第11章
"Now,Conrad,here,"saidtheoldman,withasortofpatheticrancor,"wouldratherhavethegloryalone。Ibelievehedon"tevencaremuchforyourkindofglory,either,Mr。Fulkerson。"
FulkersonranhislittleeyescuriouslyoverConrad"sfaceandthenMarch"s,asifsearchingforatracethereofsomethinggonebeforewhichwouldenablehimtoreachDryfoos"swholemeaning。Heapparentlyresolvedtolaunchhimselfuponconjecture。"Oh,well,weknowhowConradfeelsaboutthethingsofthisworld,anyway。Ishouldliketotake"emontheplaneofanothersphere,too,sometimes;butInoticedagoodwhileagothatthiswastheworldIwasborninto,andsoImadeupmymindthatIwoulddoprettymuchwhatIsawtherestofthefolksdoingherebelow。AndIcan"tseebutwhatConradrunsthethingonbusinessprinciplesinhisdepartment,andIguessyou"llfinditsoifyoulookintoit。Iconsiderthatwe"reawholeteamandbigdogunderthewagonwithyoutodrawonforsupplies,andMarch,here,attheheadoftheliterarybusiness,andConradinthecounting-room,andmetodotheheavylyingintheadvertisingpart。Oh,andBeaton,ofcourse,intheart。I"mostforgotBeaton——HamletwithHamletleftout。"
Dryfooslookedacrossathisson。"Wasn"tthatthefellow"snamethatwastherelastnight?"
"Yes,"saidConrad。
Theoldmanrose。"Well,IreckonIgottobegoing。Youreadytogoup-town,Conrad?"
"Well,notquiteyet,father。"
TheoldmanshookhandswithMarch,andwentdownstairs,followedbyhisson。
Fulkersonremained。
"Hedidn"tjumpatthechanceyougavehimtocomplimentusallround,Fulkerson,"saidMarch,withasmilenotwhollyofpleasure。
Fulkersonasked,withaslittlejoyinthegrinhehadon,"Didn"thesayanythingtoyoubeforeIcamein?"
"Notaword。"
"DoggedifIknowwhattomakeofit,"sighedFulkerson,"butIguesshe"sbeenhavingatalkwithConradthat"ssouredonhim。Ireckonmaybehecamebackexpectingtofindthatboyreconciledtothegloryofthisworld,andConrad"sshowedhimselfjustassetagainstitasever。"
"Itmighthavebeenthat,"Marchadmitted,pensively。"Ifanciedsomethingofthekindmyselffromwordstheoldmanletdrop。"
Fulkersonmadehimexplain,andthenhesaid:
"That"sit,then;andit"sallright。Conrad"llcomeroundintime;andallwe"vegottodoistohavepatiencewiththeoldmantillhedoes。
Iknowhelikesyou。"Fulkersonaffirmedthisonlyinterrogatively,andlookedsoanxiouslytoMarchforcorroborationthatMarchlaughed。
"Hedissembledhislove,"hesaid;butafterward,indescribingtohiswifehisinterviewwithMr。Dryfoos,hewaslessamusedwiththisfact。
Whenshesawthathewasalittlecastdownbyit,shebegantoencouragehim。"He"sjustacommon,ignorantman,andprobablydidn"tknowhowtoexpresshimself。Youmaybeperfectlysurethathe"sdelightedwiththesuccessofthemagazine,andthatheunderstandsaswellasyoudothatheowesitalltoyou。"
"Ah,I"mnotsosure。Idon"tbelieveaman"sanybetterforhavingmademoneysoeasilyandrapidlyasDryfooshasdone,andIdoubtifhe"sanywiser。Idon"tknowjustthepointhe"sreachedinhisevolutionfromgrubtobeetle,butIdoknowthatsofarasit"sgonetheprocessmusthaveinvolvedabewilderingchangeofidealsandcriterions。Iguesshe"scometodespiseagreatmanythingsthatheoncerespected,andthatintellectualabilityisamongthem——whatwecallintellectualability。
Hemusthaveundergoneamoraldeterioration,anatrophyofthegenerousinstincts,andIdon"tseewhyitshouldn"thavereachedhismentalmake-
up。Hehassharpened,buthehasnarrowed;hissagacityhasturnedintosuspicion,hiscautiontomeanness,hiscouragetoferocity。That"sthewayIphilosophizeamanofDryfoos"sexperience,andIamnotveryproudwhenIrealizethatsuchamanandhisexperiencearetheidealandambitionofmostAmericans。Iratherthinktheycameprettynearbeingmine,once。"
"No,dear,theyneverdid,"hiswifeprotested。
"Well,they"renotlikelytobeinthefuture。TheDryfoosfeatureof"EveryOtherWeek"isthoroughlydistastefultome。"
"Why,buthehasn"treallygotanythingtodowithit,hashe,beyondfurnishingthemoney?"
"That"stheimpressionthatFulkersonhasallowedustoget。Butthemanthatholdsthepurseholdsthereins。Hemayletusguidethehorse,butwhenhelikeshecandrive。Ifwedon"tlikehisdriving,thenwecangetdown。"
Mrs。Marchwaslessinterestedinthisfigureofspeechthaninthepersonalaspectsinvolved。"ThenyouthinkMr。Fulkersonhasdeceivedyou?"
