedbetweentheCountandhimself,andinformingyoualsoofanyparticularsthatmayhavecometohisknowledgeatthesametimeinconnectionwithhisniece。Tellhimthatthestatementyourequestwill,soonerorlater,beinsistedon,ifheshowsanyreluctancetofurnishyouwithitofhisownaccord。’

`Thelettershallbewritten,Walter。ButareyoureallydeterminedtogotoWelmingham?’

`Absolutelydetermined。Iwilldevotethenexttwodaystoearningwhatwewantfortheweektocome,andonthethirddayIgotoHampshire。’

WhenthethirddaycameIwasreadyformyjourney。

AsitwaspossiblethatImightbeabsentforsomelittletime,IarrangedwithMarianthatweweretocorrespondeveryday——ofcourseaddressingeachotherbyassumednames,forcaution’ssake。AslongasIheardfromherregularly,Ishouldassumethatnothingwaswrong。Butifthemorningcameandbroughtmenoletter,myreturntoLondonwouldtakeplace,asamatterofcourse,bythefirsttrain。IcontrivedtoreconcileLauratomydeparturebytellingherthatIwasgoingtothecountrytofindnewpurchasersforherdrawingsandformine,andIleftheroccupiedandhappy。Marianfollowedmedownstairstothestreetdoor。

`Rememberwhatanxiousheartsyouleavehere,’shewhispered,aswestoodtogetherinthepassage。`Rememberallthehopesthathangonyoursafereturn。Ifstrangethingshappentoyouonthisjourney——ifyouandSirPercivalmeet——’

`Whatmakesyouthinkweshallmeet?’Iasked。

`Idon’tknow——IhavefearsandfanciesthatIcannotaccountfor。Laughatthem,Walter,ifyoulike——but,forGod’ssake,keepyourtemperifyoucomeincontactwiththatman!’

`Neverfear,Marian!Ianswerformyself-control。’

Withthosewordsweparted。

Iwalkedbrisklytothestation。Therewasaglowofhopeinme。Therewasagrowingconvictioninmymindthatmyjourneythistimewouldnotbetakeninvain。Itwasafine,clear,coldmorning。Mynerveswerefirmlystrung,andIfeltallthestrengthofmyresolutionstirringinmevigorouslyfromheadtofoot。

AsIcrossedtherailwayplatform,andlookedrightandleftamongthepeoplecongregatedonit,tosearchforanyfacesamongthemthatIknew,thedoubtoccurredtomewhetheritmightnothavebeentomyadvantageifIhadadoptedadisguisebeforesettingoutforHampshire。Buttherewassomethingsorepellenttomeintheidea——somethingsomeanlylikethecommonherdofspiesandinformersinthemereactofadoptingadisguise——thatIdismissedthequestionfromconsiderationalmostassoonasithadriseninmymind。Evenasamerematterofexpediencytheproceedingwasdoubtfulintheextreme。IfItriedtheexperimentathomethelandlordofthehousewouldsoonerorlaterdiscoverme,andwouldhavehissuspicionsarousedimmediately。IfItrieditawayfromhomethesamepersonsmightseeme,bythecommonestaccident,withthedisguiseandwithoutit,andIshouldinthatwaybeinvitingthenoticeanddistrustwhichitwasmymostpressinginteresttoavoid。InmyowncharacterIhadactedthusfar——andinmyowncharacterIwasresolvedtocontinuetotheend。

ThetrainleftmeatWelminghamearlyintheafternoon。

IsthereanywildernessofsandinthedesertsofArabia,isthereanyprospectofdesolationamongtheruinsofPalestine,whichcanrivaltherepellingeffectontheeye,andthedepressinginfluenceonthemind,ofanEnglishcountrytowninthefirststageofitsexistence,andinthetransitionstateofitsprosperity?IaskedmyselfthatquestionasIpassedthroughthecleandesolation,theneatugliness,theprimtorPorofthestreetsofWelmingham。Andthetradesmenwhostaredaftermefromtheirlonelyshops——thetreesthatdroopedhelplessintheiraridexileofunfinishedcrescentsandsquares——thedeadhouse-carcassesthatwaitedinvainforthevivifyinghumanelementtoanimatethemwiththebreathoflife——everycreaturethatIsaw,everyobjectthatIpassed,seemedtoanswerwithoneaccord:ThedesertsofArabiaareinnocentofourciviliseddesolation——theruinsofPalestineareincapableofourmoderngloom!

