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A Hazard of New Fortunes
投诉 阅读记录

第11章

"Now,Conrad,here,"saidtheoldman,withasortofpatheticrancor,"wouldratherhavethegloryalone。Ibelievehedon"tevencaremuchforyourkindofglory,either,Mr。Fulkerson。"

FulkersonranhislittleeyescuriouslyoverConrad"sfaceandthenMarch"s,asifsearchingforatracethereofsomethinggonebeforewhichwouldenablehimtoreachDryfoos"swholemeaning。Heapparentlyresolvedtolaunchhimselfuponconjecture。"Oh,well,weknowhowConradfeelsaboutthethingsofthisworld,anyway。Ishouldliketotake"emontheplaneofanothersphere,too,sometimes;butInoticedagoodwhileagothatthiswastheworldIwasborninto,andsoImadeupmymindthatIwoulddoprettymuchwhatIsawtherestofthefolksdoingherebelow。AndIcan"tseebutwhatConradrunsthethingonbusinessprinciplesinhisdepartment,andIguessyou"llfinditsoifyoulookintoit。Iconsiderthatwe"reawholeteamandbigdogunderthewagonwithyoutodrawonforsupplies,andMarch,here,attheheadoftheliterarybusiness,andConradinthecounting-room,andmetodotheheavylyingintheadvertisingpart。Oh,andBeaton,ofcourse,intheart。I"mostforgotBeaton——HamletwithHamletleftout。"

Dryfooslookedacrossathisson。"Wasn"tthatthefellow"snamethatwastherelastnight?"

"Yes,"saidConrad。

Theoldmanrose。"Well,IreckonIgottobegoing。Youreadytogoup-town,Conrad?"

"Well,notquiteyet,father。"

TheoldmanshookhandswithMarch,andwentdownstairs,followedbyhisson。

Fulkersonremained。

"Hedidn"tjumpatthechanceyougavehimtocomplimentusallround,Fulkerson,"saidMarch,withasmilenotwhollyofpleasure。

Fulkersonasked,withaslittlejoyinthegrinhehadon,"Didn"thesayanythingtoyoubeforeIcamein?"

"Notaword。"

"DoggedifIknowwhattomakeofit,"sighedFulkerson,"butIguesshe"sbeenhavingatalkwithConradthat"ssouredonhim。Ireckonmaybehecamebackexpectingtofindthatboyreconciledtothegloryofthisworld,andConrad"sshowedhimselfjustassetagainstitasever。"

"Itmighthavebeenthat,"Marchadmitted,pensively。"Ifanciedsomethingofthekindmyselffromwordstheoldmanletdrop。"

Fulkersonmadehimexplain,andthenhesaid:

"That"sit,then;andit"sallright。Conrad"llcomeroundintime;andallwe"vegottodoistohavepatiencewiththeoldmantillhedoes。

Iknowhelikesyou。"Fulkersonaffirmedthisonlyinterrogatively,andlookedsoanxiouslytoMarchforcorroborationthatMarchlaughed。

"Hedissembledhislove,"hesaid;butafterward,indescribingtohiswifehisinterviewwithMr。Dryfoos,hewaslessamusedwiththisfact。

Whenshesawthathewasalittlecastdownbyit,shebegantoencouragehim。"He"sjustacommon,ignorantman,andprobablydidn"tknowhowtoexpresshimself。Youmaybeperfectlysurethathe"sdelightedwiththesuccessofthemagazine,andthatheunderstandsaswellasyoudothatheowesitalltoyou。"

"Ah,I"mnotsosure。Idon"tbelieveaman"sanybetterforhavingmademoneysoeasilyandrapidlyasDryfooshasdone,andIdoubtifhe"sanywiser。Idon"tknowjustthepointhe"sreachedinhisevolutionfromgrubtobeetle,butIdoknowthatsofarasit"sgonetheprocessmusthaveinvolvedabewilderingchangeofidealsandcriterions。Iguesshe"scometodespiseagreatmanythingsthatheoncerespected,andthatintellectualabilityisamongthem——whatwecallintellectualability。

Hemusthaveundergoneamoraldeterioration,anatrophyofthegenerousinstincts,andIdon"tseewhyitshouldn"thavereachedhismentalmake-

up。Hehassharpened,buthehasnarrowed;hissagacityhasturnedintosuspicion,hiscautiontomeanness,hiscouragetoferocity。That"sthewayIphilosophizeamanofDryfoos"sexperience,andIamnotveryproudwhenIrealizethatsuchamanandhisexperiencearetheidealandambitionofmostAmericans。Iratherthinktheycameprettynearbeingmine,once。"

"No,dear,theyneverdid,"hiswifeprotested。

"Well,they"renotlikelytobeinthefuture。TheDryfoosfeatureof"EveryOtherWeek"isthoroughlydistastefultome。"

"Why,buthehasn"treallygotanythingtodowithit,hashe,beyondfurnishingthemoney?"

"That"stheimpressionthatFulkersonhasallowedustoget。Butthemanthatholdsthepurseholdsthereins。Hemayletusguidethehorse,butwhenhelikeshecandrive。Ifwedon"tlikehisdriving,thenwecangetdown。"

Mrs。Marchwaslessinterestedinthisfigureofspeechthaninthepersonalaspectsinvolved。"ThenyouthinkMr。Fulkersonhasdeceivedyou?"

