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第13章

AsMissVanderpoelwalkedatalight,swingingpacethroughtheonevillagestreetthegazersfeltwithKedgersthatsomethingnewwaspassingandstirringtheatmosphere。Shelookedstraight,andwithafriendlinesssomehowdominating,atthecuriouswomen;herhandsomeeyesmetthoseofthemeninahumanquestioning;shesmiledandnoddedtothebobbingchildren。Oneofthese,youngenoughtobeuncertainonitsfeet,inrunningtojoinsomeothersstumbledandfellonthepathbeforeher。Openingitsmouthintheinevitableresultantroar,itwasshockedalmostintosilencebythetallyoungladystoopingatonce,pickingitup,andcheerfullydustingitspinafore。

"Don’tcry,"shesaid;"youarenothurt,youknow。"

Thedeepdimplenearhermouthshoweditself,andthelaughinhereyeswassoreassuringthatthepennysheputintothegrubbyhandwaslessproductiveofeffectthanhermereself。Shewalkedon,leavingthegroupstaringafterherbreathless,becauseofasenseofhavingmetwithawonderfuladventure。Thegrandyoungladywiththeblackhairandthebluehatandtall,straightbodywastheadventure。Sheleftthesamesenseofeventwiththevillageitself。Theytalkedofheralldayovertheirgardenpalings,ontheirdoorsteps,inthestreet;ofherlooks,ofherheight,oftheblackrimoflashesroundhereyes,ofthechancethatshemightberichandreadytogivehalf—crownsandsovereigns,ofthe"Meriker"shehadcomefrom,andaboveallofthereasonforhercoming。

Bettyswungwiththelight,firmstepofagoodwalkeroutontothehighway。Towalkuponthefine,smootholdRomanroadwasapleasureinitself,butshesoonstruckawayfromitandwentthroughlanesandby—ways,followingsign—postsbecausesheknewwhereshewasgoing。HerwalkwastotakehertoMountDunstanandhomeagainbyanotherroad。Inwalking,anobjectivepointformsaninterest,andwhatshehadheardoftheestatefromRosaliewasavaguereasonforhercaringtoseeit。ItwasanotherplacelikeStornham,oncedignifiedandnoblyrepresentativeoffinethings,nowlosingtheirmeaningsandvalues。Valuesandmeanings,otherthanmeresignsofwealthandpower,therehadbeen。Centuriesagostrongcreatureshadplannedandbuiltitforsuchreasonsasstrengthhasforitsplanningandbuilding。InBettinaVanderpoel’simaginationtheFirstManheldpowerfulandmovingsway。Itwashewhomshealwayssaw。Inhistory,asachildatschool,shehadunderstoodanddrawnclosetohim。TherewasalwaysaFirstManbehindallthatonesaworwastold,onewhowasthefighter,thehumanthingwhosnatchedweaponsandtoolsfromstonesandtreesandwieldedtheminthecarryingoutofthethoughtwhichwashispossessionandhisstrength。HewastheGodmadehuman;otherswaited,withoutknowledgeoftheirwaiting,forthesignalhegave。A