"Ohno!"saidherhusband,laughing。"ButIthinkhehasdeceivedhimself,perhaps。"
"How?"shepursued。
"HemayhavethoughthewasusingDryfoos,whenDryfooswasusinghim,andhemayhavesupposedhewasnotafraidofhimwhenhewasverymuchso。Hiscouragehadn"tbeenputtothetest,andcourageisamatterofproof,likeproficiencyonthefiddle,youknow:youcan"ttellwhetheryou"vegotittillyoutry。"
"Nonsense!DoyoumeanthathewouldeversacrificeyoutoMr。Dryfoos?"
"Ihopehemaynotbetempted。ButI"dratherbetakingthechanceswithFulkersonalonethanwithFulkersonandDryfoostobackhim。Dryfoosseems,somehow,totakethepoetryandthepleasureoutofthething。"
Mrs。Marchwasalongtimesilent。Thenshebegan,"Well,mydear,I
neverwantedtocometoNewYork——"
"NeitherdidI,"Marchpromptlyputin。
"Butnowthatwe"rehere,"shewenton,"I"mnotgoingtohaveyoulettingeverylittlethingdiscourageyou。Idon"tseewhattherewasinMr。Dryfoos"smannertogiveyouanyanxiety。He"sjustacommon,stupid,inarticulatecountryperson,andhedidn"tknowhowtoexpresshimself,asIsaidinthebeginning,andthat"sthereasonhedidn"tsayanything。"
"Well,Idon"tdenyyou"rerightaboutit。"
"It"sdreadful,"hiswifecontinued,"tobemixedupwithsuchamanandhisfamily,butIdon"tbelievehe"llevermeddlewithyourmanagement,and,tillhedoes,allyouneeddoistohaveaslittletodowithhimaspossible,andgoquietlyonyourownway。"
"Oh,Ishallgoonquietlyenough,"saidMarch。"IhopeIsha"n"tbegingoingstealthily。"
"Well,mydear,"saidMrs。March,"justletmeknowwhenyou"retemptedtodothat。Ifeveryousacrificethesmallestgrainofyourhonestyoryourself-respecttoMr。Dryfoos,oranybodyelse,Iwillsimplyrenounceyou。"
"InviewofthatI"mrathergladthemanagementof"EveryOtherWeek"
involvestastesandnotconvictions,"saidMarch。
III。
ThatnightDryfooswaswakenedfromhisafter-dinnernapbythesoundofgaytalkandnervousgigglinginthedrawing-room。Thetalk,whichwasChristine"s,andthegiggling,whichwasMela"s,wereintershotwiththeheaviertonesofaman"svoice;andDryfooslayawhileontheleathernloungeinhislibrary,tryingtomakeoutwhetherheknewthevoice。Hiswifesatinadeepchairbeforethefire,withhereyesonhisface,waitingforhimtowake。
"Whoisthatoutthere?"heasked,withoutopeninghiseyes。
"Indeed,indeed,Idon"tknow,Jacob,"hiswifeanswered。"Ireckonit"sjustsomevisitorofthegirls"。"
"WasIsnoring?"
"Notabit。Youwassleepingasquiet!Ididhatetohave"emwakeyou,andIwasjustgoin"outtoshoothem。They"vebeenplayin"something,andthatmadethemlaugh。"
"Ididn"tknowbutIhadsnored,"saidtheoldman,sittingup。
"No,"saidhiswife。Thensheasked,wistfully,"Wasyououtattheoldplace,Jacob?"
"Yes。"
"Diditlooknatural?"
"Yes;mostly。They"resinkingthewellsdowninthewoodspasture。"
"And——thechildren"sgraves?"
"Theyhaven"ttouchedthatpart。ButIreckonwegottohave"emmovedtothecemetery。Iboughtalot。"
Theoldwomanbegansoftlytoweep。"Itdoesseemtoohardthattheycan"tbelettorestinpeace,porelittlethings。Iwantedyouandmetolaythere,too,whenourtimecome,Jacob。Justthere,backo"thebeehivesandunderthemshoomakes——my,Icanseetheveryplace!AndI
don"tbelieveI"lleverfeelathomeanywhereselse。Iwoon"tknowwhereIamwhenthetrumpetsounds。IhavetothinkbeforeIcantellwheretheeastisinNewYork;andwhatifIshouldgitfacedthewrongwaywhenIraise?Jacob,Iwonderyoucouldsellit!"Herheadshook,andthefirelightshoneonhertearsasshesearchedthefoldsofherdressforherpocket。
Apealoflaughtercamefromthedrawing-room,andthenthesoundofchordsstruckonthepiano。
"Hush!Don"tyoucry,"Liz"beth!"saidDryfoos。"Here;takemyhandkerchief。I"vegotanicelotinthecemetery,andI"mgoin"tohaveamonument,withtwolambsonit——liketheoneyoualwayslikedsomuch。
Itain"tthefashion,anymore,tohavefamilyburyin"grounds;they"recollectin""emintothecemeteries,allround。"
"IreckonIgottobearit,"saidhiswife,mufflingherfaceinhishandkerchief。"AndIsupposetheLordkinfindme,whereverIam。ButI
alwaysdidwanttolayjustthere。Youmindhowweusedtogooutandsetthere,aftermilkin",andwatchthesungodown,andtalkaboutwheretheirangelswas,andtrytofiggeritout?"
