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第15章

"Itwouldbesuretobesomethingunreasonableandwicked,"saidLadyAnstruthers。"Itwould,Betty。"

"Iwonderwhatitwouldbe?"Bettysaidmusingly。

"Hehastoldliesforyearstokeepyouallfromme。Ifhecamenow,hewouldknowthathehadbeenfoundout。

HewouldsaythatIhadtoldyouthings。Hewouldbefuriousbecauseyouhaveseenwhatthereistosee。Hewouldknowthatyoucouldnothelpbutrealisethatthemoneyhemademeaskforhadnotbeenspentontheestate。He,——

Betty,hewouldtrytoforceyoutogoaway。"

"Iwonderwhathewoulddo?"Bettysaidagainmusingly。

Shefeltinterested,notafraid。

"Itwouldbesomethingcunning,"Rosyprotested。"Itwouldbesomethingnoonecouldexpect。Hemightbesorudethatyoucouldnotremainintheroomwithhim,orhemightbequitepolite,andpretendhewasrathergladtoseeyou。Ifhewasonlyfrightfullyrudeweshouldbesafer,becausethatwouldnotbeanunexpectedthing,butifhewaspolite,itwouldbebecausehewasarrangingsomethinghideous,whichyoucouldnotdefendyourselfagainst。"

"Canyoutellme,"saidBettyquiteslowly,because,asshelookeddownatthecarpet,shewasthinkingveryhard,"thekindofunexpectedthinghehasdonetoyou?"Liftinghereyes,shesawthatatroubledflushwascreepingoverLadyAnstruthers’face。

"There——havebeen——somanyqueerthings,"shefaltered。

ThenBettyknewtherewassomespecialthingshewasafraidtotalkabout,andthatifshedesiredtoobtainilluminatinginformationitwouldbewelltogointothematter。

"Try,"shesaid,"toremembersomeparticularincident。"

LadyAnstrutherslookednervous。

"Rosy,"inthelevelvoice,"therehasbeenaparticularincident——andIwouldratherhearofitfromyouthanfromhim。

Rosy’slapheldlittleshakinghands。

"Hehashelditovermeforyears,"shesaidbreathlessly。

"Hesaidhewouldwriteaboutittofatherandmother。Hesayshecoulduseitagainstmeasevidencein——inthedivorcecourt。HesaysthatdivorcecourtsinAmericaareforwomen,butinEnglandtheyareformen,and——hecoulddefendhimselfagainstme。"

Theincongruityofthepictureofthesmall,fadedcreaturearraignedinadivorcecourtonchargesofmisbehaviourwouldhavemadeBettysmileifshehadbeeninsmilingmood。

"Whatdidheaccuseyouof?"

"Thatwasthe——theunexpectedthing,"miserably。

Bettytooktheunsteadyhandsfirmlyinherown。

"Don’tbeafraidtotellme,"shesaid。"Heknewyousowellthatheunderstoodwhatwouldterrifyyouthemost。I

knowyousowellthatIunderstandhowhedoesit。Didhedothisunexpectedthingjustbeforeyouwrotetofatherforthemoney?"Asshequitesuddenlypresentedthequestion,Rosyexclaimedaloud。

"Howdidyouknow?"shesaid。"You——youarelikealawyer。Howcouldyouknow?"

Howsimpleshewas!Howobviouslyaneasyprey!

Shehadbeenunconsciouslygivingevidencewitheveryword。

"Ihavebeenthinkinghimover,"Bettysaid。"Heinterestsme。Ihavebeguntoguessthathealwayswantssomethingwhenheprofessesthathehasagrievance。"

Thenwithdroopinghead,Rosytoldthestory。

"Yes,ithappenedbeforehemademewritetofatherforsomuchmoney。Thevicarwasillandwasobligedtogoawayforsixmonths。Theclergymanwhocametotakehisplacewasayoungman。Hewaskindandgentle,andwantedtohelppeople。Hismotherwaswithhimandshewaslikehim。

Theylovedeachother,andtheywerequitepoor。HisnamewasFfolliott。Ilikedtohearhimpreach。Hesaidthingsthatcomfortedme。Nigelfoundoutthathecomfortedme,and——whenhecalledhere,hewasmorepolitetohimthanhehadeverbeentoMr。Brent。Heseemedalmostasifhelikedhim。Heactuallyaskedhimtodinnertwoorthreetimes。Afterdinner,hewouldgooutoftheroomandleaveustogether。Oh,Betty!"clingingtoherhands,"Iwassowretchedthen,thatsometimesIthoughtIwasgoingoutofmymind。IthinkIlookedwild。Iusedtokneeldownandtrytopray,andIcouldnot。"