IinquiredmywaytothequarterofthetowninwhichMrsCathericklived,andonreachingitfoundmyselfinasquareofsmallhouses,onestoryhigh。Therewasabarelittleplotofgrassinthemiddle,protectedbyacheapwirefence。Anelderlynursemaidandtwochildrenwerestandinginacorneroftheenclosure,lookingataleangoattetheredtothegrass。Twofoot-passengersweretalkingtogetherononesideofthepavementbeforethehouses,andanidlelittleboywasleadinganidlelittledogalongbyastringontheother。Iheardthedulltinklingofapianoatadistance,accompaniedbytheintermittentknockingofahammernearerathand。ThesewereallthesightsandsoundsoflifethatencounteredmewhenIenteredthesquare。

IwalkedatoncetothedoorofNumberThirteen——thenumberofMrsCatherick’shouse——andknocked,withoutwaitingtoconsiderbeforehandhowImightbestpresentmyselfwhenIgotin。ThefirstnecessitywastoseeMrsCatherick。Icouldthenjudge,frommyownobservation,ofthesafestandeasiestmannerofapproachingtheobjectofmyvisit。

Thedoorwasopenedbyamelancholymiddle-agedwomanservant。Igavehermycard,andaskedifIcouldseeMrsCatherick。Thecardwastakenintothefrontparlour,andtheservantreturnedwithamessagerequestingmetomentionwhatmybusinesswas。

`Say,ifyouplease,thatmybusinessrelatestoMrsCatherick’sdaughter,’Ireplied。ThiswasthebestpretextIcouldthinkof,onthespurofthemoment,toaccountformyvisit。

Theservantagainretiredtotheparlour,againreturned,andthistimebeggedme,withalookofgloomyamazement,towalkin。

Ienteredalittleroom,withaflaringpaperofthelargestpatternonthewalls。Chairs,tables,chiffonier,andsofa,allgleamedwiththeglutinousbrightnessofcheapupholstery。Onthelargesttable,inthemiddleoftheroom,stoodasmartBible,placedexactlyinthecentreonaredandyellowwoollenmat;andatthesideofthetablenearesttothewindow,withalittleknitting-basketonherlap,andawheezing,blear-eyedoldspanielcrouchedatherfeet,theresatanelderlywoman,wearingablacknetcapandablacksilkgown,andhavingslate-colouredmittensonherhands。Heriron-greyhairhunginheavybandsoneithersideofherface——herdarkeyeslookedstraightforward,withahard,defiant,implacablestare。Shehadfullsquarecheeks,along,firmchin,andthick,sensual,colourlesslips。Herfigurewasstoutandsturdy,andhermanneraggressivelyself-possessed。ThiswasMrsCatherick。

`Youhavecometospeaktomeaboutmydaughter,’shesaid,beforeIcouldutterawordonmyside。`Besogoodastomentionwhatyouhavetosay。’

Thetoneofhervoicewasashard,asdefiant,asimplacableastheexpressionofhereyes。Shepointedtoachair,andlookedmealloverattentively,fromheadtofoot,asIsatdowninit。Isawthatmyonlychancewiththiswomanwastospeaktoherinherowntone,andtomeether,attheoutsetofourinterview,onherownground。

`Youareaware,’Isaid,`thatyourdaughterhasbeenlost?’

`Iamperfectlyawareofit。’

`Haveyoufeltanyapprehensionthatthemisfortuneofherlossmightbefollowedbythemisfortuneofherdeath?’

`Yes。Haveyoucomeheretotellmesheisdead?’