"Ohno!"saidherhusband,laughing。"ButIthinkhehasdeceivedhimself,perhaps。"

"How?"shepursued。

"HemayhavethoughthewasusingDryfoos,whenDryfooswasusinghim,andhemayhavesupposedhewasnotafraidofhimwhenhewasverymuchso。Hiscouragehadn"tbeenputtothetest,andcourageisamatterofproof,likeproficiencyonthefiddle,youknow:youcan"ttellwhetheryou"vegotittillyoutry。"

"Nonsense!DoyoumeanthathewouldeversacrificeyoutoMr。Dryfoos?"

"Ihopehemaynotbetempted。ButI"dratherbetakingthechanceswithFulkersonalonethanwithFulkersonandDryfoostobackhim。Dryfoosseems,somehow,totakethepoetryandthepleasureoutofthething。"

Mrs。Marchwasalongtimesilent。Thenshebegan,"Well,mydear,I

neverwantedtocometoNewYork——"

"NeitherdidI,"Marchpromptlyputin。

"Butnowthatwe"rehere,"shewenton,"I"mnotgoingtohaveyoulettingeverylittlethingdiscourageyou。Idon"tseewhattherewasinMr。Dryfoos"smannertogiveyouanyanxiety。He"sjustacommon,stupid,inarticulatecountryperson,andhedidn"tknowhowtoexpresshimself,asIsaidinthebeginning,andthat"sthereasonhedidn"tsayanything。"

"Well,Idon"tdenyyou"rerightaboutit。"

"It"sdreadful,"hiswifecontinued,"tobemixedupwithsuchamanandhisfamily,butIdon"tbelievehe"llevermeddlewithyourmanagement,and,tillhedoes,allyouneeddoistohaveaslittletodowithhimaspossible,andgoquietlyonyourownway。"

"Oh,Ishallgoonquietlyenough,"saidMarch。"IhopeIsha"n"tbegingoingstealthily。"

"Well,mydear,"saidMrs。March,"justletmeknowwhenyou"retemptedtodothat。Ifeveryousacrificethesmallestgrainofyourhonestyoryourself-respecttoMr。Dryfoos,oranybodyelse,Iwillsimplyrenounceyou。"

"InviewofthatI"mrathergladthemanagementof"EveryOtherWeek"

involvestastesandnotconvictions,"saidMarch。

III。

ThatnightDryfooswaswakenedfromhisafter-dinnernapbythesoundofgaytalkandnervousgigglinginthedrawing-room。Thetalk,whichwasChristine"s,andthegiggling,whichwasMela"s,wereintershotwiththeheaviertonesofaman"svoice;andDryfooslayawhileontheleathernloungeinhislibrary,tryingtomakeoutwhetherheknewthevoice。Hiswifesatinadeepchairbeforethefire,withhereyesonhisface,waitingforhimtowake。

"Whoisthatoutthere?"heasked,withoutopeninghiseyes。

"Indeed,indeed,Idon"tknow,Jacob,"hiswifeanswered。"Ireckonit"sjustsomevisitorofthegirls"。"

"WasIsnoring?"

"Notabit。Youwassleepingasquiet!Ididhatetohave"emwakeyou,andIwasjustgoin"outtoshoothem。They"vebeenplayin"something,andthatmadethemlaugh。"

"Ididn"tknowbutIhadsnored,"saidtheoldman,sittingup。

"No,"saidhiswife。Thensheasked,wistfully,"Wasyououtattheoldplace,Jacob?"

"Yes。"

"Diditlooknatural?"

"Yes;mostly。They"resinkingthewellsdowninthewoodspasture。"

"And——thechildren"sgraves?"

"Theyhaven"ttouchedthatpart。ButIreckonwegottohave"emmovedtothecemetery。Iboughtalot。"

Theoldwomanbegansoftlytoweep。"Itdoesseemtoohardthattheycan"tbelettorestinpeace,porelittlethings。Iwantedyouandmetolaythere,too,whenourtimecome,Jacob。Justthere,backo"thebeehivesandunderthemshoomakes——my,Icanseetheveryplace!AndI

don"tbelieveI"lleverfeelathomeanywhereselse。Iwoon"tknowwhereIamwhenthetrumpetsounds。IhavetothinkbeforeIcantellwheretheeastisinNewYork;andwhatifIshouldgitfacedthewrongwaywhenIraise?Jacob,Iwonderyoucouldsellit!"Herheadshook,andthefirelightshoneonhertearsasshesearchedthefoldsofherdressforherpocket。

Apealoflaughtercamefromthedrawing-room,andthenthesoundofchordsstruckonthepiano。

"Hush!Don"tyoucry,"Liz"beth!"saidDryfoos。"Here;takemyhandkerchief。I"vegotanicelotinthecemetery,andI"mgoin"tohaveamonument,withtwolambsonit——liketheoneyoualwayslikedsomuch。

Itain"tthefashion,anymore,tohavefamilyburyin"grounds;they"recollectin""emintothecemeteries,allround。"

"IreckonIgottobearit,"saidhiswife,mufflingherfaceinhishandkerchief。"AndIsupposetheLordkinfindme,whereverIam。ButI

alwaysdidwanttolayjustthere。Youmindhowweusedtogooutandsetthere,aftermilkin",andwatchthesungodown,andtalkaboutwheretheirangelswas,andtrytofiggeritout?"