"Yes,yes,"saidBetty。

"IusedtofeelthatifIcouldonlyhaveonefriend,justone,Icouldbearitbetter。OnceIsaidsomethinglikethattoNigel。HeonlyshruggedhisshouldersandsneeredwhenIsaidit。ButafterwardsIknewhehadremembered。Oneevening,whenhehadaskedMr。Ffolliotttodinner,heledhimtotalkaboutreligion。Oh,Betty!Itmademybloodturncoldwhenhebegan。Iknewhewasdoingitforsomewickedreason。Iknewthelookinhiseyesandtheawful,agreeablesmileonhismouth。Whenhesaidatlast,`Ifyoucouldhelpmypoorwifetofindcomfortinsuchthings,’

Ibegantosee。Icouldnotexplaintoanyonehowhedidit,butwithjustasentence,droppedhereandthere,heseemedtotellthewholestoryofasilly,selfish,Americangirl,thwartedinhervulgarlittleambitions,andposingasamartyr,becauseshecouldnothaveherownwayineverything。

Hesaidonce,quitecasually,`I’mafraidAmericanwomenareratherspoiled。’Andthenhesaid,inthesametolerantway——

`ApoormanisadisappointmenttoanAmericangirl。Americadoesnotbelieveinrankcombinedwithlackoffortune。’

Idarednotdefendmyself。Iamnotcleverenoughtothinkoftherightthingstosay。HemeantMr。FfolliotttounderstandthatIhadmarriedhimbecauseIthoughthewasgrandandrich,andthatIwasadisappointedlittlespitefulshrew。I

triedtoactasifhewasnothurtingme,butmyhandstrembled,andalumpkeptrisinginmythroat。Whenwereturnedtothedrawing—room,andatlastheleftustogether,IwasprayingandprayingthatImightbeabletokeepfrombreakingdown。

Shestoppedandswallowedhard。Bettyheldherhandsfirmlyuntilshewenton。

"Forafewminutes,Isatstill,andtriedtothinkofsomenewsubject——somethingaboutthechurchorthevillage。ButIcouldnotbegintospeakbecauseofthelumpinmythroat。

Andthen,suddenly,butquietly,Mr。Ffolliottgotup。AndthoughIdarednotliftmyeyes,Iknewhewasstandingbeforethefire,quitenearme。And,oh!whatdoyouthinkhesaid,aslowandgentlyasifhisvoicewasawoman’s。

Ididnotknowthatpeopleeversaidsuchthingsnow,oreventhoughtthem。Butnever,nevershallIforgetthatstrangeminute。Hesaidjustthis:

"`Godwillhelpyou。Hewill。Hewill。’

"Asifitwastrue,Betty!AsiftherewasaGod——and——

Hehadnotforgottenme。IdidnotknowwhatIwasdoing,butIputoutmyhandandcaughtathissleeve,andwhenIlookedupintohisface,Isawinhiskind,goodeyes,thatheknew——thatsomehow——Godknowshow——heunderstoodandthatIneednotutterawordtoexplaintohimthathehadbeenlisteningtolies。"

"Didyoutalktohim?"Bettyaskedquietly。

"Hetalkedtome。WedidnotevenspeakofNigel。HetalkedtomeasIhadneverheardanyonetalkbefore。Somehowhefilledtheroomwithsomethingreal,whichwashopeandcomfortandlikewarmth,whichkeptmysoulfromshivering。Thetearspouredfrommyeyesatfirst,butthelumpinmythroatwentaway,andwhenNigelcamebackIactuallydidnotfeelfrightened,thoughhelookedatmeandsneeredquietly。"

"Didhesayanythingafterwards?"

"Helaughedalittlecoldlaughandsaid,`Iseeyouhavebeenseekingtheconsolationofreligion。Neuroticwomenlikeconfessors。Idonotobjecttoyourconfessing,ifyouconfessyourownbackslidingsandnotmine。’"

"Thatwasthebeginning,"saidBettyspeculatively。"Theunexpectedthingwastheend。Tellmetherest?"