"Iremember,"Liz"beth。"
Theman"svoiceinthedrawing-roomsangasnatchofFrenchsong,insolent,mocking,salient;andthenChristine"sattemptedthesamestrain,andanothercryoflaughterfromMelafollowed。
"Well,Ialwaysdidexpecttolaythere。ButIreckonit"sallright。
Itwon"tbeagreatwhile,now,anyway。Jacob,Idon"tbelieveI"ma-
goin"toliveverylong。Iknowitdon"tagreewithmehere。"
"Oh,Iguessitdoes,"Liz"beth。You"rejustalittlepulleddownwiththeweather。It"scomingspring,andyoufeelit;butthedoctorsaysyou"reallright。Istoppedin,onthewayup,andhesaysso。"
"Ireckonhedon"tknoweverything,"theoldwomanpersisted:"I"vebeenrunnin"downeversinceweleftMoffitt,andIdidn"tfeelanytoowellthere,even。It"saverystrangething,Jacob,thatthericheryougit,thelessyouain"tabletostaywhereyouwantto,deadoralive。"
"It"sforthechildrenwedoit,"saidDryfoos。"Wegottogivethemtheirchanceintheworld。"
"Oh,theworld!Theyoughttobeartheyokeintheiryouth,likewedone。Iknowit"swhatCoonrodwouldliketodo。"
Dryfoosgotuponhisfeet。"IfCoonrod"llmindhisownbusiness,anddowhatIwanthimto,he"llhaveyokeenoughtobear。"Hemovedfromhiswife,withoutfurtherefforttocomforther,andpotteredheavilyoutintothedining-room。Beyonditsobscuritystretchedtheglitterofthedeepdrawing-room。Hisfeet,intheirbroad;flatslippers,madenosoundonthedensecarpet,andhecameunseenuponthelittlegrouptherenearthepiano。Melapercheduponthestoolwithherbacktothekeys,andBeatonbentoverChristine,whosatwithabanjoinherlap,lettinghimtakeherhandsandputthemintherightplaceontheinstrument。
Herfacewasradiantwithhappiness,andMelawaswatchingherwithfoolish,unselfishpleasureinherbliss。
TherewasnothingwrongintheaffairtoamanofDryfoos"straditionsandperceptions,andifithadbeenathomeinthefarmsitting-room,oreveninhisparloratMoffitt,hewouldnothavemindedayoungman"splacinghisdaughter"shandsonabanjo,orevenholdingthemthere;
itwouldhaveseemedaproper,attentionfromhimifhewascourtingher。
Buthere,insuchahouseasthis,withthedaughterofamanwhohadmadeasmuchmoneyashehad,hedidnotknowbutitwasaliberty。
Hefelttheangrydoubtofitwhichbesethiminregardtosomanyexperiencesofhischangedlife;hewantedtoshowhissenseofit,ifitwasaliberty,buthedidnotknowhow,andhedidnotknowthatitwasso。Besides,hecouldnothelpatouchofthepleasureinChristine"shappinesswhichMelashowed;andhewouldhavegonebacktothelibrary,ifhecould,withoutbeingdiscovered。
ButBeatonhadseenhim,andDryfoos,withanonchalantnodtotheyoungman,cameforward。"Whatyougotthere,Christine?"
"Abanjo,"saidthegirl,blushinginherfather"spresence。
Melagurgled。"Mr。Beatonislearnun"herthefirstposition。"
Beatonwasnotembarrassed。Hewasineveningdress,andhisface,pointedwithitsbrownbeard,showedextremelyhandsomeabovetheexpanseofhisbroad,whiteshirt-front。Hegavebackasnonchalantanodashehadgot,and,withoutfurthergreetingtoDryfoos,hesaidtoChristine:
"No,no。Youmustkeepyourhandandarmso。"Heheldtheminposition。
"There!Nowstrikewithyourrighthand。See?"
"Idon"tbelieveIcaneverlearn,"saidthegirl,withafondupwardlookathim。
"Ohyes,youcan,"saidBeaton。
TheybothignoredDryfoosinthelittleplayofprotestswhichfollowed,andhesaid,halfjocosely,halfsuspiciously,"Andisthebanjothefashion,now?"Heremembereditastheemblemoflow-downshowbusiness,andassociateditwithend-menandblackenedfacesandgrotesqueshirt-
collars。
"It"salltherage,"Melashouted,inanswerforall。"Everybodyplaysit。Mr。Beatonborrowedthisfromaladyfriendofhis。"
"Humph!PityIgotyouapiano,then,"saidDryfoos。"Abanjowouldhavebeencheaper。"
Beatonsofaradmittedhimtotheconversationastoseemremindedofthepianobyhismentioningit。HesaidtoMela,"Oh,won"tyoujuststrikethosechords?"andasMelawheeledaboutandbeatthekeyshetookthebanjofromChristineandsatdownwithit。"Thisway!"Hestrummedit,andmurmuredthetuneDryfooshadheardhimsingingfromthelibrary,whilehekepthisbeautifuleyesfloatingonChristine"s。"Youtrythat,now;it"sverysimple。"
"WhereisMrs。Mandel?"Dryfoosdemanded,tryingtoasserthimself。
NeitherofthegirlsseemedtohaveheardhimatfirstinthechattertheybrokeintooverwhatBeatonproposed。ThenMelasaid,absently,"Oh,shehadtogoouttoseeoneofherfriendsthat"ssick,"andshestruckthepianokeys。"Come;tryit,Chris!"