"Iremember,"Liz"beth。"

Theman"svoiceinthedrawing-roomsangasnatchofFrenchsong,insolent,mocking,salient;andthenChristine"sattemptedthesamestrain,andanothercryoflaughterfromMelafollowed。

"Well,Ialwaysdidexpecttolaythere。ButIreckonit"sallright。

Itwon"tbeagreatwhile,now,anyway。Jacob,Idon"tbelieveI"ma-

goin"toliveverylong。Iknowitdon"tagreewithmehere。"

"Oh,Iguessitdoes,"Liz"beth。You"rejustalittlepulleddownwiththeweather。It"scomingspring,andyoufeelit;butthedoctorsaysyou"reallright。Istoppedin,onthewayup,andhesaysso。"

"Ireckonhedon"tknoweverything,"theoldwomanpersisted:"I"vebeenrunnin"downeversinceweleftMoffitt,andIdidn"tfeelanytoowellthere,even。It"saverystrangething,Jacob,thatthericheryougit,thelessyouain"tabletostaywhereyouwantto,deadoralive。"

"It"sforthechildrenwedoit,"saidDryfoos。"Wegottogivethemtheirchanceintheworld。"

"Oh,theworld!Theyoughttobeartheyokeintheiryouth,likewedone。Iknowit"swhatCoonrodwouldliketodo。"

Dryfoosgotuponhisfeet。"IfCoonrod"llmindhisownbusiness,anddowhatIwanthimto,he"llhaveyokeenoughtobear。"Hemovedfromhiswife,withoutfurtherefforttocomforther,andpotteredheavilyoutintothedining-room。Beyonditsobscuritystretchedtheglitterofthedeepdrawing-room。Hisfeet,intheirbroad;flatslippers,madenosoundonthedensecarpet,andhecameunseenuponthelittlegrouptherenearthepiano。Melapercheduponthestoolwithherbacktothekeys,andBeatonbentoverChristine,whosatwithabanjoinherlap,lettinghimtakeherhandsandputthemintherightplaceontheinstrument。

Herfacewasradiantwithhappiness,andMelawaswatchingherwithfoolish,unselfishpleasureinherbliss。

TherewasnothingwrongintheaffairtoamanofDryfoos"straditionsandperceptions,andifithadbeenathomeinthefarmsitting-room,oreveninhisparloratMoffitt,hewouldnothavemindedayoungman"splacinghisdaughter"shandsonabanjo,orevenholdingthemthere;

itwouldhaveseemedaproper,attentionfromhimifhewascourtingher。

Buthere,insuchahouseasthis,withthedaughterofamanwhohadmadeasmuchmoneyashehad,hedidnotknowbutitwasaliberty。

Hefelttheangrydoubtofitwhichbesethiminregardtosomanyexperiencesofhischangedlife;hewantedtoshowhissenseofit,ifitwasaliberty,buthedidnotknowhow,andhedidnotknowthatitwasso。Besides,hecouldnothelpatouchofthepleasureinChristine"shappinesswhichMelashowed;andhewouldhavegonebacktothelibrary,ifhecould,withoutbeingdiscovered。

ButBeatonhadseenhim,andDryfoos,withanonchalantnodtotheyoungman,cameforward。"Whatyougotthere,Christine?"

"Abanjo,"saidthegirl,blushinginherfather"spresence。

Melagurgled。"Mr。Beatonislearnun"herthefirstposition。"

Beatonwasnotembarrassed。Hewasineveningdress,andhisface,pointedwithitsbrownbeard,showedextremelyhandsomeabovetheexpanseofhisbroad,whiteshirt-front。Hegavebackasnonchalantanodashehadgot,and,withoutfurthergreetingtoDryfoos,hesaidtoChristine:

"No,no。Youmustkeepyourhandandarmso。"Heheldtheminposition。

"There!Nowstrikewithyourrighthand。See?"

"Idon"tbelieveIcaneverlearn,"saidthegirl,withafondupwardlookathim。

"Ohyes,youcan,"saidBeaton。

TheybothignoredDryfoosinthelittleplayofprotestswhichfollowed,andhesaid,halfjocosely,halfsuspiciously,"Andisthebanjothefashion,now?"Heremembereditastheemblemoflow-downshowbusiness,andassociateditwithend-menandblackenedfacesandgrotesqueshirt-

collars。

"It"salltherage,"Melashouted,inanswerforall。"Everybodyplaysit。Mr。Beatonborrowedthisfromaladyfriendofhis。"

"Humph!PityIgotyouapiano,then,"saidDryfoos。"Abanjowouldhavebeencheaper。"

Beatonsofaradmittedhimtotheconversationastoseemremindedofthepianobyhismentioningit。HesaidtoMela,"Oh,won"tyoujuststrikethosechords?"andasMelawheeledaboutandbeatthekeyshetookthebanjofromChristineandsatdownwithit。"Thisway!"Hestrummedit,andmurmuredthetuneDryfooshadheardhimsingingfromthelibrary,whilehekepthisbeautifuleyesfloatingonChristine"s。"Youtrythat,now;it"sverysimple。"

"WhereisMrs。Mandel?"Dryfoosdemanded,tryingtoasserthimself。

NeitherofthegirlsseemedtohaveheardhimatfirstinthechattertheybrokeintooverwhatBeatonproposed。ThenMelasaid,absently,"Oh,shehadtogoouttoseeoneofherfriendsthat"ssick,"andshestruckthepianokeys。"Come;tryit,Chris!"