"Noonecouldhavedreamedofit,"Rosybrokeforth。

"Forweekshewasalmostlikeotherpeople。HestayedatStornhamandspenthisdaysinshooting。Heprofessedthathewasratherenjoyinghimselfinadullway。Heencouragedmetogotothevicarage,heinvitedtheFfolliottshere。HesaidMrs。Ffolliottwasagentlewomanandgoodforme。

HesaiditwasproperthatIshouldinterestmyselfinparishwork。OnceortwiceheevenbroughtsomelittlemessagetomefromMr。Ffolliott。"

Itwasapitiablysimplestory。Bettysaw,throughitsrelation,theunconsciousnessoftheeasilyalluredvictim,theadroitleadingonfromsteptostep,theordinary,natural,seemingmethodwhicharrangedopportunities。ThetwohadbeenthrowntogetherattheCourt,atthevicarage,thechurchandinthevillage,andthehawkhadlookedonandbidedhistime。Forthefirsttimeinheryearsofexile,Rosyhadbeguntofeelthatshemightbeallowedafriend——thoughshelivedinsecrettremorlestthenormallibertypermittedhershouldsuddenlybesnatchedaway。

"WenevertalkedofNigel,"shesaid,twistingherhands。

"Buthemademebegintoliveagain。HetalkedtomeofSomethingthatwatchedandwouldnotleaveme——wouldneverleaveme。Iwaslearningtobelieveit。SometimeswhenIwalkedthroughthewoodtothevillage,Iusedtostopamongthetreesandlookupatthebitsofskybetweenthebranches,andlistentothesoundintheleaves——thesoundthatneverstops——anditseemedasifitwassayingsomethingtome。

AndIwouldclaspmyhandsandwhisper,`Yes,yes,’`I

will,’`Iwill。’IusedtoseeNigellookingatmeattablewithaqueersmileinhiseyesandoncehesaidtome——`Youaregrowingyoungandlovely,mydear。Yourcolourisimproving。Thecounselsofourfriendareofasalutarynature。’

Itwouldhavemademenervous,buthesaiditalmostgood—

naturedly,andIwassillyenougheventowonderifitcouldbepossiblethathewaspleasedtoseemelookinglessill。Itwastrue,Betty,thatIwasgrowingstronger。Butitdidnotlastlong。"

"Iwasafraidnot,"saidBetty。

"AnoldwomaninthelanenearBartyonWoodwasill。Mr。

Ffolliotthadaskedmetogotoseeher,andIusedtogo。

Shesufferedagreatdealandclungtousboth。Hecomfortedher,ashecomfortedme。Sometimeswhenhewascalledawayhewouldsendanotetome,askingmetogotoher。Onedayhewrotehastily,sayingthatshewasdying,andaskedifIwouldgowithhimtohercottageatonce。IknewitwouldsavetimeifImethiminthepathwhichwasashortcut。

SoIwroteafewwordsandgavethemtothemessenger。

Isaid,`Donotcometothehouse。IwillmeetyouinBartyonWood。’"

Bettymadeaslightmovement,andinherfacetherewasadawningofmingledamazementandincredulity。Thethoughtwhichhadcometoherseemed——asUghtred’slockingofthedoorhadseemed——toowildformoderndays。

LadyAnstrutherssawherexpressionandunderstoodit。

Shemadeahopelessgesturewithhersmall,bonyhand。

"Yes,"shesaid,"itisjustlikethat。Noonewouldbelieveit。Theworstclevernessofthethingshedoes,isthatwhenonetellsofthem,theysoundlikelies。IhaveabewilderedfeelingthatIshouldnotbelievethemmyselfifIhadnotseenthem。Hemettheboyintheparkandtookthenotefromhim。Hecamebacktothehouseanduptomyroom,whereIwasdressingquicklytogotoMr。Ffolliott。"

Shestoppedforquiteaminute,ratherasiftorecoverbreath。

"Heclosedthedoorbehindhimandcametowardsmewiththenoteinhishand。AndIsawinasecondthelookthatalwaysterrifiesme,inhisface。Hehadopenedthenoteandhesmoothedoutthepaperquietlyandsaid,`Whatisthis。Icouldnothelpit——Iturnedcoldandbegantoshiver。

Icouldnotimaginewhatwascoming。"

"`IsitmynotetoMr。Ffolliott?’Iasked。

"`Yes,itisyournotetoMr。Ffolliott,’andhereaditaloud。`"Donotcometothehouse。IwillmeetyouinBartyonWood。"Thatisanicenoteforaman’swifetohavewritten,tobepickedupandreadbyastranger,ifyourconfessorisnotcautiousinthematteroflettersfromwomen————’

"Whenhebeginsathinginthatway,youmayalwaysknowthathehasplannedeverything——thatyoucandonothing——I

alwaysknow。Iknewthen,andIknewIwasquitewhitewhenIansweredhim:

"`Iwroteitinagreathurry,Mrs。Farneisworse。Wearegoingtogethertoher。IsaidIwouldmeethim——tosavetime。’

"Helaughed,hisawfullittlelaugh,andtouchedthepaper。

"`Ihavenodoubt。AndIhavenodoubtthatifotherpersonssawthis,theywouldbelieveit。Itisverylikely。

"`Butyoubelieveit,’Isaid。`Youknowitistrue。Noonewouldbesosilly——sosillyandwickedasto————’ThenIbrokedownandcriedout。`Whatdoyoumean?Whatcouldanyonethinkitmeant?’IwassowildthatIfeltasifIwasgoingcrazy。Heclenchedmywristandshookme。

"`Don’tthinkyoucanplaythefoolwithme,’hesaid。`I

havebeenwatchingthisthingfromthefirst。ThefirsttimeIleaveyoualonewiththefellow,Icomebacktofindyouhavebeengivinghimanemotionalscene。Doyousupposeyoursimperinggoodspiritsandyourimbecilepinkcheekstoldmenothing?Theytoldmeexactlythis。Ihavewaitedtocomeuponit,andhereitis。"Donotcometothehouse——I

willmeetyouinthewood。"

"Thatwastheunexpectedthing。Itwasnousetoargueandtrytoexplain。Iknewhedidnotbelievewhathewassaying,butheworkedhimselfintoarage,heaccusedmeofawfulthings,andcalledmeawfulnamesinaloudvoice,sothathecouldbeheard,untilIwasdumbandstaggering。

Allthetime,Iknewtherewasareason,butIcouldnottellthenwhatitwas。Hesaidatlast,thathewasgoingtoMr。

Ffolliott。Hesaid,`IwillmeethiminthewoodandI

willtakeyournotewithme。’

"Betty,itwassoshamefulthatIfelldownonmyknees。

`Oh,don’t——don’t——dothat,’Isaid。`Ibegofyou,Nigel。

Heisagentlemanandaclergyman。Ibegandbegofyou。

Ifyouwillnot,Iwilldoanything——anything。’AndatthatminuteIrememberedhowhehadtriedtomakemewritetofatherformoney。AndIcriedout——catchingathiscoat,andholdinghimback。`Iwillwritetofatherasyouaskedme。Iwilldoanything。Ican’tbearit。’"

"Thatwasthewholemeaningofthewholething,"saidBettywitheyesablaze。"Thatwasthebeginning,themiddleandtheend。Whatdidhesay?"

"Hepretendedtobemademoreangry。Hesaid,`Don’tinsultmebytryingtobribemewithyourvulgarmoney。

Don’tinsultme。’Buthegraduallygrewsulkyinsteadofraging,andthoughheputthenoteinhispocket,hedidnotgotoMr。Ffolliott。And——Iwrotetofather。"

"Irememberthat,"Bettyanswered。"DidyoueverspeaktoMr。Ffolliottagain?"

"Heguessed——heknew——Isawitinhiskind,browneyeswhenhepassedmewithoutspeaking,inthevillage。Idaresaythevillagersweretoldabouttheawfulthingbysomeservant,whoheardNigel’svoice。Villagersalwaysknowwhatishappening。Hewentawayafewweekslater。Thedaybeforehewent,Ihadwalkedthroughthewood,andjustoutsideit,Imethim。Hestoppedforoneminute——justone——heliftedhishatandsaid,justashehadspokenthemthatfirstnight——justthesamewords,`Godwillhelpyou。

Hewill。Hewill。’"

Astrange,almostunearthlyjoysuddenlyflashedacrossherface。

"Itmustbetrue,"shesaid。"Itmustbetrue。Hehassentyou,Betty。Ithasbeenalongtime——ithasbeensolongthatsometimesIhaveforgottenhiswords。Butyouhavecome!"