Dryfoosturnedaboutunheededandwentbacktothelibrary。HewouldhavelikedtoputBeatonoutofhishouse,andinhisheartheburnedagainsthimasacontumacioushand;hewouldhavelikedtodischargehimfromtheartdepartmentof"EveryOtherWeek"atonce。ButhewasawareofnothavingtreatedBeatonwithmuchceremony,andiftheyoungmanhadreturnedhisbehaviorinkind,withanelectricalresponsetohisownfeeling,hadheanyrighttocomplain?Afterall,therewasnoharminhisteachingChristinethebanjo。
Hiswifestillsatlookingintothefire。"Ican"tsee,"shesaid,"aswe"vegotabitmorecomfortofourlives,Jacob,becausewe"vegotsuchpilesandpilesofmoney。Iwishttograciouswewasbackonthefarmthisminute。Iwishtyouhadheldoutag"instthechildernaboutsellin"it;"twould"a"binthebestthingfur"em,Isay。Ibelieveinmysoulthey"llgitspoiledhereinNewYork。Ikinseeachangein"ema"ready——inthegirls。"
Dryfoosstretchedhimselfontheloungeagain。"Ican"tseeasCoonrodismuchcomfort,either。Whyain"theherewithhissisters?WhatdoesallthatworkofhisontheEastSideamountto?Itseemsasifhedoneittocrossme,asmuchasanything。"Dryfooscomplainedtohiswifeonthebasisofmereaffectionalhabit,whichinmarriedlifeoftensurvivesthesenseofintellectualequality。Hedidnotexpecthertoreasonwithhim,buttherewashelpinherlistening,andthoughshecouldonlysoothehisfretfulnesswithsoftanswerswhichwereoftenwideofthepurpose,hestillwenttoherforsolace。"Here,I"vegoneintothisnewspaperbusiness,orwhateveritis,onhisaccount,andhedon"tseemanymoresatisfiedthanever。Icanseehehain"tgothisheartinit。"
"Theporeboytries;Iknowhedoes,Jacob;andhewantstopleaseyou。
Buthegiveupagooddealwhenhegiveupbein"apreacher;Is"poseweoughttorememberthat。"
"Apreacher!"sneeredDryfoos。"Ireckonbein"apreacherwouldn"tsatisfyhimnow。Hehadtheimpudencetotellmethisafternoonthathewouldliketobeapriest;andhethrewituptomethathenevercouldbebecauseI"dkepthimfromstudyin"。"
"Hedon"tmeanaCatholicpriest——notaRomanone,Jacob,"theoldwomanexplained,wistfully。"He"stoldmeallaboutit。Theyain"tthekindo"Catholicswebeenusedto;somesortof"Piscopalians;andtheydoaheapo"goodamongstthepoorfolksoverthere。Hesaysweain"tgotanyideahowfolkslivesinthemtenementhouses,hundredsof"eminonehouse,andwholefamiliesinaroom;anditburnsinhishearttohelp"emlikethemFathers,asbecalls"em,thatgivestheirlivestoit。
Hecan"tbeaFather,hesays,becausehecan"tgittheeddicationnow;
buthecanbeaBrother;andIcan"tfindawordtosayag"instit,whenitgitstotalkin",Jacob。"
"Iain"tsayinganythingagainsthispriests,"Liz"beth,"saidDryfoos。
"They"reallwellenoughintheirway;they"vegivenuptheirlivestoit,andit"samatterofbusinesswiththem,likeanyother。ButwhatI"mtalkingaboutnowisCoonrod。Idon"tobjecttohisdoin"allthecharityhewantsto,andtheLordknowsI"veneverbeenstingywithhimaboutit。Hemighthaveallthemoneyhewants,togiveroundanywayhepleases。"
"That"swhatItoldhimonce,buthesaysmoneyain"tthething——ornottheonlythingyougottogivetothempoorfolks。Yougottogiveyourtimeandyourknowledgeandyourlove——Idon"tknowwhatallyougottogiveyourself,ifyouexpecttohelp"em。That"swhatCoonrodsays。"
"Well,Icantellhimthatcharitybeginsathome,"saidDryfoos,sittingupinhisimpatience。"Andhe"dbettergivehimselftousalittle——tohisoldfatherandmother。Andhissisters。What"shedoin"goin"offtheretohismeetings,andIdon"tknowwhatall,an"leavin"themherealone?"
"Why,ain"tMr。Beatonwith"em?"askedtheoldwoman。"IthoughtI
hearedhisvoice。"
"Mr。Beaton!Ofcourseheis!Andwho"sMr。Beaton,anyway?"
"Why,ain"theoneofthemeninCoonrod"soffice?IthoughtIheared——"
"Yes,heis!Butwhoishe?What"shedoingroundhere?Ishemakin"
uptoChristine?"
"Ireckonheis。FromMely"stalk,she"saboutcrazyoverthefellow。
Don"tyoulikehim,Jacob?"
"Idon"tknowhim,orwhatheis。Hehasn"tgotanymanners。Whobroughthimhere?How"dhecometocome,inthefirstplace?"
"Mr。Fulkersonbrunghim,Ibelieve,"saidtheoldwoman,patiently。
"Fulkerson!"Dryfoossnorted。"Where"sMrs。Mandel,Ishouldliketoknow?Hebroughther,too。Doesshegotraipsin"offthiswayeveryevening?"