manlikeothers——withman’sbody,hands,andlimbs,andeyes——

themovingofawholeworldwassubtlyalteredbyhisbirth。

Onecouldnotalwaystracehim,butwithstoneaxeandspearpointhehadwonsavagelandsinsavageways,andsoruledthemthat,leavingthemtootherhands,theirmarchtowardslesssavagelifecouldnotstayitself,butmustsweepon;othersofhiskind,strikingrudeharps,hadsosungthattheloudclearnessoftheirwildsongshadrungthroughtheages,andechostillinstrainswhicharetheirs,thoughvoicesofto—dayrepeatthenoteofthem。TheFirstMan,aBritonstainedwithwoadandhungwithskins,hadtilledthelusciousgreennessofthelandsrichlyrollingnowwithinhedgeboundaries。Thesquarechurchtowersrose,holdingtheirslendercornerspiresabovethetrees,asaresultoftheFirstMan,NormanWilliam。Thethoughtwhichhelditsplace,theworkwhichdidnotpassaway,hadpaiditsFirstManwages;butbeautiescrumbling,homesfallingtowaste,werebitterthings。TheFirstMan,who,havingwonhissplendidacres,hadbuilthishomeuponthemandrearedhisyoungandpassedhispossessiononwithaproudheart,seemedbutilltreated。Throughcenturiesthehomehadenricheditself,itsacreshadborneharvests,itstreeshadgrownandspreadhugebranches,fullliveshadbeenlivedwithintheembraceofthemassivewalls,therehadbeenlovesandlivesandmarriagesandbirths,thebreathingsofthemmadewarmandfulltheveryair。ToBettyitseemedthatthelanditselfwouldhavewornanotherfaceifithadnotbeentroddenbysomanyspringingfeet,ifsomanyharvestshadnotwavedaboveit,ifsomanyeyeshadnotlookeduponandlovedit。

ShepassedthroughvariationsoftherurallovelinessshehadseenonherwayfromthestationtotheCourt,andfeltthemgrowinbeautyasshesawthemagain。ShecameatlasttoavillagesomewhatlargerthanStornhamandmarkedbythesignsofthelackofmoney—spendingcarewhichStornhamshowed。Justbeyonditslimitsabigparkgateopenedontoanavenueofmassivetrees。Shestoppedandlookeddownit,butcouldseenothingbutitscurvesand,underthebranches,glimpsesofaspacioussweepofparkwithothertreesstandingingroupsoraloneinthesward。Theavenuewasunsweptanduntended,andhereandthereboughsbrokenoffbywindstormslayuponit。Sheturnedtotheroadagainandfollowedit,becauseitenclosedtheparkandshewantedtoseemoreofitsevidentbeauty。Itwasverybeautiful。Asshewalkedonshesawitrolledintowoodsanddeepsfilledwithbracken;shesawstretchesofhillocky,fine—grassedrabbitwarren,andhollowsholdingshadowypools;shecaughtthegleamofalakewithswanssailingslowlyuponitwithcurvednecks;therewerewonderfullightsandwonderfulshadows,andbroodingstillness,whichmadeherfootfallupontheroadatoomaterialthing。

Suddenlysheheardastirringinthebrackenayardortwoawayfromher。Somethingwasmovingslowlyamongthewavingmassesofhugefrondsandcausedthemtoswaytoandfro。Itwasanantleredstagwhorosefromhisbedinthemidstofthem,andwithmajesticdeliberationgotuponhisfeetandstoodgazingatherwithacalmnessofposesosplendid,andaliquiddarknessandlustreofeyesostillyandfearlesslybeautiful,thatshecaughtherbreath。Hesimplygazedasherasagreatkingmightgazeatanintruder,scarcelydeigningwonder。

Asshehadpassedonherway,Bettyhadseenthattheenclosingparkpalingsweredecaying,coveredwithlichenandfallingatintervals。Ithadevenpassedthroughhermindthatherewasoneofthedemandsforexpenditureonalargeestate,whichlimitedresourcescouldnotconfrontwithcomposure。Thedeerfenceitself,athingofwiretenfeethigh,toformanobstacletoleaps,shehadmarkedtobeinsuchconditionastothreatentobecomeshortlyauselessthing。Untilthismomentshehadseennodeer,butlookingbeyondthestagandacrosstheswardshenowsawgroupsneareachother,stagscroppingorlookingtowardsherwithliftedheads,doesatarespectfulbutaffectionatedistancefromthem,somecaringfortheirfawns。Thestagwhohadrisennearherhadmerelywalkedthroughagapintheboundaryandnowstoodfreetogowherehewould。

"Hewillgetaway,"saidBetty,knittingherblackbrows。

Ah!whatashame!