Dryfoosturnedaboutunheededandwentbacktothelibrary。HewouldhavelikedtoputBeatonoutofhishouse,andinhisheartheburnedagainsthimasacontumacioushand;hewouldhavelikedtodischargehimfromtheartdepartmentof"EveryOtherWeek"atonce。ButhewasawareofnothavingtreatedBeatonwithmuchceremony,andiftheyoungmanhadreturnedhisbehaviorinkind,withanelectricalresponsetohisownfeeling,hadheanyrighttocomplain?Afterall,therewasnoharminhisteachingChristinethebanjo。

Hiswifestillsatlookingintothefire。"Ican"tsee,"shesaid,"aswe"vegotabitmorecomfortofourlives,Jacob,becausewe"vegotsuchpilesandpilesofmoney。Iwishttograciouswewasbackonthefarmthisminute。Iwishtyouhadheldoutag"instthechildernaboutsellin"it;"twould"a"binthebestthingfur"em,Isay。Ibelieveinmysoulthey"llgitspoiledhereinNewYork。Ikinseeachangein"ema"ready——inthegirls。"

Dryfoosstretchedhimselfontheloungeagain。"Ican"tseeasCoonrodismuchcomfort,either。Whyain"theherewithhissisters?WhatdoesallthatworkofhisontheEastSideamountto?Itseemsasifhedoneittocrossme,asmuchasanything。"Dryfooscomplainedtohiswifeonthebasisofmereaffectionalhabit,whichinmarriedlifeoftensurvivesthesenseofintellectualequality。Hedidnotexpecthertoreasonwithhim,buttherewashelpinherlistening,andthoughshecouldonlysoothehisfretfulnesswithsoftanswerswhichwereoftenwideofthepurpose,hestillwenttoherforsolace。"Here,I"vegoneintothisnewspaperbusiness,orwhateveritis,onhisaccount,andhedon"tseemanymoresatisfiedthanever。Icanseehehain"tgothisheartinit。"

"Theporeboytries;Iknowhedoes,Jacob;andhewantstopleaseyou。

Buthegiveupagooddealwhenhegiveupbein"apreacher;Is"poseweoughttorememberthat。"

"Apreacher!"sneeredDryfoos。"Ireckonbein"apreacherwouldn"tsatisfyhimnow。Hehadtheimpudencetotellmethisafternoonthathewouldliketobeapriest;andhethrewituptomethathenevercouldbebecauseI"dkepthimfromstudyin"。"

"Hedon"tmeanaCatholicpriest——notaRomanone,Jacob,"theoldwomanexplained,wistfully。"He"stoldmeallaboutit。Theyain"tthekindo"Catholicswebeenusedto;somesortof"Piscopalians;andtheydoaheapo"goodamongstthepoorfolksoverthere。Hesaysweain"tgotanyideahowfolkslivesinthemtenementhouses,hundredsof"eminonehouse,andwholefamiliesinaroom;anditburnsinhishearttohelp"emlikethemFathers,asbecalls"em,thatgivestheirlivestoit。

Hecan"tbeaFather,hesays,becausehecan"tgittheeddicationnow;

buthecanbeaBrother;andIcan"tfindawordtosayag"instit,whenitgitstotalkin",Jacob。"

"Iain"tsayinganythingagainsthispriests,"Liz"beth,"saidDryfoos。

"They"reallwellenoughintheirway;they"vegivenuptheirlivestoit,andit"samatterofbusinesswiththem,likeanyother。ButwhatI"mtalkingaboutnowisCoonrod。Idon"tobjecttohisdoin"allthecharityhewantsto,andtheLordknowsI"veneverbeenstingywithhimaboutit。Hemighthaveallthemoneyhewants,togiveroundanywayhepleases。"

"That"swhatItoldhimonce,buthesaysmoneyain"tthething——ornottheonlythingyougottogivetothempoorfolks。Yougottogiveyourtimeandyourknowledgeandyourlove——Idon"tknowwhatallyougottogiveyourself,ifyouexpecttohelp"em。That"swhatCoonrodsays。"

"Well,Icantellhimthatcharitybeginsathome,"saidDryfoos,sittingupinhisimpatience。"Andhe"dbettergivehimselftousalittle——tohisoldfatherandmother。Andhissisters。What"shedoin"goin"offtheretohismeetings,andIdon"tknowwhatall,an"leavin"themherealone?"

"Why,ain"tMr。Beatonwith"em?"askedtheoldwoman。"IthoughtI

hearedhisvoice。"

"Mr。Beaton!Ofcourseheis!Andwho"sMr。Beaton,anyway?"

"Why,ain"theoneofthemeninCoonrod"soffice?IthoughtIheared——"

"Yes,heis!Butwhoishe?What"shedoingroundhere?Ishemakin"

uptoChristine?"

"Ireckonheis。FromMely"stalk,she"saboutcrazyoverthefellow。

Don"tyoulikehim,Jacob?"

"Idon"tknowhim,orwhatheis。Hehasn"tgotanymanners。Whobroughthimhere?How"dhecometocome,inthefirstplace?"

"Mr。Fulkersonbrunghim,Ibelieve,"saidtheoldwoman,patiently。

"Fulkerson!"Dryfoossnorted。"Where"sMrs。Mandel,Ishouldliketoknow?Hebroughther,too。Doesshegotraipsin"offthiswayeveryevening?"