"No,sheseemstobehereprettyregularmosto"thetime。Idon"tknowhowwecouldevergitalongwithouther,Jacob;sheseemstoknowjustwhattodo,andthegirlswouldbetentimesasoutbreakin"withouther。
Ihopeyouain"tthinkin"o"turnin"heroff,Jacob?"
Dryfoosdidnotthinkitnecessarytoanswersuchaquestion。"It"sallFulkerson,Fulkerson,Fulkerson。ItseemstomethatFulkersonaboutrunsthisfamily。HebroughtMrs。Mandel,andhebroughtthatBeaton,andhebroughtthatBostonfellow!IguessIgivehimadose,though;
andI"lllearnFulkersonthathecan"thaveeverythinghisownway。I
don"twantanybodytohelpmespendmymoney。Imadeit,andIcanmanageit。IguessMr。Fulkersoncanbearalittlewatchingnow。He"sbeentravellingprettyfree,andhe"sgotthenotionhe"sdriving,maybe。
I"ma-goingtolookafterthatbookalittlemyself。"
"You"llkillyourself,Jacob,"saidhiswife,"tryin"todosomanythings。Andwhatisitallfur?Idon"tseeaswe"rebetteroff,any,forallthemoney。It"sjustasmuchcareasitusedtobewhenwewasallthereonthefarmtogether。Iwishtwecouldgoback,Ja——"
"Wecan"tgoback!"shoutedtheoldman,fiercely。"There"snofarmanymoretogobackto。Thefieldsisfullofgas-wellsandoil-wellsandhell-holesgenerally;thehouseistoredown,andthebarn"sgoin"——"
"Thebarn!"gaspedtheoldwoman。"Oh,my!"
"IfIwastogiveallI"mworththisminute,wecouldn"tgobacktothefarm,anymorethanthemgirlsintherecouldgobackandbelittlechildren。Idon"tsaywe"reanybetteroff,forthemoney。I"vegotmoreofitnowthanIeverhad;andthere"snoendtotheluck;itpoursin。ButIfeellikeIwastiedhandandfoot。Idon"tknowwhichwaytomove;Idon"tknowwhat"sbesttodoaboutanything。Themoneydon"tseemtobuyanythingbutmoreandmorecareandtrouble。Wegotabighousethatweain"tathomein;andwegotalotofhiredgirlsroundunderourfeetthathinderanddon"thelp。Ourchildrendon"tmindus,andwegotnofriendsorneighbors。Butithadtobe。Icouldn"thelpbutsellthefarm,andwecan"tgobacktoit,foritain"tthere。Sodon"tyousayanythingmoreaboutit,"Liz"beth。"
"PoreJacob!"saidhiswife。"Well,Iwoon"t,dear。"
IV
ItwascleartoBeatonthatDryfoosdistrustedhim;andthefactheightenedhispleasureinChristine"slikingforhim。Hewasassureofthisashewasoftheother,thoughhewasnotsosureofanyreasonforhispleasureinit。Shehadhercharm;thecharmofwildnesstowhichacertainwildnessinhimselfresponded;andthereweretimeswhenhisfancycontrivedacommonfutureforthem,whichwouldhaveaprosperityforcedfromtheoldfellow"sloveofthegirl。Beatonlikedtheideaofthiscompulsionbetterthanhelikedtheideaofthemoney;therewassomethingalittlerepulsiveinthat;heimaginedhimselfrejectingit;
healmostwishedhewasenoughinlovewiththegirltomarryherwithoutit;thatwouldbefine。Hewastakenwithherinacertain"measure,inacertainway;thequestionwasinwhatmeasure,inwhatway。
Itwaspartlytoescapefromthisquestionthathehurrieddown-town,anddecidedtospendwiththeLeightonsthehourremainingonhishandsbeforeitwastimetogotothereceptionforwhichhewasdressed。
ItseemedtohimimportantthatheshouldseeAlmaLeighton。Afterall,itwashercharmthatwasmostabidingwithhim;perhapsitwastobefinal。Hefoundhimselfveryhappyinhispresentrelationswithher。
Shehaddroppedthatbarrierofpretencesandironicalsurprise。Itseemedtohimthattheyhadgonebacktotheoldgroundofcommonartisticinterestwhichhehadfoundsopleasantthesummerbefore。
ApparentlysheandhermotherhadbothforgivenhisneglectoftheminthefirstmonthsoftheirstayinNewYork;hewassurethatMrs。
Leightonlikedhimaswellasever,and,iftherewasstillsomethingalittleprovisionalinAlma"smannerattimes,itwassomethingthatpiquedmorethanitdiscouraged;itmadehimcurious,notanxious。
HefoundtheyoungladieswithFulkersonwhenherang。Heseemedtobeamusingthemboth,andtheywerebothamusedbeyondthemeritofsosmallapleasantry,Beatonthought,whenFulkersonsaid:"Introducemyself,Mr。Beaton:Mr。Fulkersonof"EveryOtherWeek。"ThinkI"vemetyouatourplace。"Thegirlslaughed,andAlmaexplainedthathermotherwasnotverywell,andwouldbesorrynottoseehim。Thensheturned,ashefelt,perversely,andwentontalkingwithFulkersonandlefthimtoMissWoodburn。
Shefinallyrecognizedhisdisappointment:"Ahdon"toftengetachanceatyou,Mr。Beaton,andAh"mjustgoin"totoakyo"todeath。Yo"havebeenSoathyo"self,andyo"knowho"wedotoak。"
"I"vesurvivedtosayyes,"Beatonadmitted。
"Oh,now,doyouthinkwetoaksomuchmo"thanyoudointheNo"th?"