"Yes,Ihavecome,"Bettyanswered。Andshebentforwardandkissedhergently,asifshehadbeensoothingachild。

Therewereotherquestionstoask。Shewasobligedtoaskthem。"Theunexpectedthing"hadbeenusedasaninstrumentforyears。Itwasalwaysefficacious。Overtheyearninglyhomesickcreaturehadhungthethreatthatherfatherandmother,thosesheachedandlongedfor,couldbetoldthestoryinsuchamanneraswouldbrandherasawomanwithashamefulsecret。Howcouldsheexplainherself?Thereweretheawful,writtenwords。Hewasherhusband。Hewasremorseless,plausible。Shedarednotwritefreely。Shehadnowitnessestocallupon。Shehaddiscoveredthathehadplannedwithcomposedsteadinessthatmisleadingimpressionsshouldbegiventoservantsandvillagepeople。

WhentheBrentsreturnedtothevicarage,shehadobserved,withterror,thatforsomereasontheystiffened,andlookedaskancewhentheFfolliottswerementioned。

"Iamafraid,LadyAnstruthers,thatMr。Ffolliottwasagreatmistake,"Mrs。Brentsaidonce。

LadyAnstruthershadnotdaredtoaskanyquestions。Shehadfelttheawkwardcolourrisinginherfaceandhadknownthatshelookedguilty。Butifshehadprotestedagainsttheinjusticeoftheremark,SirNigelwouldhaveheardofherwordsbeforethedayhadpassed,andsheshudderedtothinkoftheresult。HehadbythattimereachedthepointofreferringtoFfolliottwithsneeringlightness,as"Yourlover。"

"Doyoudefendyourlovertome,"hehadsaidononeoccasion,whenshehadenteredatimidprotest。Andherwhitefaceandwildhelplesseyeshadbeensuchevidenceastotheeffectthewordhadproduced,thathehadseentheexpediencyofmakingapointofusingit。

ThebloodbeatinBettyVanderpoel’sveins。

"Rosy,"shesaid,lookingsteadilyinthefadedface,"tellmethis。Didyouneverthinkofgettingawayfromhim,ofgoingsomewhere,andtryingtoreachfather,bycable,orletter,bysomemeans?"

LadyAnstruthers’wearyandwrinkledlittlesmilewasapitiablyilluminatingthing。

"Mydear"shesaid,"ifyouarestrongandbeautifulandrichandwelldressed,sothatpeoplecaretolookatyou,andlistentowhatyousay,youcandothings。Butwho,inEngland,willlistentoashabby,dowdy,frightenedwoman,whensherunsawayfromherhusband,ifhefollowsherandtellspeoplesheishystericalormadorbad?Itistheshabby,dowdywomanwhoisinthewrong。Atfirst,Ithoughtofnothingelsebuttryingtogetaway。AndonceIwenttoStornhamstation。Iwalkedalltheway,onahotday。AndjustasI

wasgettingintoathird—classcarriage,Nigelmarchedinandcaughtmyarm,andheldmeback。IfaintedandwhenI

cametomyselfIwasinthecarriage,beingdrivenbacktotheCourt,andhewassittingoppositetome。Hesaid,`Youfool!Itwouldtakeaclevererwomanthanyoutocarrythatout。’AndIknewitwastheawfultruth。"

"Itisnottheawfultruthnow,"saidBetty,andsherosetoherfeetandstoodlookingbeforeher,butwithalookwhichdidnotrestonchairsandtables。Sheremainedso,standingforafewmomentsofdeadsilence。

"Whatafoolhewas!"shesaidatlast。"Andwhatavillain!Butavillainisalwaysafool。"

Shebent,andtakingRosy’sfacebetweenherhands,kisseditwithakisswhichseemedlikeaseal。"Thatwilldo,"shesaid。"NowIknow。Onemustknowwhatisinone’shandsandwhatisnot。Thenoneneednotwastetimeintalkingofmiserablethings。Onecansaveone’sstrengthfordoingwhatcanbedone。"

"IbelieveyouwouldalwaysthinkaboutDOINGthings,"

saidLadyAnstruthers。"ThatisAmerican,too。"

"ItisaqualityAmericansinheritedfromEngland,"lightly;

"oneoftheresultsofitisthatEnglandcoversaratherlargeshareofthemapoftheworld。Itisapracticalquality。

YouandImightspendhoursintalkingtoeachotherofwhatNigelhasdoneandwhatyouhavedone,ofwhathehassaid,andofwhatyouhavesaid。Wemightgivesomehours,I

daresay,towhattheDowagerdidandsaid。Butwiserpeoplethanwearehavefoundoutthatthinkingofblackthingspastislivingthemagain,anditislikepoisoningone’sblood。

Itisdeteriorationofproperty。"

Shesaidthelastwordsasifshehadendedwithajest。

Butsheknewwhatshewasdoing。

"Youweretrickedintogivingupwhatwasyours,toapersonwhocouldnotbetrusted。Whathasbeendonewithit,scarcelymatters。Itisnotyours,butSirNigel’s。Butwearenothelpless,becausewehaveinourhandsthemostpowerfulmaterialagentintheworld。