Evenwiththebestintentionsonecouldnotgivechasetoastag。Shelookedupanddowntheroad,butnoonewaswithinsight。Herbrowscontinuedtoknitthemselvesandhereyesrangedovertheparkitselfinthehopethatsomelabourerontheestate,somewoodmanorgame—keeper,mightbeabout。

"Itisnoaffairofmine,"shesaid,"butitwouldbetoobadtolethimgetaway,thoughwhathappenstostraystagsonedoesn’texactlyknow。"

Asshesaiditshecaughtsightofsomeone,amaninleggingsandshabbyclothesandwithagunoverhisshoulder,evidentlyanunderkeeper。Hewasabig,ratherrough—lookingfellow,butashelurchedoutintotheopenfromawoodBettysawthatshecouldreachhimifshepassedthroughanarrowgateafewyardsawayandwalkedquickly。

Hewasslouchingalong,hisheaddroopingandhisbroadshouldersexpressingthedefiniteantipodesofgoodspirits。

Bettystudiedhisbackasshestrodeafterhim,herconclusionbeingthathewasperhapsnotagood—humouredmantoapproachatanytime,andthatthiswasbyillluckoneofhislessfortunatehours。

"Waitamoment,ifyouplease,"herclear,mellowvoiceflungoutafterhimwhenshewaswithinhearingdistance。"I

wanttospeaktoyou,keeper。"

Heturnedwithanairoffarfrompleasedsurprise。Theafternoonsunwasinhiseyesandmadehimscowl。Foramomenthedidnotseedistinctlywhowasapproachinghim,buthehadatoncerecognisedacertaincooltoneofcommandinthevoicewhosesuddennesshadrousedhimfromablackmood。Afewstepsbroughtthemtoclosequarters,andwhenhefoundhimselflookingintotheeyesofhispursuerhemadeamovementasiftolifthiscap,thencheckinghimself,touchedit,keeperfashion。

"Oh!"hesaidshortly。"MissVanderpoel!Begpardon。"

Bettinastoodstillasecond。Shehadhersurprisealso。Herewastheunexpectedagain。Theunderkeeperwasthered—hairedsecond—classpassengeroftheMeridiana。

Hedidnotlookpleasedtoseeher,andthesuddennessofhisappearanceexcludedthepossibilityofherrealisingthatuponthewholeshewasatleastnotdispleasedtoseehim。

"Howdoyoudo?"shesaid,feelingtheremarkfantasticallyconventional,butnotbeinginspiredbyanyalternative。

"Icametotellyouthatoneofthestagshasgotthroughagapinthefence。"

"Damn!"sheheardhimsayunderhisbreath。Aloudhesaid,"Thankyou。"

"Heisasplendidcreature,"shesaid。"Ididnotknowwhattodo。Iwasgladtoseeakeepercoming。"

"Thankyou,"hesaidagain,andstrodetowardstheplacewherethestagstillstoodgazinguptheroad,asifreflectingastowhetheritalluredhimornot。

Bettywalkedbackmoreslowly,watchinghimwithinterest。

Shewonderedwhathewouldfinditnecessarytodo。Sheheardhimbeginalow,flute—likewhistling,andthensawtheantleredheadturntowardshim。Thewoodlandcreaturemoved,butitwasinhisdirection。Ithadwithoutdoubtansweredhiscallbeforeandknewitsmeaningtobefriendly。

Itwenttowardshim,stretchingoutatendersniffingnose,andheputhishandinthepocketofhisroughcoatandgaveitsomethingtoeat。Afterwardshewenttothegapinthefenceanddrewthewirestogether,fasteningthemwithotherwire,whichhealsotookoutofthecoatpocket。

"Heisnotafraidofmakinghimselfuseful,"thoughtBetty。

"Andtheanimalsknowhim。Heisnotasbadashelooks。"

Shelingeredamomentwatchinghim,andthenwalkedtowardsthegatethroughwhichshehadentered。Heglancedupasshenearedhim。

"Idon’tseeyourcarriage,"hesaid。"Yourmanisprobablyroundthetrees。"

"Iwalked,"answeredBetty。"Ihadheardofthisplaceandwantedtoseeit。"

Hestoodup,puttinghiswirebackintohispocket。

"Thereisnotmuchtobeseenfromtheroad,"hesaid。

"Wouldyouliketoseemoreofit?"