theyoungladydeprecated。
"Idon"tknow。Ionlyknowyoucan"ttalktoomuchforme。IshouldliketohearyousaySoathandhouseandaboutfortherestofmylife。"
"That"swhatAhcallraghtpersonal,Mr。Beaton。NowAh"mgoin"tobepersonal,too。"MissWoodburnflungoutoverherlapthesquareofclothshewasembroidering,andaskedhim:"Don"tyouthinkthat"sbeautiful?
Now,asanawtust——agreatawtust?"
"Asagreatawtust,yes,"saidBeaton,mimickingheraccent。"IfIwerelessthangreatImighthavesomethingtosayaboutthearrangementofcolors。You"reasboldandoriginalasNature。"
"Really?Oh,now,dotellmeyo"favo"itecolo",Mr。Beaton。"
"Myfavoritecolor?Blessmysoul,whyshouldIpreferany?Isbluegood,orredwicked?Dopeoplehavefavoritecolors?"Beatonfoundhimselfsuddenlyinterested。
"Ofco"setheydo,"answeredthegirl。"Don"tawtusts?"
"Ineverheardofonethathad——consciously。"
"Isitpossible?Isupposedtheyallhad。Nowmahfavo"itecolo"isgawnet。Don"tyouthinkit"saprettycolo"?"
"Itdependsuponhowit"sused。Doyoumeaninneckties?"BeatonstoleaglanceattheoneFulkersonwaswearing。
MissWoodburnlaughedwithherfaceboweduponherwrist。"AhdothinkyougentlemenintheNo"thawetentahmsaslahvelyastheladies。"
"Strange,"saidBeaton。"IntheSouth——Soath,excuseme!Imadetheobservationthattheladiesweretentimesaslivelyasthegentlemen。
Whatisthatyou"reworking?"
"This?"MissWoodburngaveitanotherflirt,andlookedatitwithaglanceofdawningrecognition。"Oh,thisisatable-covah。Wouldn"tyoulahketoseewhereit"stogo?"
"Why,certainly。"
"Well,ifyou"llberaghtgoodI"llletyo"givemesomeprofessionaladvassaboutputtingsomethingintheco"nersornot,whenyouhaveseenitonthetable。"
Sheroseandledthewayintotheotherroom。Beatonknewshewantedtotalkwithhimaboutsomethingelse;buthewaitedpatientlytoletherplayhercomedyout。Shespreadthecoveronthetable,andheadvisedher,ashesawshewished,againstputtinganythinginthecorners;justrunalineofherstitcharoundtheedge,hesaid。
"Mr。FulkersonandAh,why,we"vebeenhavingaregularfaghtaboatit,"
shecommented。"Butwebothagreed,fahnally,toleaveittoyou;Mr。
Fulkersonsaidyou"dbesuretoberaght。Ah"msogladyoutookmahsahde。Buthe"sagreatadmahrerofyours,Mr。Beaton,"sheconcluded,demurely,suggestively。
"Ishe?Well,I"magreatadmirerofFulkerson,"saidBeaton,withacapriciouswillingnesstohumorherwishtotalkaboutFulkerson。
"He"sacapitalfellow;generous,magnanimous,withquiteanidealoffriendshipandaneyesingletothemainchanceallthetime。Hewouldadvertise"EveryOtherWeek"onhisfamilyvault。"
MissWoodburnlaughed,andsaidsheshouldtellhimwhatBeatonhadsaid。
"Do。Buthe"susedtodefamationfromme,andhe"llthinkyou"rejoking。"
"Ahsuppose,"saidMissWoodburn,"thathe"squahtethetahpeofaNewYorkbusinessman。"Sheadded,asifitfollowedlogically,"He"ssodifferentfromwhatIthoughtaNewYorkbusinessmanwouldbe。"
"It"syourVirginiatraditiontodespisebusiness,"saidBeaton,rudely。
MissWoodburnlaughedagain。"Despahseit?Mahgoodness!wewanttogetintoitandwoakitfo"allit"swo"th,"asMr。Fulkersonsays。Thattraditionisallpast。Youdon"tknowwhattheSoathisnow。Ahsupposemahfathawdespahsesbusiness,buthe"satraditionhimself,asAhtellhim。"Beatonwouldhaveenjoyedjoiningtheyoungladyinanythingshemightbegoingtosayinderogationofherfather,butherestrainedhimself,andshewentonmoreandmoreasifshewishedtoaccountforherfather"shabitualhauteurwithBeaton,ifnottoexcuseit。"Ahtellhimhedon"tunderstandtherisinggeneration。Hewasbroughtupintheoldschool,andhethinkswe"realljustlahkehewaswhenhewasyoung,withallthoseahdealsofchivalryandfamily;but,mahgoodness!it"smoneythatcyoantsno"adaysintheSoath,justlahkeitdoeseverywhereelse。Ahsuppose,ifwecouldhaveslaverybackinthefawmmahfathawthinksitcouldhavebeenbroughtupto,whenthecommercialspiritwouldn"tletitalone,itwouldbethebestthing;butwecan"thaveitback,andAhtellhimwehadbetterhavethecommercialspiritasthenextbestthing。"