`Ihave。’

`Why?’

Sheputthatextraordinaryquestionwithouttheslightestchangeinhervoice,herface,orhermaimer。ShecouldnothaveappearedmoreperfectlyunconcernedifIhadtoldherofthedeathofthegoatintheenclosureoutside。

`Why?’Irepeated。`DoyouaskwhyIcomeheretotellyouofyourdaughter’sdeath?’

`Yes。Whatinteresthaveyouinme,orinher?Howdoyoucometoknowanythingaboutmydaughter?’

`Inthisway。ImetheronthenightwhensheescapedfromtheAsylum,andIassistedherinreachingaplaceofsafety。’

`Youdidverywrong。’

`Iamsorrytohearhermothersayso。’

`Hermotherdoessayso。Howdoyouknowsheisdead?’

`IamnotatlibertytosayhowIknowit-butIdoknowit。’

`Areyouatlibertytosayhowyoufoundoutmyaddress?’

`Certainly。IgotyouraddressfromMrsClements。’

`MrsClementsisafoolishwoman。Didshetellyoutocomehere?’

`Shedidnot。’

`Then,Iaskyouagain,whydidyoucome?’

Asshewasdeterminedtohaveheranswer,Igaveittoherintheplainestpossibleform。

`Icame,’Isaid,`becauseIthoughtAnneCatherick’smothermighthavesomenaturalinterestinknowingwhethershewasaliveordead。’

`Justso,’saidMrsCatherick,withadditionalself-possession。`Hadyounoothermotive?’

Ihesitated。Therightanswertothatquestionwasnoteasytofindatamoment’snotice。

`Ifyouhavenoothermotive,’shewenton,deliberatelytakingoffherslate-colouredmittens,androllingthemup,`Ihaveonlytothankyouforyourvisit,andtosaythatIwillnotdetainyouhereanylonger。Yourinformationwouldbemoresatisfactoryifyouwerewillingtoexplainhowyoubecamepossessedofit。However,itjustifiesme,Isuppose,ingoingintomourning。Thereisnotmuchalterationnecessaryinmydress,asyousee。WhenIhavechangedmymittens,Ishallbeallinblack。’

Shesearchedinthepocketofhergown,drewoutapairofblacklacemittens,putthemonwiththestoniestandsteadiestcomposure,andthenquietlycrossedherhandsinherlap。

`Iwishyougoodmorning,’shesaid。

Thecoolcontemptofhermannerirritatedmeintodirectlyavowingthatthepurposeofmyvisithadnotbeenansweredyet。

`Ihaveanothermotiveincominghere,’Isaid。

`Ah!Ithoughtso,’remarkedMrsCatherick。

`Yourdaughter’sdeath——’

`Whatdidshedieof?’

`Ofdiseaseoftheheart。’

`Yes。Goon。’

`Yourdaughter’sdeathhasbeenmadethepretextforinflictingseriousinjuryonapersonwhoisverydeartome。Twomenhavebeenconcerned,tomycertainknowledge,indoingthatwrong。OneofthemisSirPercivalGlyde。’

`Indeed!’

Ilookedattentivelytoseeifsheflinchedatthesuddenmentionofthatname。Notamuscleofherstirred——thehard,defiant,implacablestareinhereyesneverwaveredforaninstant。

`Youmaywonder,’Iwenton,`howtheeventofyourdaughter’sdeathcanhavebeenmadethemeansofinflictinginjuryonanotherperson。’

`No。’saidMrsCatherick;`Idon’twonderatall。Thisappearstobeyouraffair。Youareinterestedinmyaffairs。Iamnotinterestedinyours。’

`Youmayask,then,’Ipersisted,`whyImentionthematterinyourpresence。’

`Yes,Idoaskthat。’

`ImentionitbecauseIamdeterminedtobringSirPercivalGlydetoaccountforthewickednesshehascommitted。’

`WhathaveItodowithyourdetermination?’