Hismannerwascivilenough,butnotthecorrectoneforaservant。Hedidnotsay"miss"ortouchhiscapinmakingthesuggestion。Bettyhesitatedamoment。

"Isthefamilyathome?"sheinquired。

"Thereisnofamilybut——hislordship。Heisofftheplace。"

"Doesheobjecttotrespassers?"

"Notiftheyarerespectableandtakenoliberties。"

"Iamrespectable,andIshallnottakeliberties,"saidMissVanderpoel,withatouchofhauteur。ThetruthwasthatshehadspentasufficientnumberofyearsontheContinenttohavebecomefamiliarwithconventionswhichledhernottoapprovewhollyofhisbearing。PerhapshehadlivedlongenoughinAmericatoforgetsuchconventionsandtolacksomethingwhichcenturiesofcustomhaddecidedshouldbelongtohisclass。Acertainsuggestionofroughforceinthemanratherattractedher,andherslightdistasteforhismannerarosefromtherealisationthatagentleman’sservantwhodidnotaddresshissuperiorsaswasrequiredbycustomwasnotdoinghisworkinafinishedway。Inhisplacesheknewherowndemeanourwouldhavebeenfinished。

"IfyouaresurethatLordMountDunstanwouldnotobjecttomywalkingabout,Ishouldlikeverymuchtoseethegardensandthehouse,"shesaid。"Ifyoushowthemtome,shallIbeinterferingwithyourduties?"

"No,"heanswered,andthenforthefirsttimeratherglumlyadded,"miss。"

"Iaminterested,"shesaid,astheycrossedthegrasstogether,"becauseplaceslikethisarequitenewtome。IhaveneverbeeninEnglandbefore。"

"Therearenotmanyplaceslikethis,"heanswered,"notmanyasoldandfine,andnotmanyasnearlygonetoruin。

EvenStornhamisnotquiteasfargone。"

"Itisfargone,"saidMissVanderpoel。"Iamstayingthere——withmysister,LadyAnstruthers。"

"Begpardon——miss,"hesaid。Thistimehetouchedhiscapinapology。

Enormousasthegulfbetweentheirpositionswas,heknewthathehadofferedtotakeherovertheplacebecausehewasinasensegladtoseeheragain。Whyhewasgladhedidnotprofesstoknoworeventoaskhimself。Coarselyspeaking,itmightbebecauseshewasoneofthehandsomestyoungwomenhehadeverchancedtomeetwith,andwhileheryouthwasapparentintherichredofhermouth,themassofherthick,softhairandthesplendidblueofhereyes,therespokeineverylineoffaceandposesomethingintenselymoreinterestingandcompellingthangirlhood。Also,sincethenighttheyhadcometogetherontheship’sdeckforanappallingmoment,hehadlikedherbetterandrebelledlessagainsttheunnaturalwealthsherepresented。Heledherfirsttothewoodfromwhichshehadseenhimemerge。

"Iwillshowyouthisfirst,"heexplained。"KeepyoureyesonthegrounduntilItellyoutoraisethem。"

Oddasthiswas,sheobeyed,andherloweredglanceshowedherthatshewasbeingguidedalonganarrowpathbetweentrees。Thelightwasmellowgolden—green,andbirdsweresingingintheboughsaboveher。Inafewminuteshestopped。

"Nowlookup,"hesaid。

Sheutteredanexclamationwhenshedidso。Shewasinafairydellthickwithferns,andatbeautifuldistancesfromeachotherincrediblysplendidoaksspreadandalmosttrailedtheirlovelygiantbranches。Theglowshiningthroughandbetweenthem,theshadowsbeneaththem,theirgreatbolesandmoss—coveredroots,andthestately,mellowdistancesrevealedundertheirbranches,theancientwildnessandrichness,whichmeant,afterall,centuriesofcultivation,madeapictureinthisexact,perfectmomentofripeningafternoonsunofanalmostunbelievablebeauty。