"No,sheseemstobehereprettyregularmosto"thetime。Idon"tknowhowwecouldevergitalongwithouther,Jacob;sheseemstoknowjustwhattodo,andthegirlswouldbetentimesasoutbreakin"withouther。

Ihopeyouain"tthinkin"o"turnin"heroff,Jacob?"

Dryfoosdidnotthinkitnecessarytoanswersuchaquestion。"It"sallFulkerson,Fulkerson,Fulkerson。ItseemstomethatFulkersonaboutrunsthisfamily。HebroughtMrs。Mandel,andhebroughtthatBeaton,andhebroughtthatBostonfellow!IguessIgivehimadose,though;

andI"lllearnFulkersonthathecan"thaveeverythinghisownway。I

don"twantanybodytohelpmespendmymoney。Imadeit,andIcanmanageit。IguessMr。Fulkersoncanbearalittlewatchingnow。He"sbeentravellingprettyfree,andhe"sgotthenotionhe"sdriving,maybe。

I"ma-goingtolookafterthatbookalittlemyself。"

"You"llkillyourself,Jacob,"saidhiswife,"tryin"todosomanythings。Andwhatisitallfur?Idon"tseeaswe"rebetteroff,any,forallthemoney。It"sjustasmuchcareasitusedtobewhenwewasallthereonthefarmtogether。Iwishtwecouldgoback,Ja——"

"Wecan"tgoback!"shoutedtheoldman,fiercely。"There"snofarmanymoretogobackto。Thefieldsisfullofgas-wellsandoil-wellsandhell-holesgenerally;thehouseistoredown,andthebarn"sgoin"——"

"Thebarn!"gaspedtheoldwoman。"Oh,my!"

"IfIwastogiveallI"mworththisminute,wecouldn"tgobacktothefarm,anymorethanthemgirlsintherecouldgobackandbelittlechildren。Idon"tsaywe"reanybetteroff,forthemoney。I"vegotmoreofitnowthanIeverhad;andthere"snoendtotheluck;itpoursin。ButIfeellikeIwastiedhandandfoot。Idon"tknowwhichwaytomove;Idon"tknowwhat"sbesttodoaboutanything。Themoneydon"tseemtobuyanythingbutmoreandmorecareandtrouble。Wegotabighousethatweain"tathomein;andwegotalotofhiredgirlsroundunderourfeetthathinderanddon"thelp。Ourchildrendon"tmindus,andwegotnofriendsorneighbors。Butithadtobe。Icouldn"thelpbutsellthefarm,andwecan"tgobacktoit,foritain"tthere。Sodon"tyousayanythingmoreaboutit,"Liz"beth。"

"PoreJacob!"saidhiswife。"Well,Iwoon"t,dear。"

IV

ItwascleartoBeatonthatDryfoosdistrustedhim;andthefactheightenedhispleasureinChristine"slikingforhim。Hewasassureofthisashewasoftheother,thoughhewasnotsosureofanyreasonforhispleasureinit。Shehadhercharm;thecharmofwildnesstowhichacertainwildnessinhimselfresponded;andthereweretimeswhenhisfancycontrivedacommonfutureforthem,whichwouldhaveaprosperityforcedfromtheoldfellow"sloveofthegirl。Beatonlikedtheideaofthiscompulsionbetterthanhelikedtheideaofthemoney;therewassomethingalittlerepulsiveinthat;heimaginedhimselfrejectingit;

healmostwishedhewasenoughinlovewiththegirltomarryherwithoutit;thatwouldbefine。Hewastakenwithherinacertain"measure,inacertainway;thequestionwasinwhatmeasure,inwhatway。

Itwaspartlytoescapefromthisquestionthathehurrieddown-town,anddecidedtospendwiththeLeightonsthehourremainingonhishandsbeforeitwastimetogotothereceptionforwhichhewasdressed。

ItseemedtohimimportantthatheshouldseeAlmaLeighton。Afterall,itwashercharmthatwasmostabidingwithhim;perhapsitwastobefinal。Hefoundhimselfveryhappyinhispresentrelationswithher。

Shehaddroppedthatbarrierofpretencesandironicalsurprise。Itseemedtohimthattheyhadgonebacktotheoldgroundofcommonartisticinterestwhichhehadfoundsopleasantthesummerbefore。

ApparentlysheandhermotherhadbothforgivenhisneglectoftheminthefirstmonthsoftheirstayinNewYork;hewassurethatMrs。

Leightonlikedhimaswellasever,and,iftherewasstillsomethingalittleprovisionalinAlma"smannerattimes,itwassomethingthatpiquedmorethanitdiscouraged;itmadehimcurious,notanxious。

HefoundtheyoungladieswithFulkersonwhenherang。Heseemedtobeamusingthemboth,andtheywerebothamusedbeyondthemeritofsosmallapleasantry,Beatonthought,whenFulkersonsaid:"Introducemyself,Mr。Beaton:Mr。Fulkersonof"EveryOtherWeek。"ThinkI"vemetyouatourplace。"Thegirlslaughed,andAlmaexplainedthathermotherwasnotverywell,andwouldbesorrynottoseehim。Thensheturned,ashefelt,perversely,andwentontalkingwithFulkersonandlefthimtoMissWoodburn。