`Youshallhear。TherearecertaineventsinSirPercival’spastlifewhichitisnecessaryformypurposetobefullyacquaintedwith。Youknowthem——andforthatreasonIcometoyou。’

`Whateventsdoyoumean?’

`EventsthatoccurredatOldWelminghamwhenyourhusbandwasparish-clerkatthatplace,andbeforethetimewhenyourdaughterwasborn。’

Ihadreachedthewomanatlastthroughthebarrierofimpenetrablereservethatshehadtriedtosetupbetweenus。Isawhertempersmoulderinginhereyes——asplainlyasIsawherhandsgrowrestless,thenunclaspthemselves,andbeginmechanicallysmoothingherdressoverherknees。

`Whatdoyouknowofthoseevents?’sheasked。

`AllthatMrsClementscouldtellme,’Ianswered。

Therewasamomentaryflushonherfirmsquareface,amomentarystillnessinherrestlesshands,whichseemedtobetokenacomingoutburstofangerthatmightthrowheroffherguard。Butno——shemasteredtherisingirritation,leanedbackinherchair,crossedherarmsonherbroadbosom,andwithasmileofgrimsarcasmonherthicklips,lookedatmeassteadilyasever。

`Ah!Ibegintounderstanditallnow,’shesaid,hertamedanddisciplinedangeronlyexpressingitselfintheelaboratemockeryofhertoneandmanner。`YouhavegotagrudgeofyourownagainstSirPercivalGlyde,andImusthelpyoutowreakit。Imusttellyouthis,that,andtheotheraboutSirPercivalandmyself,mustI?Yes,indeed?Youhavebeenpryingintomyprivateaffairs。Youthinkyouhavefoundalostwomantodealwith,wholiveshereonsufferance,andwhowilldoanythingyouaskforfearyoumayinjureherintheopinionsofthetown’speople。Iseethroughyouandyourpreciousspeculation——Ido!anditamusesme。Ha!ha!’

Shestoppedforamoment,herarmstightenedoverherbosom,andshelaughedtoherself——ahard,harsh,angrylaugh。

`Youdon’tknowhowIhavelivedinthisplace,andwhatIhavedoneinthisplace,MrWhat’s-your-name,’shewenton。`I’lltellyou,beforeIringthebellandhaveyoushownout。Icamehereawrongedwoman——Icamehererobbedofmycharacteranddeterminedtoclaimitback。I’vebeenyearsandyearsaboutIt——andIhaveclaimeditback。Ihavematchedtherespectablepeoplefairlyandopenlyontheirownground。Iftheysayanythingagainstmenowtheymustsayitinsecret——theycan’tsayit,theydaren’tsayit,openly。Istandhighenoughinthistowntobeoutofyourreach。Theclergymanbowstome。Aha!youdidn’tbargainforthatwhenyoucamehere。Gotothechurchandinquireaboutme——youwillfindMrsCatherickhashersittingliketherestofthem,andpaystherentonthedayit’sdue。Gotothetown-hall。There’sapetitionlyingthere——apetitionoftherespectableinhabitantsagainstallowingacircustocomeandperformhereandcorruptourmorals——yes!ourmorals。Isignedthatpetitionthismorning。Gotothebookseller’sshop。Theclergyman’sWednesdayeveningLecturesonJustificationbyFaitharepublishingtherebysubscription——I’mdownonthelist。Thedoctor’swifeonlyputashillingintheplateatourlastcharitysermon——Iputhalf-a-crown。MrChurchwardenSowardheldthePlate,andbowedtome。TenyearsagohetoldPigrumthechemistIoughttobewhippedoutofthetownatthecart’stail。Isyourmotheralive?HasshegotabetterBibleonhertablethanIhavegotonmine?Doesshestandbetterwithhertrades-peoplethanIdowithmine?Hasshealwayslivedwithinherincome?Ihavealwayslivedwithinmine。Ah!thereistheclergymancomingalongthesquare。Look,MrWhat’s-your-name——look,ifyouplease!’