"Thereisnothinglovelier,"hesaidinalowvoice,"inallEngland。"

Bettinaturnedtolookathim,becausehistonewasacuriousoneforamanlikehimself。Hewasstandingrestingonhisgunandtakinginthelovelinesswithastrangelookinhisruggedface。

"You——youloveit!"shesaid。

"Yes,"butwithasuggestionofstubbornreluctanceintheadmission。

Shewasrathermoved。

"Haveyoubeenkeeperherelong?"sheasked。

"No——onlyafewyears。ButIhaveknowntheplaceallmylife。"

"DoesLordMountDunstanloveit?"

"Inhisway——yes。"

Hewasplainlynotdisposedtotalkofhismaster。Hewasperhapsnotonparticularlygoodtermswithhim。Heledherawayandvolunteerednofurtherinformation。Hewas,uponthewhole,uncommunicative。Hedidnotoncerefertothecircumstanceoftheirhavingmetbefore。Itwasplainthathehadnointentionofpresuminguponthefactthathe,asasecond—classpassengeronaship,hadoncebeenforcedbyaccidentacrossthebarriersbetweenhimselfandthesaloondeck。

Hewasstubbornlyresolvedtokeephisplace;sostubbornlythatBettinafeltthattobroachthesubjectherselfwouldvergeuponoffence。

Butthegoldenwaysthroughwhichheledhermadetheafternoononesheknewsheshouldneverforget。Theywanderedthroughmosswalksandalleys,throughtangledshrubberiesburstingintobloom,beneathavenuesofblossominghorse—

chestnutsandscentedlimes,betweenthicketsofbuddingredandwhitemay,andjunglesofneglectedrhododendrons;

throughsunkengardensandwalledones,pastterraceswithbrokenbalustradesofstone,andfallenFlorasandDianas,pastmoss—grownfountainssplashinginlovelycorners。Arches,overgrownwithyetunbloomingroses,crumbledintheirtimestainedbeauty。Stillnessbroodedoveritall,andtheymetnoone。Theyscarcelybrokethesilencethemselves。Themanledthewayasonewhoknewitbyheart,andBettinafollowed,notcaringforspeechherself,becausethestillnessseemedtoaddaspellofenchantment。Whatcouldonesay,toastranger,ofsuchbeautysolostandgivenovertoruinanddecay。

"But,oh!"shemurmuredonce,standingstill,within—

drawnbreath,"ifitweremine!——ifitweremine!"Andshesaidthethingforgettingthatherguidewasalivingcreatureandstoodnear。

Afterwardshermemoriesofitallseemedtoherlikethememoriesofadream。Thelackofspeechbetweenherselfandthemanwholedher,hisoftenavertedface,herownsenseofthedesertednessofeachbeauteousspotshepassedthrough,themossypathswhichgavebacknosoundoffootfallsastheywalked,suggested,oneandall,unreality。Whenatlasttheypassedthroughadoorhalfhiddeninaniviedwall,andcrossingagrassedbowlinggreen,mountedashortflightofbrokenstepswhichledthemtoapointthroughwhichtheysawthehousethroughabreakinthetrees,thislastwasthefinaltouchofall。Itwasagreatplace,statelyinitsmassesofgreystonetowhichthickivyclung。ToBettinaitseemedthatahundredwindowsstaredatherwithclosed,blindeyes。

Allwereshutteredbuttwoorthreeonthelowerfloors。Notoneshowedsignsoflife。Thesilentstonethingstoodsightlessamongallofwhichitwasdeadmaster——rollingacres,greattrees,lostgardensanddesertedgroves。

"Oh!"shesighed,"Oh!"