Shefinallyrecognizedhisdisappointment:"Ahdon"toftengetachanceatyou,Mr。Beaton,andAh"mjustgoin"totoakyo"todeath。Yo"havebeenSoathyo"self,andyo"knowho"wedotoak。"

"I"vesurvivedtosayyes,"Beatonadmitted。

"Oh,now,doyouthinkwetoaksomuchmo"thanyoudointheNo"th?"

theyoungladydeprecated。

"Idon"tknow。Ionlyknowyoucan"ttalktoomuchforme。IshouldliketohearyousaySoathandhouseandaboutfortherestofmylife。"

"That"swhatAhcallraghtpersonal,Mr。Beaton。NowAh"mgoin"tobepersonal,too。"MissWoodburnflungoutoverherlapthesquareofclothshewasembroidering,andaskedhim:"Don"tyouthinkthat"sbeautiful?

Now,asanawtust——agreatawtust?"

"Asagreatawtust,yes,"saidBeaton,mimickingheraccent。"IfIwerelessthangreatImighthavesomethingtosayaboutthearrangementofcolors。You"reasboldandoriginalasNature。"

"Really?Oh,now,dotellmeyo"favo"itecolo",Mr。Beaton。"

"Myfavoritecolor?Blessmysoul,whyshouldIpreferany?Isbluegood,orredwicked?Dopeoplehavefavoritecolors?"Beatonfoundhimselfsuddenlyinterested。

"Ofco"setheydo,"answeredthegirl。"Don"tawtusts?"

"Ineverheardofonethathad——consciously。"

"Isitpossible?Isupposedtheyallhad。Nowmahfavo"itecolo"isgawnet。Don"tyouthinkit"saprettycolo"?"

"Itdependsuponhowit"sused。Doyoumeaninneckties?"BeatonstoleaglanceattheoneFulkersonwaswearing。

MissWoodburnlaughedwithherfaceboweduponherwrist。"AhdothinkyougentlemenintheNo"thawetentahmsaslahvelyastheladies。"

"Strange,"saidBeaton。"IntheSouth——Soath,excuseme!Imadetheobservationthattheladiesweretentimesaslivelyasthegentlemen。

Whatisthatyou"reworking?"

"This?"MissWoodburngaveitanotherflirt,andlookedatitwithaglanceofdawningrecognition。"Oh,thisisatable-covah。Wouldn"tyoulahketoseewhereit"stogo?"

"Why,certainly。"

"Well,ifyou"llberaghtgoodI"llletyo"givemesomeprofessionaladvassaboutputtingsomethingintheco"nersornot,whenyouhaveseenitonthetable。"

Sheroseandledthewayintotheotherroom。Beatonknewshewantedtotalkwithhimaboutsomethingelse;buthewaitedpatientlytoletherplayhercomedyout。Shespreadthecoveronthetable,andheadvisedher,ashesawshewished,againstputtinganythinginthecorners;justrunalineofherstitcharoundtheedge,hesaid。

"Mr。FulkersonandAh,why,we"vebeenhavingaregularfaghtaboatit,"

shecommented。"Butwebothagreed,fahnally,toleaveittoyou;Mr。

Fulkersonsaidyou"dbesuretoberaght。Ah"msogladyoutookmahsahde。Buthe"sagreatadmahrerofyours,Mr。Beaton,"sheconcluded,demurely,suggestively。

"Ishe?Well,I"magreatadmirerofFulkerson,"saidBeaton,withacapriciouswillingnesstohumorherwishtotalkaboutFulkerson。

"He"sacapitalfellow;generous,magnanimous,withquiteanidealoffriendshipandaneyesingletothemainchanceallthetime。Hewouldadvertise"EveryOtherWeek"onhisfamilyvault。"

MissWoodburnlaughed,andsaidsheshouldtellhimwhatBeatonhadsaid。

"Do。Buthe"susedtodefamationfromme,andhe"llthinkyou"rejoking。"

"Ahsuppose,"saidMissWoodburn,"thathe"squahtethetahpeofaNewYorkbusinessman。"Sheadded,asifitfollowedlogically,"He"ssodifferentfromwhatIthoughtaNewYorkbusinessmanwouldbe。"

"It"syourVirginiatraditiontodespisebusiness,"saidBeaton,rudely。

MissWoodburnlaughedagain。"Despahseit?Mahgoodness!wewanttogetintoitandwoakitfo"allit"swo"th,"asMr。Fulkersonsays。Thattraditionisallpast。Youdon"tknowwhattheSoathisnow。Ahsupposemahfathawdespahsesbusiness,buthe"satraditionhimself,asAhtellhim。"Beatonwouldhaveenjoyedjoiningtheyoungladyinanythingshemightbegoingtosayinderogationofherfather,butherestrainedhimself,andshewentonmoreandmoreasifshewishedtoaccountforherfather"shabitualhauteurwithBeaton,ifnottoexcuseit。"Ahtellhimhedon"tunderstandtherisinggeneration。Hewasbroughtupintheoldschool,andhethinkswe"realljustlahkehewaswhenhewasyoung,withallthoseahdealsofchivalryandfamily;but,mahgoodness!it"smoneythatcyoantsno"adaysintheSoath,justlahkeitdoeseverywhereelse。Ahsuppose,ifwecouldhaveslaverybackinthefawmmahfathawthinksitcouldhavebeenbroughtupto,whenthecommercialspiritwouldn"tletitalone,itwouldbethebestthing;butwecan"thaveitback,andAhtellhimwehadbetterhavethecommercialspiritasthenextbestthing。"