Shestartedupwiththeactivityofayoungwoman,wenttothewindow,waitedtilltheclergymanpassed,andbowedtohimsolemnly。Theclergymanceremoniouslyraisedhishat,andwalkedon。MrsCatherickreturnedtoherchair,andlookedatmewithagrimmersarcasmthanever。

`There!’shesaid。`Whatdoyouthinkofthatforawomanwithalostcharacter?Howdoesyourspeculationlooknow?’

Thesingularmannerinwhichshehadchosentoassertherself,theextraordinarypracticalvindicationofherpositioninthetownwhichshehadjustoffered,hadsoperplexedmethatIlistenedtoherinsilentsurprise。Iwasnotthelessresolved,however,tomakeanotherefforttothrowheroffherguard。Ifthewoman’sfiercetemperoncegotbeyondhercontrol,andonceflamedoutonme,shemightyetsaythewordswhichwouldputtheclueinmyhands。

`Howdoesyourspeculationlooknow?’sherepeated。

`ExactlyasitlookedwhenIfirstcamein,’Ianswered。`Idon’tdoubtthepositionyouhavegainedinthetown,andIdon’twishtoassailitevenifIcould。IcameherebecauseSirPercivalGlydeis,tomycertainknowledge,yourenemy,aswellasmine。IfIhaveagrudgeagainsthim,youhaveagrudgeagainsthimtoo。Youmaydenyitifyoulike,youmaydistrustmeasmuchasyouplease,youmaybeasangryasyouwill——but,ofallthewomeninEngland,you,ifyouhaveanysenseofinjury,arethewomanwhooughttohelpmetocrushthatman。’

`Crushhimforyourself,’shesaid;`thencomebackhere,andseewhatIsaytoyou。’

Shespokethosewordsasshehadnotspokenyet,quickly,fiercely,vindictively。Ihadstirredinitslairtheserpent-hatredofyears,butonlyforamoment。LikealurkingreptileitleapedupatmeassheeagerlybentforwardtowardstheplaceinwhichIwassitting。Likealurkingreptileitdroppedoutofsightagainassheinstantlyresumedherformerpositioninthechair。

`Youwon’ttrustme?’Isaid。

`No。’

`Youareafraid?’

`DoIlookasifIwas?’

`YouareafraidofSirPercivalGlyde。’

`AmI?’

Hercolourwasrising,andherhandswereatworkagainsmoothinghergown。Ipressedthepointfartherandfartherhome,Iwentonwithoutallowingheramomentofdelay。

`SirPercivalhasahighpositionintheworld,’Isaid;`itwouldbenowonderifyouwereafraidofhim。SirPercivalisapowerfulman,abaronet,thepossessorofafineestate,thedescendantofagreatfamily——’

Sheamazedmebeyondexpressionbysuddenlyburstingoutlaughing。

`Yes,’sherepeated,intonesofthebitterest,steadiestcontempt。`Abaronet,thepossessorofafineestate,thedescendantofagreatfamily。Yes,indeed!agreatfamily——especiallybythemother’sside。’

Therewasnotimetoreflectonthewordsthathadjustescapedher,therewasonlytimetofeelthattheywerewellworththinkingoverthemomentIleftthehouse。

`Iamnotheretodisputewithyouaboutfamilyquestions,’Isaid。`IknownothingofSirPercival’smother——’

`AndyouknowaslittleofSirPercivalhimself,’sheinterposedsharply,

`Iadviseyounottobetoosureofthat,’Irejoined。`Iknowsomethingsabouthim,andIsuspectmanymore。’

`Whatdoyoususpect?’