Hercompanionstoodstillandleaneduponhisgunagain,lookingashehadlookedbefore。

"Someofit,"hesaid,"washerebeforetheConquest。ItbelongedtoMountDunstansthen。"

"Andonlyoneofthemisleft,"shecried,"anditislikethis!"

"Theyhavebeenabadlot,thelasthundredyears,"wasthesurlylibertyofspeechhetook,"abadlot。"

Itwasnothisplacetospeakinsuchmannerofthoseofhismaster’shouse,anditwasnotthepartofMissVanderpoeltoencouragehimbyresponse。Sheremainedsilent,standingperhapsatriflemorelightlyerectasshegazedattherowsofblindwindowsinsilence。

Neitherofthemutteredawordforsometime,butatlengthBettinarousedherself。Shehadasix—milewalkbeforeherandmustgo。

"Iamverymuchobligedtoyou,"shebegan,andthenpausedasecond。Acurioushesitancecameuponher,thoughsheknewthatunderordinarycircumstancessuchhesitationwouldhavebeentotallyoutofplace。Shehadoccupiedtheman’stimeforanhourormore,hewasoftheworkingclass,andonemustnotbeguiltyoftheerrorofimaginingthatamanwhohasworktodocanjustlyspendhistimeinone’sserviceforthemerepleasureofit。Sheknewwhatcustomdemanded。

Whyshouldshehesitatebeforethisman,withhisnottoocourteous,surlyface。Shefeltslightlyirritatedbyherownunpracticalembarrassmentassheputherhandintothesmall,latchedbagatherbelt。

"Iamverymuchobliged,keeper,"shesaid。"Youhavegivenmeagreatdealofyourtime。Youknowtheplacesowellthatithasbeenapleasuretobetakenaboutbyyou。I

haveneverseenanythingsobeautiful——andsosad。Thankyou——thankyou。"Andsheputagoldpieceinhispalm。

Hisfingersclosedoveritquietly。Whyitwastohergreatreliefshedidnotknow——becausesomethinginthesimpleactannoyedher,evenwhileshecongratulatedherselfthatherhesitancehadbeenabsurd。Thenextmomentshewonderedifitcouldbepossiblethathehadexpectedalargerfee。Heopenedhishandandlookedatthemoneywithagrimsteadiness。

"Thankyou,miss,"hesaid,andtouchedhiscapinthepropermanner。

Hedidnotlookgraciousorgrateful,buthebegantoputitinasmallpocketinthebreastofhisworncorduroyshootingjacket。Suddenlyhestopped,asifwithabruptresolve。

Hehandedthecoinbackwithoutanychangeofhisglumlook。

"Hangitall,"hesaid,"Ican’ttakethis,youknow。IsupposeIoughttohavetoldyou。Itwouldhavebeenlessawkwardforusboth。Iamthatunfortunatebeggar,MountDunstan,myself。"

Apausewasinevitable。Itwasaratherlongone。Afterit,Bettytookbackherhalf—sovereignandreturnedittoherbag,butshepleasedacertainperversityinhimbylookingmoreannoyedthanconfused。

"Yes,"shesaid。"Yououghttohavetoldme,LordMountDunstan。"

Heslightlyshruggedhisbigshoulders。

"Whyshouldn’tyoutakemeforakeeper?YoucrossedtheAtlanticwithafourth—ratelookingfellowseparatedfromyoubybarriersofwoodandiron。Youcameuponhimtrampingoveranobleman’sestateinshabbycorduroysandgaiters,withagunoverhisshoulderandascowlonhisuglyface。WhyshouldyouleaptotheconclusionthatheisthebeltedEarlhimself?Thereisnocauseforembarrassment。"

"Iamnotembarrassed,"saidBettina。

"ThatiswhatIlike,"gruffly。

"Iampleased,"inhermellowestvelvetvoice,"thatyoulikeit。"

Theireyesmetwithasingulardirectnessofgaze。Betweenthemasparkpassedwhichwasnotafterwardstobeextinguished,thoughneitherofthemknewthemomentofitskindling,andMountDunstanslightlyfrowned。