MissWoodburnwenton,withsufficientloyaltyandpiety,toexposethedifferenceofherownandherfather"sideals,butwithwhatBeatonthoughtlessreferencetohisownunsympatheticattentionthantoaknowledgefinallyofthepersonnelandmaterielof"EveryOtherWeek。"

andMr。Fulkerson"srelationtotheenterprise。"Youmostexcusemyaskingsomanyquestions,Mr。Beaton。Youknowit"sallmahdoingthatweaweheahinNewYork。Ahjusttoldmahfathawthatifhewasevahgoin"todoanythingwithhiswrahtings,hehadgottocomeNo"th,andAhmadehimcome。Ahbelievehe"dhavestayedintheSoathallhislahfe。

AndnowMr。Fulkersonwantshimtolethiseditorseesomeofhiswrahtings,andAhwantedtoknowsomethingaboatthemagazine。Weaweagreatdealexcitedaboatitinthishoase,youknow,Mr。Beaton,"sheconcluded,withalookthatnowtransferredtheinterestfromFulkersontoAlma。Sheledthewaybacktotheroomwheretheyweresitting,andwentuptotriumphoverFulkersonwithBeaton"sdecisionaboutthetable-

cover。

AlmawasleftwithBeatonnearthepiano,andhebegantotalkabouttheDryfoosesashesatdownonthepiano-stool。HesaidhehadbeengivingMissDryfoosalessononthebanjo;hehadborrowedthebanjoofMissVance。ThenhestruckthechordhehadbeentryingtoteachChristine,andplayedovertheairhehadsung。

"Howdoyoulikethat?"heasked,whirlinground。

"Itseemsratheradisrespectfullittletune,somehow,"saidAlma,placidly。

Beatonrestedhiselbowonthecornerofthepianoandgazeddreamilyather。"Yourperceptionsarewonderful。Itisdisrespectful。Iplayedit,upthere,becauseIfeltdisrespectfultothem。"

"Doyouclaimthatasamerit?"

"No,Istateitasafact。Howcanyourespectsuchpeople?"

"Youmightrespectyourself,then,"saidthegirl。"Orperhapsthatwouldn"tbesoeasy,either。"

"No,itwouldn"t。Iliketohaveyousaythesethingstome,"saidBeaton,impartially。

"Well,Iliketosaythem,"Almareturned。

"Theydomegood。"

"Oh,Idon"tknowthatthatwasmymotive。"

"Thereisnoonelikeyou——noone,"saidBeaton,asifapostrophizingherinherabsence。"Tocomefromthathouse,withitsassertionsofmoney——

youcanhearitchink;youcansmellthefouloldbanknotes;itstiflesyou——intoanatmospherelikethis,islikecomingintoanotherworld。"

"Thankyou,"saidAlma。"I"mgladthereisn"tthatunpleasantodorhere;

butIwishtherewasalittlemoreofthechinking。"

"No,no!Don"tsaythat!"heimplored。"Iliketothinkthatthereisonesouluncontaminatedbythesenseofmoneyinthisbig,brutal,sordidcity。"

"Youmeantwo,"saidAlma,withmodesty。"ButifyoustifleattheDryfooses",whydoyougothere?"

"WhydoIgo?"hemused。"Don"tyoubelieveinknowingallthenatures,thetypes,youcan?Thosegirlsareastrangestudy:theyoungoneisasimple,earthlycreature,ascommonasanoat-fieldandtheotherasortofsylvanlife:fierce,flashing,feline——"

Almaburstoutintoalaugh。"Whataptalliteration!Anddotheylikebeingstudied?Ishouldthinkthesylvanlifemight——scratch。"

"No,"saidBeaton,withmelancholyabsence,"itonly-purrs。"

Thegirlfeltarisingindignation。"Well,then,Mr。Beaton,Ishouldhopeitwouldscratch,andbite,too。Ithinkyou"venobusinesstogoaboutstudyingpeople,asyoudo。It"sabominable。"

"Goon,"saidtheyoungman。"ThatPuritanconscienceofyours!

ItappealstotheoldCovenanterstraininme——likeavoiceofpre-

existence。Goon——"

"Oh,ifIwentonIshouldmerelysayitwasnotonlyabominable,butcontemptible。"

"Youcouldbemyguardianangel,Alma,"saidtheyoungman,makinghiseyesmoreandmoreslumbrousanddreamy。

"Stuff!IhopeIhaveasoulabovebuttons!"

Hesmiled,assherose,andfollowedheracrosstheroom。"Good-night;

Mr。Beaton,"shesaid。

MissWoodburnandFulkersoncameinfromtheotherroom。"What!You"renotgoing,Beaton?"

"Yes;I"mgoingtoareception。Istoppedinonmyway。"

"Tokilltime,"Almaexplained。

"Well,"saidFulkerson,gallantly,"thisisthelastplaceIshouldliketodoit。ButIguessI"dbetterbegoing,too。Ithassometimesoccurredtomethatthereissuchathingasstayingtoolate。ButwithBrotherBeaton,here,juststartinginforanevening"samusement,itdoesseemalittleearlyyet。Can"tyouurgemetostay,somebody?"