`I’lltellyouwhatIdon’tsuspect。Idon’tsuspecthimofbeingAnne’sfather。’

Shestartedtoherfeet,andcamecloseuptomewithalookoffury。

`HowdareyoutalktomeaboutAnne’sfather!Howdareyousaywhowasherfather,orwhowasn’t!’shebrokeout,herfacequivering,hervoicetremblingwithpassion。

`ThesecretbetweenyouandSirPercivalisnotthatsecret,’Ipersisted。`ThemysterywhichdarkensSirPercival’slifewasnotbornwithyourdaughter’sbirth,andhasnotdiedwithyourdaughter’sdeath。’

Shedrewbackastep。`Go!’shesaid,andpointedsternlytothedoor。

`Therewasnothoughtofthechildinyourheartorinhis,’Iwenton,determinedtopressherbacktoherlastdefences。`Therewasnobondofguiltylovebetweenyouandhimwhenyouheldthosestolenmeetings,whenyourhusbandfoundyouwhisperingtogetherunderthevestryofthechurch。’

Herpointinghandinstantlydroppedtoherside,andthedeepflushofangerfadedfromherfacewhileIspoke。Isawthechangepassoverher——Isawthathard,firm,fearless,self-possessedwomanquailunderaterrorwhichherutmostresolutionwasnotstrongenoughtoresistwhenIsaidthosefivelastwords,`thevestryofthechurch。’

Foraminuteormorewestoodlookingateachotherinsilence。Ispokefirst。

`Doyoustillrefusetotrustme?’Iasked。

Shecouldnotcallthecolourthathadleftitbacktoherface,butshehadsteadiedhervoice,shehadrecoveredthedefiantself-possessionofhermannerwhensheansweredme。

`Idorefuse,’shesaid。

`Doyoustilltellmetogo?’

`Yes。Go——andnevercomeback。’

Iwalkedtothedoor,waitedamomentbeforeIopenedit,andturnedroundtolookatheragain。

`ImayhavenewstobrineyouofSirPercivalwhichyoudon’texpect,’Isaid,`andinthatcaseIshallcomeback。’

`ThereisnonewsofSirPercivalthatIdon’texpect,except——’

Shestopped,herpalefacedarkened,andshestolebackwithaquiet,stealthy,cat-likesteptoherchair。

`Exceptthenewsofhisdeath,’shesaid,sittingdownagain,withthemockeryofasmilejusthoveringonhercruellips,andthefurtivelightofhatredlurkingdeepinhersteadyeyes。

AsIopenedthedooroftheroomtogoout,shelookedroundatmequickly。Thecruelsmileslowlywidenedherlips——sheeyedme,withastrangestealthyinterest,fromheadtofoot——anunutterableexpectationshoweditselfwickedlyalloverherface。Wasshespeculating,inthesecrecyofherownheart,onmyyouthandstrength,ontheforceofmysenseofinjuryandthelimitsofmyself-control,andwassheconsideringthelengthstowhichtheymightcarryme,ifSirPercivalandIeverchancedtomeet?Thebaredoubtthatitmightbesodrovemefromherpresence,andsilencedeventhecommonformsoffarewellonmylips。Withoutawordmore,onmysideoronhers,Ilefttheroom。

AsIopenedtheouterdoor,Isawthesameclergymanwhohadalreadypassedthehouseonce,abouttopassitagain,onhiswaybackthroughthesquare。Iwaitedonthedoor-steptolethimgoby,andlookedround,asIdidso,attheparlourwindow。

MrsCatherickhadheardhisfootstepsapproaching,inthesilenceofthatlonelyplace,andshewasonherfeetatthewindowagain,waitingforhim。NotallthestrengthofalltheterriblepassionsIhadrousedinthatwoman’sheart,couldloosenherdesperateholdontheonefragmentofsocialconsiderationwhichyearsofresoluteefforthadjustdraggedwithinhergrasp。Thereshewasagain,notaminuteafterIhadlefther,placedpurposelyinapositionwhichmadeitamatterofcommoncourtesyonthepartoftheclergymantobowtoherforasecondtime。Heraisedhishatoncemore。Isawthehardghastlyfacebehindthewindowsoften,andlightupwithgratifiedpride——Isawtheheadwiththegrimblackcapbendceremoniouslyinreturn。Theclergymanhadbowedtoher,andinmypresence,twiceinoneday!

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