"Ibegpardon,"hesaid。"Youarequiteright。Ithadadeucedlypatronisingsound。"

AshestoodbeforeherBettywasgivenheropportunitytoseehimasshehadnotseenhimbefore,toconfrontthesumtotalofhisphysique。Hisred—browneyeslookedoutfromratherfineheavybrows,hisfeatureswerestrongandclear,thoughruggedlycut,hisbuildshowedweightofbone,notofflesh,andhislimbswerebigandlong。Hewouldhavewieldedabattle—axewithpowerincenturiesinwhichmenhewedtheirwaywiththem。Alsoitoccurredtoherhewouldhavelookedwellinacoatofmail。Hedidnotlookillinhiscorduroysandgaiters。

"Iamaself—absorbedbeggar,"hewenton。"Ihadbeenslouchingabouttheplace,almostdrivenmadbymythoughts,andwhenIsawyoutookmeforaservantmyfancywasforlettingthethinggoon。IfIhadbeenarichmaninsteadofapauperIwouldhavekeptyourhalf—sovereign。"

"IshouldnothaveenjoyedthatwhenIfoundoutthetruth,"saidMissVanderpoel"No,Isupposeyouwouldn’t。ButIshouldnothavecared。"

Hewaslookingatherstraightlyandsummingherupasshehadsummedhimup。Amanandyoung,hedidnotmissalineoratintofherchinorcheek,shoulder,orbrow,ordense,liftedhair。Hehadalready,eveninhisguiseofkeeper,noticedonething,whichwasthatwhileattimeshereyesweretheblueofsteel,sometimestheymeltedtothecolourofbluebellsunderwater。Theyhadbeenofthislasthuewhenshehadstoodinthesunkengarden,forgettinghimandcryinglow:

"Oh,ifitweremine!Ifitweremine!"

HedidnotlikeAmericanwomenwithmillions,butwhilehewouldnothavesaidthathelikedher,hedidnotwishheryettomoveaway。Andshe,too,didnotwish,justyet,tomoveaway。Therewassomethingdramaticandabsorbinginthesituation。Shelookedoverthesoftlystirringgrassandsawthesunshinewasdeepeningitsgoldandtheshadowsweregrowinglong。Itwasnotahabitofherstoaskquestions,butsheaskedone。

"DidyounotlikeAmerica?"waswhatshesaid。

"Hatedit!Hatedit!Iwentthereluredbyabeliefthatamanlikemyself,withmuscleandwill,evenwithoutexperience,couldmakeafortuneoutofsmallcapitalonasheepranch。Windandweatheranddiseaseplayedthedevilwithme。IlostthelittleIhadandcamebacktobeginoveragain——

onnothing——here!"Andhewavedhishandovertheparkwithitsswardandcoppiceandbrackenandthedeercroppinginthelateafternoongold。

"Tobeginwhatagain?"saidBetty。Itwasanextraordinaryenoughthing,seeninthelightofconventions,thattheyshouldstandandtalklikethis。Butthesparkhadkindledbetweeneyeandeye,andbecauseofittheysuddenlyhadforgottenthattheywerestrangers。

"YouareanAmerican,soitmaynotseemasmadtoyouasitwouldtoothers。Tobegintobuildupagain,inoneman’slife,whathastakencenturiestogrow——andfallintothis。"

"Itwouldbeasplendidthingtodo,"shesaidslowly,andasshesaidithereyestookontheircolourofbluebells,becausewhatshehadseenhadmovedher。Shehadnotlookedathim,butatthecroppingdeerasshespoke,butathernextsentencesheturnedtohimagain。

"Whereshouldyoubegin?"sheasked,andinsayingitthoughtofStornham。

Helaughedshortly。

"ThatisAmericanenough,"hesaid。"Yourpeoplehavenotfinishedtheirbeginningsyetandliveinthespiritofthem。

Itellyouofawildfancy,andyouacceptitasapossibilityandturnonmewith,`Whereshouldyoubegin?’"

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