Thetwogirlslaughed,andMissWoodburnsaid:

"Mr。Beatonissuchabutterflyoffashion!AhwishAhwasonmahwaytoapawty。Ahfeelquahteenvious。"

"Buthedidn"tsayittomakeyou,"Almaexplained,withmeeksoftness。

"Well,wecan"tallbeswells。Whereisyourparty,anyway,Beaton?"

askedFulkerson。"Howdoyoumanagetogetyourinvitationstothosethings?Isupposeafellowhastokeephintingroundprettylively,Neigh?"

Beatontookthesemockeriesserenely,andshookhandswithMissWoodburn,withtheeffectofhavingalreadyshakenhandswithAlma。Shestoodwithhersclaspedbehindher。

V。

BeatonwentawaywiththesmileonhisfacewhichhehadkeptinlisteningtoFulkerson,andcarrieditwithhimtothereception。

HebelievedthatAlmawasvexedwithhimformorepersonalreasonsthanshehadimplied;itflatteredhimthatsheshouldhaveresentedwhathetoldheroftheDryfooses。Shehadscoldedhimintheirbehalfapparently;butreallybecausehehadmadeherjealousbyhisinterest,ofwhateverkind,insomeoneelse。Whatfollowed,hadfollowednaturally。Unlessshehadbeenquiteasimpletonshecouldnothavemethisprovisionallove-makingonanyotherterms;andthereasonwhyBeatonchieflylikedAlmaLeightonwasthatshewasnotasimpleton。Evenupinthecountry,whenshewasoverawedbyhisacquaintance,atfirst,shewasnotverydeeplyoverawed,andattimesshewasnotoverawedatall。

Atsuchtimessheastonishedhimbytakinghismostsolemnhistrionicswithflippantincredulity,andevenburlesquingthem。Buthecouldsee,allthesame,thathehadcaughtherfancy,andheadmiredtheskillwithwhichshepunishedhisneglectwhentheymetinNewYork。HehadreallycomeverynearforgettingtheLeightons;theintangibleobligationsofmutualkindnesswhichholdsomemensofast,hunglooselyuponhim;

itwouldnothavehurthimtobreakfromthemaltogether;butwhenherecognizedthematlast,hefoundthatitstrengthenedthemindefinitelytohaveAlmaignorethemsocompletely。Ifshehadbeensentimental,orsoftlyreproachful,thatwouldhavebeentheend;hecouldnothavestoodit;hewouldhavehadtodropher。Butwhenshemethimonhisownground,andobligedhimtobesentimental,thegamewasinherhands。

Beatonlaughed,now,whenhethoughtofthat,andhesaidtohimselfthatthegirlhadgrownimmenselysinceshehadcometoNewYork;nothingseemedtohavebeenlostuponher;shemusthavekepthereyesuncommonlywideopen。Henoticedthatespeciallyintheirtalksoverherwork;shehadprofitedbyeverythingshehadseenandheard;shehadallofWetmore"sideaspat;itamusedBeatontoseehowsheseizedeveryusefulwordthathedropped,too,andturnedhimtotechnicalaccountwhenevershecould。Helikedthat;shehadagreatdealoftalent;therewasnoquestionofthat;ifshewereamantherecouldbenoquestionofherfuture。Hebegantoconstructafutureforher;itincludedprovisionforhimself,too;itwasacommonfuture,inwhichtheirlivesandworkwereunited。

HewasfulloftheglowofitsprosperitywhenhemetMargaretVanceatthereception。

Thehousewasonewherepeoplemightchatalongtimetogetherwithoutpubliclycommittingthemselvestoaninterestineachotherexceptsuchagrewoutofeachother"sideas。MissVancewastherebecausesheunitedinhercatholicsympathiesorambitionstheobjectsofthefashionablepeopleandoftheaestheticpeoplewhometthereoncommonground。ItwasalmosttheonlyhouseinNewYorkwherethishappenedoften,anditdidnothappenveryoftenthere。Itwasaliteraryhouse,primarily,withartisticqualifications,andthefrequentersofitweremostlyauthorsandartists;Wetmore,whowasalwaystryingtofiteverythingwithaphrase,saiditwastheunfrequenterswhowerefashionable。Therewasgreateasethere,andsimplicity;andiftherewasnotdistinction,itwasnotforwantofdistinguishedpeople,butbecausethereseemstobesomesolventinNewYorklifethatreducesallmentoacommonlevel,thattoucheseverybodywithitspotentmagicandbringstothesurfacethedeeplyunderlyingnobody。Theeffectforsometemperaments,forconsciousness,foregotism,isadmirable;forcuriosity,forheroworship,itisratherbaffling。Itisthespiritofthestreettransferredtothedrawing-room;indiscriminating,levelling,butdoubtlessfinallywholesome,andwitnessingtheimmensityoftheplace,ifnotconsentingtothegrandeurofreputationsorpresences。

Beatonnowdeniedthatthishouserepresentedasalonatall,intheoldsense;andheheldthatthesalonwasimpossible,evenundesirable,withus,whenMissVancesighedforit。Atanyrate,hesaidthatthisturmoilofcomingandgoing,thisbubbleandbabble,thiscacklingandhissingofconversationwasnottheexpressionofanysuchcivilizationashadcreatedthesalon。Here,heowned,weretheelementsofintellectualdelightfulness,buthesaidtheirassemblageinsuchquantityalonedeniedthesalon;therewastoomuchofagoodthing。

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