MissWoodburnwenton,withsufficientloyaltyandpiety,toexposethedifferenceofherownandherfather"sideals,butwithwhatBeatonthoughtlessreferencetohisownunsympatheticattentionthantoaknowledgefinallyofthepersonnelandmaterielof"EveryOtherWeek。"
andMr。Fulkerson"srelationtotheenterprise。"Youmostexcusemyaskingsomanyquestions,Mr。Beaton。Youknowit"sallmahdoingthatweaweheahinNewYork。Ahjusttoldmahfathawthatifhewasevahgoin"todoanythingwithhiswrahtings,hehadgottocomeNo"th,andAhmadehimcome。Ahbelievehe"dhavestayedintheSoathallhislahfe。
AndnowMr。Fulkersonwantshimtolethiseditorseesomeofhiswrahtings,andAhwantedtoknowsomethingaboatthemagazine。Weaweagreatdealexcitedaboatitinthishoase,youknow,Mr。Beaton,"sheconcluded,withalookthatnowtransferredtheinterestfromFulkersontoAlma。Sheledthewaybacktotheroomwheretheyweresitting,andwentuptotriumphoverFulkersonwithBeaton"sdecisionaboutthetable-
cover。
AlmawasleftwithBeatonnearthepiano,andhebegantotalkabouttheDryfoosesashesatdownonthepiano-stool。HesaidhehadbeengivingMissDryfoosalessononthebanjo;hehadborrowedthebanjoofMissVance。ThenhestruckthechordhehadbeentryingtoteachChristine,andplayedovertheairhehadsung。
"Howdoyoulikethat?"heasked,whirlinground。
"Itseemsratheradisrespectfullittletune,somehow,"saidAlma,placidly。
Beatonrestedhiselbowonthecornerofthepianoandgazeddreamilyather。"Yourperceptionsarewonderful。Itisdisrespectful。Iplayedit,upthere,becauseIfeltdisrespectfultothem。"
"Doyouclaimthatasamerit?"
"No,Istateitasafact。Howcanyourespectsuchpeople?"
"Youmightrespectyourself,then,"saidthegirl。"Orperhapsthatwouldn"tbesoeasy,either。"
"No,itwouldn"t。Iliketohaveyousaythesethingstome,"saidBeaton,impartially。
"Well,Iliketosaythem,"Almareturned。
"Theydomegood。"
"Oh,Idon"tknowthatthatwasmymotive。"
"Thereisnoonelikeyou——noone,"saidBeaton,asifapostrophizingherinherabsence。"Tocomefromthathouse,withitsassertionsofmoney——
youcanhearitchink;youcansmellthefouloldbanknotes;itstiflesyou——intoanatmospherelikethis,islikecomingintoanotherworld。"
"Thankyou,"saidAlma。"I"mgladthereisn"tthatunpleasantodorhere;
butIwishtherewasalittlemoreofthechinking。"
"No,no!Don"tsaythat!"heimplored。"Iliketothinkthatthereisonesouluncontaminatedbythesenseofmoneyinthisbig,brutal,sordidcity。"
"Youmeantwo,"saidAlma,withmodesty。"ButifyoustifleattheDryfooses",whydoyougothere?"
"WhydoIgo?"hemused。"Don"tyoubelieveinknowingallthenatures,thetypes,youcan?Thosegirlsareastrangestudy:theyoungoneisasimple,earthlycreature,ascommonasanoat-fieldandtheotherasortofsylvanlife:fierce,flashing,feline——"
Almaburstoutintoalaugh。"Whataptalliteration!Anddotheylikebeingstudied?Ishouldthinkthesylvanlifemight——scratch。"
"No,"saidBeaton,withmelancholyabsence,"itonly-purrs。"
Thegirlfeltarisingindignation。"Well,then,Mr。Beaton,Ishouldhopeitwouldscratch,andbite,too。Ithinkyou"venobusinesstogoaboutstudyingpeople,asyoudo。It"sabominable。"
"Goon,"saidtheyoungman。"ThatPuritanconscienceofyours!
ItappealstotheoldCovenanterstraininme——likeavoiceofpre-
existence。Goon——"
"Oh,ifIwentonIshouldmerelysayitwasnotonlyabominable,butcontemptible。"
"Youcouldbemyguardianangel,Alma,"saidtheyoungman,makinghiseyesmoreandmoreslumbrousanddreamy。
"Stuff!IhopeIhaveasoulabovebuttons!"
Hesmiled,assherose,andfollowedheracrosstheroom。"Good-night;
Mr。Beaton,"shesaid。
MissWoodburnandFulkersoncameinfromtheotherroom。"What!You"renotgoing,Beaton?"
"Yes;I"mgoingtoareception。Istoppedinonmyway。"
"Tokilltime,"Almaexplained。
"Well,"saidFulkerson,gallantly,"thisisthelastplaceIshouldliketodoit。ButIguessI"dbetterbegoing,too。Ithassometimesoccurredtomethatthereissuchathingasstayingtoolate。ButwithBrotherBeaton,here,juststartinginforanevening"samusement,itdoesseemalittleearlyyet。Can"tyouurgemetostay,somebody?"