"Come,Rosy,andletuswalkoverthehouse。Wewillbeginwiththat。"

CHAPTERXVII

TOWNLINSON&SHEPPARD

Duringthewholecourseofherinterestinglife——andshehadalwaysfoundlifeinteresting——BettyVanderpoeldecidedthatshehadknownnoexperiencemoreabsorbingthanthismorningspentingoingoverthelong—closedanddesertedportionsoftheneglectedhouse。Shehadneverseenanythingliketheplace,orasfullofsuggestion。Thegreaterpartofithadsimplybeenshutupandlefttotimeandweather,bothofwhichhadhadtheireffects。Thefineoldredroof,havinglosttiles,hadfallenintoleaksthatletinrain,whichhadstainedandrottedwalls,plaster,andwoodwork;windandstormhadbeatenthroughbrokenwindowpanesanddonetheirworstwithsuchfurnitureandhangingsastheyfoundtowhipandtossandleavedampandspottedwithmould。Theypassedthroughcorridors,andupanddownshortorlongstairways,withstainedorfadedwalls,andsometimeswithcrackedorfallenplasteringandwainscotting。Hereandtheretheoakflooringitselfwasuncertain。Therooms,whetherlargeorsmall,allpresentedalikeaspectofpotentialbeautyandcomfort,utterlyuncaredforandforlorn。Thereweremanyrooms,butnonemorethanscantilyfurnished,andanumberofthemwerestrippedbare。Bettyfoundherselfwonderinghowlongatimeithadtakenthebelongingsofthebigplacetodwindleandmeltawayintosuchbareness。

"Therewasatime,Isuppose,whenitwasallfurnished,"

shesaid。

"AlltheseroomswereshutupwhenIcamehere,"Rosyanswered。"Isupposethingsworthsellinghavebeensold。

Whenpiecesoffurniturewerebrokeninonepartofthehouse,theywerereplacedbythingsbroughtfromanother。Noonecared。Nigelhatesitall。Hecallsitarathole。Hedeteststhecountryeverywhere,butparticularlythispartofit。AfterthefirstyearIhadlearnedbetterthantospeaktohimofspendingmoneyonrepairs。"

"Agooddealofmoneyshouldbespentonrepairs,"

reflectedBetty,lookingabouther。

Shewasstandinginthemiddleofaroomwhosewallswerehungwiththeremainsofwhathadbeenchintz,coveredwithapatternoflooseclustersofmossrosebuds。Thedampnesshadrottedituntil,insomeplaces,ithadfallenawayinstripsfromitsfastenings。Aquaint,embroideredcouchstoodinonecorner,andasBettylookedatit,amousecreptfromunderthetatteredvalance,staredatherinalarmandsuddenlydartedbackagain,interrorofintrusionsounusual。

Acasementwindowswungopen,onabrokenhinge,andastrongbranchofivy,havingforceditswayinside,hadthrownacoveringofleavesoverthedeepledge,andwasbeginningtoclimbtheinnerwoodwork。Throughthecasementwastobeseenaheavenlyspreadofcountry,whoserollinglandswerecladsoftlyingreenpasturesandthick—branchedtrees。

"ThisistheRosebudBoudoir,"saidLadyAnstruthers,smilingfaintly。"Alltheroomshavenames。Ithoughtthemsodelightful,whenIfirstheardthem。TheDamaskRoom——

theTapestryRoom——theWhiteWainscotRoom——MyLady’sChamber。

ItalmostbrokemyheartwhenIsawwhattheylookedlike。"

"Itwouldbeveryinteresting,"Bettycommentedslowly,"tomakethemlookastheyoughttolook。"

AremotefearrosetothesurfaceoftheexpressioninLadyAnstruthers’eyes。ShecouldnotdetachherselffromcertainrecollectionsofNigel——ofhisopinionsofherfamily——ofhisdeterminationnottoallowittoenterasafactorineitherhislifeorhers。AndBettyhadcometoStornham——Bettywhomhehaddetestedasachild——andinthecourseoftwodays,shehadseemedtobecomeanewpartoftheatmosphere,andtomakethedeaddespairoftheplacebegintostirwithlife。

WhatotherthingthanthiswashappeningasshespokeofmakingsuchroomsastheRosebudBoudoir"lookastheyoughttolook,"andsaidthewordsnotasiftheywerepartofafantasticvision,butasiftheyexpressedaperfectlypossiblething?

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