Thetwogirlslaughed,andMissWoodburnsaid:
"Mr。Beatonissuchabutterflyoffashion!AhwishAhwasonmahwaytoapawty。Ahfeelquahteenvious。"
"Buthedidn"tsayittomakeyou,"Almaexplained,withmeeksoftness。
"Well,wecan"tallbeswells。Whereisyourparty,anyway,Beaton?"
askedFulkerson。"Howdoyoumanagetogetyourinvitationstothosethings?Isupposeafellowhastokeephintingroundprettylively,Neigh?"
Beatontookthesemockeriesserenely,andshookhandswithMissWoodburn,withtheeffectofhavingalreadyshakenhandswithAlma。Shestoodwithhersclaspedbehindher。
V。
BeatonwentawaywiththesmileonhisfacewhichhehadkeptinlisteningtoFulkerson,andcarrieditwithhimtothereception。
HebelievedthatAlmawasvexedwithhimformorepersonalreasonsthanshehadimplied;itflatteredhimthatsheshouldhaveresentedwhathetoldheroftheDryfooses。Shehadscoldedhimintheirbehalfapparently;butreallybecausehehadmadeherjealousbyhisinterest,ofwhateverkind,insomeoneelse。Whatfollowed,hadfollowednaturally。Unlessshehadbeenquiteasimpletonshecouldnothavemethisprovisionallove-makingonanyotherterms;andthereasonwhyBeatonchieflylikedAlmaLeightonwasthatshewasnotasimpleton。Evenupinthecountry,whenshewasoverawedbyhisacquaintance,atfirst,shewasnotverydeeplyoverawed,andattimesshewasnotoverawedatall。
Atsuchtimessheastonishedhimbytakinghismostsolemnhistrionicswithflippantincredulity,andevenburlesquingthem。Buthecouldsee,allthesame,thathehadcaughtherfancy,andheadmiredtheskillwithwhichshepunishedhisneglectwhentheymetinNewYork。HehadreallycomeverynearforgettingtheLeightons;theintangibleobligationsofmutualkindnesswhichholdsomemensofast,hunglooselyuponhim;
itwouldnothavehurthimtobreakfromthemaltogether;butwhenherecognizedthematlast,hefoundthatitstrengthenedthemindefinitelytohaveAlmaignorethemsocompletely。Ifshehadbeensentimental,orsoftlyreproachful,thatwouldhavebeentheend;hecouldnothavestoodit;hewouldhavehadtodropher。Butwhenshemethimonhisownground,andobligedhimtobesentimental,thegamewasinherhands。
Beatonlaughed,now,whenhethoughtofthat,andhesaidtohimselfthatthegirlhadgrownimmenselysinceshehadcometoNewYork;nothingseemedtohavebeenlostuponher;shemusthavekepthereyesuncommonlywideopen。Henoticedthatespeciallyintheirtalksoverherwork;shehadprofitedbyeverythingshehadseenandheard;shehadallofWetmore"sideaspat;itamusedBeatontoseehowsheseizedeveryusefulwordthathedropped,too,andturnedhimtotechnicalaccountwhenevershecould。Helikedthat;shehadagreatdealoftalent;therewasnoquestionofthat;ifshewereamantherecouldbenoquestionofherfuture。Hebegantoconstructafutureforher;itincludedprovisionforhimself,too;itwasacommonfuture,inwhichtheirlivesandworkwereunited。
HewasfulloftheglowofitsprosperitywhenhemetMargaretVanceatthereception。
Thehousewasonewherepeoplemightchatalongtimetogetherwithoutpubliclycommittingthemselvestoaninterestineachotherexceptsuchagrewoutofeachother"sideas。MissVancewastherebecausesheunitedinhercatholicsympathiesorambitionstheobjectsofthefashionablepeopleandoftheaestheticpeoplewhometthereoncommonground。ItwasalmosttheonlyhouseinNewYorkwherethishappenedoften,anditdidnothappenveryoftenthere。Itwasaliteraryhouse,primarily,withartisticqualifications,andthefrequentersofitweremostlyauthorsandartists;Wetmore,whowasalwaystryingtofiteverythingwithaphrase,saiditwastheunfrequenterswhowerefashionable。Therewasgreateasethere,andsimplicity;andiftherewasnotdistinction,itwasnotforwantofdistinguishedpeople,butbecausethereseemstobesomesolventinNewYorklifethatreducesallmentoacommonlevel,thattoucheseverybodywithitspotentmagicandbringstothesurfacethedeeplyunderlyingnobody。Theeffectforsometemperaments,forconsciousness,foregotism,isadmirable;forcuriosity,forheroworship,itisratherbaffling。Itisthespiritofthestreettransferredtothedrawing-room;indiscriminating,levelling,butdoubtlessfinallywholesome,andwitnessingtheimmensityoftheplace,ifnotconsentingtothegrandeurofreputationsorpresences。
Beatonnowdeniedthatthishouserepresentedasalonatall,intheoldsense;andheheldthatthesalonwasimpossible,evenundesirable,withus,whenMissVancesighedforit。Atanyrate,hesaidthatthisturmoilofcomingandgoing,thisbubbleandbabble,thiscacklingandhissingofconversationwasnottheexpressionofanysuchcivilizationashadcreatedthesalon。Here,heowned,weretheelementsofintellectualdelightfulness,buthesaidtheirassemblageinsuchquantityalonedeniedthesalon;therewastoomuchofagoodthing。